Rishi's POV
" Anu " I called her softly, my voice was a bare whisper but I'm sure that she heard me because after a second I saw her turn to look at me.
I was sweating, the nervousness and fear was obvious on my face but I didn't care anyway. I've thought this for more than a hundred times, and each time the only conclusion I reached is- just do it already. Each passing day was getting hard for me to survive. especially, when she is around i have to behave totally opposite to what i was planning mentally.
Each time I saw her smiling, I just wanted to grab her and hug her, assuring that I'll make sure the smile always stays on her lips. Each time she talked non stop I just wanted to cherish her lovely spongy cheeks. Each time she looked at me with her doe-like eyes, I wan
Rishi's POVIt's Monday and surprisingly I'm getting ready for college without frowning and cursing the whole world for Monday.buttoning up my shirt, I adored the smile plastered on my face in the mirror.I can't believe I'm smiling, still knowing that it's Monday.Usually I hate Monday and don't even bother to breathe on Monday, because it's Monday and I don't like it even a bit.My hate for Monday started, when I began to understand that Monday kicks in as soon as Sunday starts its glory. most of the time i would be preparing myself for a peaceful Sunday and in blink of eyes Monday makes an entry-Tadaaa.After six
Rishi's POVNever thought Anu could be such a drama queen.I always saw her in a very calm and composed manner, but today she is something else that I'm witnessing for the first time.After knowing from Zakera that Anu is upset over something that made her cry, I rushed to the canteen thinking it could be some serious issue. Otherwise why would she cry ?"till now i never missed his lectures, notes and assignments. I'm always more regular than other students in our class. but yet he never fails to make me feel worse. He just always looks for a chance to show me down , as if I'm his enemy " came another loud cry from Anu breaking my thoughts.supporting my chin by using my hand i looked at Zakera, who was try
Anu's POVMy day can't be worse than this.The whole day I spent being moody, one moment I would be fine and the other moment I would recall something hurtful that happened five years ago and cry over that. and the next moment i will laugh with Zakera for a lame joke. I had skipped breakfast but I had three cups of coffee and one pastry, after that I also had some junk food which is most likely not me.After completing such a bad college day, Zakera and I returned to our hostel. I was feeling exhausted and also my leg was hurting a little so I thought about taking a nap.It was almost evening when I woke up feeling slight pain in my abdomen.as i guessed, my periods arrived.
Anu's POVI'm numb, but the next moment I would feel dozens of emotions that I can't process.I had no control over my tears, and thumping heart. Taking deep breaths, I tried to swallow the lump that I felt deep in my throat.Trying hard to stop my mind from thinking anything negative about my dad's health, I closed my eyes for a moment to recall his smiling face when he came to visit me last time.He was happy to know that I'm enjoying and peacefully living my college days. He was relieved to know that I've a friend with me who takes care of me in his absence. He was proud to know that I'm doing well in my studies. He was very happy.I still can't get over that moment when he cherished my
Rishi's POVWhen will I see her again ? this isn't a question. it's my desperation.I'm counting the days by minute.I miss her so damn much.It's been two weeks since she has been staying with her dad to take care of him, after two days of observation he was discharged from hospital. Anu had been staying with her dad to look after him till he got cured completely.Well, he's doing fine now, but Anu wants to spend some more time with her dad and she decides to extend her leave.I don't mind her decision to spend more time with her father, who is dealing with health issues. but my poor heart is missing her so much. there
Anu's POVRight now my feelings are running like fresh river water, which meets the salty water of the ocean and flows together. Both types of water get replaced from the old one just like how my thoughts have been replaced by him.This very feeling sucked every drop of sleep from my eyes in the last few days and the fun part is, I'm not even complaining.yup, i'm enjoying every second of thinking about him, it makes me feel like he's with me, right now, right here, beside me. blinking tiredly, I keep looking at the moon when his precious smiling face keeps flashing in front of my eyes, making me smile too.I've stopped pretending like he doesn't affect me in a way that no one ever did. I've stopped denying the inner voice that tried
Anu's POV My exactment has no boundaries as I kept feeding my head with imaginations of him saying "I love you too" as soon as I confessed my love. He makes my heart go up and down like the tides of the ocean. when I think positively about him accepting my proposal would take me to the highest point but again, my negative thoughts about him rejecting me would take me down. I couldn't control the rapid heartbeats I have been feeling since the morning. Even the tricks of taking long breaths and drinking a lot of water didn't help my poor heart.I guess, now only he can solve my heart problem. With a wide grin I combed my hair looking at myself in the mirror. For the first time, I looked genuinely happy. Like, I know this is my happiness and I deserve every bit of it. I own this happiness, this smile and these good feelings. I own the feeling about him, that makes me more happy. The glow was so evident on my face that I didn't have to use any kind of cream on my face. The pinkish bl
Anu’s POV Life is like a mystery book, you will never know what is next until you turn the page. When this morning i left for college feeling exhilarated for things that i anticipated after i made a decent proposal to Rishi. I was eager to witness his smile, his twinkling eyes, and his cute dimples following his smiles, last but not least his deep voice. Yes, more than any great musician's music, I love his voice. His voice soothes my soul. Just like how a mother’s voice can calm a crying toddler. Of course we used to talk via calls these days , but I wanted to feel his voice from being beside him , not from being miles away from him. Though the distance did good to us, the distance made me realise how madly i’m in love with him and i’m thankful to the distance we had since last few days because if not this distance happened to us i would have still neglected the need of my heart by covering up with lame excuses and would have missed my first love story that has just began, yet