Chapter 21 - Them

Everything rushed in my mind at the same time. I could not think clearly, all the evil I had done, all the sufferings I had been through, all the pain, was all at once whispering and spinning my brain.

And I'm running out of breath.

I'm in the middle of thick bushes, trees that are source of oxygen but I'm running out of breath. I held on to a tree to support myself not to fall. I massage my chest to calm and manage my breathing.

"Let it out." Chrysler said.

Chrysler was there. He lend me his hands and helped me to stand up. He cupped my face with his bare hands and wiped my tears away.

"Shh, look at me. Let it out, don't stop your crying more painfully." He smiled and shook me gently.

"I — I'm fine," I sobbed.

"No you are not. Come here, come on," He said and let me rest in his chest. I felt his hands rubbing my hair. "Shhh, It's okay. It's all right. Everything's gonna be fine." He said comforting me.

And for the mean time, I spit out half of my pain. It was only halfway there but