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Chapter 76
NAKATITIG lang ako sa kisame ko habang nag-iisip kung kaya ko ba talaga o hindi.
Aminado naman akong masasaktan ako sa gagawin namin pero hindi ako sigurado kung kaya ko ba talaga. For the past few years, Lleidzy played a big role in my life hanggang ngayon naman ganoon pa rin. I'm fell inlove with him, unconsciously again and again but I'm indenial about it. I never wanted to acknowledge it. But I'm aware about my feelings for him that I always try to turn it into hate and always think badly of him just to make it go away. But the more I deny it the more I fall for him.
Bumuntong hininga ako bago tumayo at nag-ayos na. Ilang araw na lang at school days na naman. Senior high life is waving.
Ilang araw na rin simula nu'ng iwan namin ang dalawa. Palaging ganoon ang ginagawa namin. Sinisigurado namin na talagang nag-uusap sila at memorable ang bawat pag-iwan namin.
Marami na rin kaming nagastos at halos s
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Unwanted Existence Chapter 77
"Are you sure about this, Ysa?" Takang tanong ni Zheyn Iana habang sinusuot niya ang mga damit ni Ri. Nalaman kasi nito na tinutulongan niya ang Kuya niya na agawin ang attention ni Lleidzy."Duh! Are you pinagdududahan my talent, Zheyn?!" masungit nitong tugon. She glance at her and fixed her hair. Ri loves colorful things and doing her hairstyle. She loves fashion like Ysa pero hindi nila magawang magkasundo sa mga bagay-bagay."Hindi naman sa ganoon, I just don't like colorful things." Zheyn glance at her colorful dress and frown. She did not know why but it's too colorful to her even though it just a light color of pink and violet. "You can change naman agad if dumating na si Hustle." Tumango na lang si Zheyn Iana at sinuot na ang doll shoes niya. She prefer sneakers or any rubbershoes than doll shoes, it hurt her toes. Lumabas na sila at pumwesto na sa punong
Unwanted Existence Chapter 78
THREE DAYS before senior highschool but here I am, planning for there date.Wala na naman akong pro-problemahin dahil inayos na nila Kuya F at mga pinsan namin lahat ng kailangan ko. Nakuha na rin ni Ate Sole ang bagong sneakers ko dahil nasira ko lang naman ito last week buti na lang at may stock pa sila ngunit galing abroad pa kaya medyo natagalan.Ok lang naman siguro ang Intramuros na puntahan nila? Ngunit mahirap magdahilan dahil halos lahat kami sa grupo walang interest sa history."Bakit hindi mo sila dalhin sa Ilocos? Sa tom's world, 'yung Robinson doon. Mahilig si Ri at Lleidzy sa mga ganoon diba?" Suggest ni Hust na nakapuslit na naman sa kwarto ko na hindi ko alam kung paano.Maganda naman 'yung suggestion niya ang kaso Ilocos in three days? Masyadong biglaan at maikli ang panahon."Hindi pwe-""You can use Ysa's airplane. Besides, Ysa has been inviting us to go there right? For the new milktea'
Unwanted Existence Chapter 79
Our plan succeeded. Lahat kami ay nakasaya na sa airplane nila Ysa, may sari-sariling ginagawa. Sumama rin ang mga pinsan ko maging sila Ate Sole at Kuya Winter na malapit ng ikasal.Si Jean at Giany naman ay nauna na sa Ilocos Norte, naghahanda para sa kasal nila. But I don't think they are really naghahanda, Jean has been posting pictures travelling Ilocos Sur and Ilocos Norte with different men!I look at the man besides me when I heard him snorted.Ano na naman ba ang problema ng prinsepe ng mga blower?He glared at me and put his hands on his chin. I gulped when his eyes landed right on my neck, guilt suddenly filled me.Hust, on my neck last night, on his favorite position, on Lleidzy's favorite position.Nanunuyo ang lalamon ko na dahilan kung bakit paulit-ulit akong lumunok but still, it feels like a dry dessert! The way he stares at me made me think that he knew what happened last night.Hi
Unwanted Existence Chapter 80
