I woke up to the sound of my cell phone’s alarm. I reached over to my nightstand and quickly shut it off. I didn’t want to wake Hope or Ethan earlier than needed.
My eyes still felt heavy after getting only six hours of sleep. I wanted to close them and grab a few more minutes but knew I had to get Ethan up to take Hope back for school.
I looked over to his side of the bed. It was empty.
I sat up and looked down at the spot that we had left Hope last night, but the beanbag was bare, and the blanket had been folded up neatly and set on the bottom of the bed.
I never heard either of them at whatever time they got up and left.
A warm shower was calling for me as I stumbled about my room picking up the notes and assignments that had been thrown to the wayside when Ethan came over last night.
I was ready to go in thirty minutes, not too bad since I didn’t have my usual cup of mocha to wake me up.
No one else was awa
“Dude, where were you last night. Matt was looking for you.” Jason made his way down the hallway towards us. His eyes locked on mine and Ethan’s hands still intertwined and a strange look crossed his face. “Nevermind, I don’t want the details.” His smile was more sinister than sincere like he was up to something.I noticed a look passed between Jason and Ethan.What the fuck was going on?Ethan gripped my hand tighter like he was afraid that I was going to run away or something.“Yeah, well, I’ll get with him whenever.” Ethan sidestepped Jason, and we kept walking.“Who’s Matt?”Maybe it was none of my business, but I was curious.“He was the soccer captain from last year.” Ethan stopped at my locker. “Just some shit that’s ongoing.”I nodded that I understood. Past debate members sometimes checked in with us to see if
Minus Claudia and crew, everyone else was at the Pizza Shack by the time that I got there. Heads turned when the door chimed as I walked in. Matt and his two boys were seated with Jason and Brandon, the other members of the team were scattered about at various tables doing what they do best, eat, drink, and gossip. Sometimes, it seemed like they were worse than girls.“Ethan.”“Matt.”Neither of our greetings was cordial to the other. I sat down beside Jason who was on the opposite side of the table from Matt.“How’s it going?” Matt was staring right at me.“Good.” I knew what he wanted to hear, but I really didn’t want to discuss the matter with him. This was a whole turn of events for me now, Morgan was more than just the challenge, she was… well, she was actually my first girlfriend.“Spill, Lowery, I don’t have time to sit around and chit-chat with you ladies.
We weren’t even off her street before she was already on her phone. I heard the loudness of the voice on the other side.“911. What’s your emergency.”“What are you doing?” I tried pulling the phone out of Morgan’s hand. We never called the police when shit like this happened. More and likely, they would take Hope away, and that was something I couldn’t live with.“I want to report a domestic dispute.” Morgan calmly spoke into the phone. She gave the operator the address, and I heard them say that officers would be notified.“What the fuck, Morgan!” I yelled a bit too loud after she’d hung up. “I never said to call them.”Morgan looked at me like I’d gone bonkers. “Ethan, someone has to help. What if it’s really serious?”I shook my head, shit just got serious. “We never call the cops. They can take Hope a
After that day with Ethan, the one where I almost gave everything up to him on my living room sofa AND the day that the cops were called to his house, everything seemed to fall in line for us and our relationship.He didn’t notice, but that day when the police were called, I picked up the crumbled business cards that were given out and did some investigation of my own. I found a counselor at one of those domestic abuse groups who were willing to help without getting law enforcement involved. She managed to find Ethan’s grandmother on his mom's side, and a date had been set to when she would be arriving… only Ethan didn’t know anything about it, yet.We’d been going out steadily for almost four months, and I couldn’t have been any happier. My parents liked him. Clarissa didn’t look at us weirdly anymore, she used to seem suspicious of us being together, but the ice around her attitude seemed to thaw out a b
My mind and my mouth weren’t working together. I didn’t mean to say all those words to Morgan, but it came out anyway.“I hate you.” Hope rushed towards me and started hitting me in the stomach with her fists. “You were mean to Morgan and made her go away forever.”Deep down I knew I deserved this beating. I had a split second of insanity and probably just lost the best thing I had going in my life.The cops left my side once they saw I wasn’t going to be a threat to anyone. I heard the sound of their patrol car pulling away and knew I wasn’t going to have to face Ed ever again unless I had to testify in court on behalf of my mother.“Ethan, why don’t you come over here and sit down so we can explain everything to you.” Ms. Eileen lightly touched my arm as she held Hope back from her tiny fists beating my abdomen.I slumped down on the sofa with my mom sitting next to me. Her mother,
I was halfway home, almost done crying, when Clarissa picked me up. She was on her way over to our house when she saw me walking down the sidewalk. After I caught my breath and dried all the tears, I had to explain to her what happened and why I was walking.Yes, that meant revealing Ethan’s big home life secret that he managed to keep hidden from everyone, except for me, but I had to have someone on my side that would agree that I was only trying to help.Clarissa went all apeshit crazy after I told her that Ethan yelled at me for getting involved and screamed at me to leave in front of everyone. She told me that I was so lucky that I didn’t have to put up with the Hawks all through my high school years…well because most of them were complete assholes.That was the second or third time that Clarissa dissed the kings that she used to hang around with, so I had to ask her why she felt that way about them after practically reigning at the top of
I grabbed my suit jacket and threw it into the car. I hated dressing up for this bullshit, but once I was nominated to be Claudia’s escort for this winter dance thing, I sort of couldn’t back out. I felt like I had to play the part of two different people, the one that everyone at school wanted me to be, and then I could relax and finally be the real me with Morgan.I had three hours to go until I could see her again. I was leaving the dance at nine, regardless of what Claudia said or did. I was hoping that Morgan and I could spend some alone time together, maybe, just maybe get past that third base mark that we’d been stuck on for the past month.“Ready.” Hope jumped into the passenger seat pulling me back out of my fantasy.“Got everything?” I motioned to her backpack that she had filled with whatever she and her friend was going to be doing tonight.“Yep.” Hope waved me on to get going.I had
There was a line on the carpet in the hallway that showed how much I’d been pacing up and down waiting for Ethan to show up.Maybe, he wouldn’t.Maybe, he was having a good time at the dance with Claudia.Maybe, he didn’t even remember that he said he would be over here at…The chime of the grandfather clock indicated that another hour had gone by. It was now nine o’clock, the time that Ethan said he would be here. The doorbell chime indicated that someone was here. I hadn’t even realized that I was holding my breath until I let out a deep sigh.The bell sounded once again even before I made the ten steps to the door.I opened the door. Ethan stood there in his black suit, white shirt, and crown on his head. He looked totally hot, like magazine-worthy, but also like a little kid that just came back from Burger King and gotten one of those paper crowns.“Guessing