To be honest, kanina pa talaga ako kinakabahan at hindi maintindihan kung bakit. I've been trying to stay calm but I just can't.What Ri said triggered it more. Para akong maiiyak na hindi ko maintindihan.But what does she mean? Saan ako mali? I can't make any mistake anymore. I can't afford or else I might just snap and end everything.Maybe my life would end our problems?"Tara na." Sabi niya at mas nauna nang naglakad kesa sa akin."Yeah." Tugon ko dito pero agad ding natigilan nang mahigip ng mga mata ko ang marshmallow niya sa sofa.Bumalik ako doon at kinuha ito. She'll probably need it later. Wala rin siyang dalang chocolate niya o lollipop man lang kaya dumeretso ako sa maleta niya at kumuha doon. Buti na lang at nasa unahan ito kaya hindi kuna kailangan pang maghanap.Holding tightly all of her sweets, dali-dali akong lumabas para habulin siya but before I could even get out, I saw two familiar
Unwanted Existence Flashback 1
Zheyn Iana is the youngest and only girl in the Saludares clan. She was loved and protected since she was born. She can do everything except for one, marrying or dating anyone.Nasa tiyan pa lang siya ng nanay niyang si Christina Zheik Saludares, napagplanohan na ng pamilya niya ang papakasalan niya, si Hustzy Lezt Balmero.Their mothers are friends since childhood. Maging ang mga pamilya nila ay matagal ng magkakaibigan kaya naman nang mapagkasunduan ng magkaibigan na ang mga supling nila ang magiging daan upang maging isa ang pamilya nila, pumayag silang lahat.Even her protective cousins and brother agreed without hesitation.Zheyn Iana never really liked party even though its their birthday today. She only like
Unwanted Existence Flashback 1.2
"Your eyes are beautiful." His voice sound so angelic in her ears.Agad na namula si Zheyn sa narinig,it was not the first time someone complimented her eyes, but hearing it from the guy in front of her made her feel like it was the first time.She's so happy that she can't contain her smile at all. Mas lalo pa siyang namula nang ngumiti pabalik ang batang kaharap niya. It was so charming and addicting yet it seems like Zheyn is not totally captivated at his beauty.She don't know what to do about it but her eyes unconsciously drifted away and went to that little kid who is now looking at her with accusing gazes. Agad na nawala ang sayang nararamdaman niya at napakunot ang noo.What is wrong with this guy?
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Naka tayo ako sa harap ng kama ko habang tinititigan ng dalawang pares ng damit na nakapatong dito. The other one was my usual clothes habang ang isa naman ay ganoon din ang style but it was just colorful. It just suddenly crossed in my mind that I should try to brighten up my life too as I try to fix it. Ganoon talaga siguro pag nasaktan. Naghahanap ng distraksyon sa sakit na nararamdaman. Para maiwasan ito kahit papaano. I thought I was fine while planning their date but I was wrong. I was never fine. I can't even watch them dating each other no wonder I cried a lot earlier when I saw them hugging each other intimately.It was funny, really. Ri was funny.Lleidzy is funny. They are all funny as hell.Actually, nagpaiwan akong mag-isa sa hotel. I don't want Kuya F and my cousin to know what's happening. Gustong-gusto nila si Lleidzy simula bata pa. I was seven years old when I met them.
Unwanted Existence Chapter 82
My eyes are supposed to be blue green but habang tumatanda ako my left eye color changed into aqua. Hindi ko alam kung kanino ako nagmana. Domenic eyes is blue the same with our mother while our father has a gray eyes. Besides nag-iisa rin akong babae sa aming magpipinsan. Ewan ko lang ngayon. "Broken ka ba, gurl? Don't worry gaganda ka here! You are beautiful, gaga! Siguro kung lalakesh akesh nafall na si akesh!" Maarte niyang sabi habang ginugupitan niya ang buhok ko. I let him decide what to do with my hair. She's the professional one after all."Hindi naman. But anyway, thank you!" "Wag munang iyakan 'yun! Ganda pa naman ng nga mata mo!" Natawa ulit ako at tumango dito. "Ay beh, retohan kita! Gwapo beh! Broken din 'yun bagay na bagay kayo!" She giggled. Nah. Wala akong oras para sa mga ganoon. "Next time na lang." "Ayy sayang! Pero pupunta 'yun ngayon, eh may ginagawa lang. Ipapakilala kuna lang then you kuha-kuha each o
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