Later that night Tyler and I were sitting in Adirondack chairs at the Wolf Lodge where there was a party going on for my First Lieutenant, Ran. Tomorrow he would no longer be a Werewolf and would be returning to his Vampire body. He had been well liked by the Wolves who were now throwing him a going away party."She might look like Monica and she might have her memories, but that thing is dead inside," Tyler said while taking a drink of beer. "She has no conscience. Even Johan had a human spark and he was a monster."She was right. That thing walking around in my friend's body was not Monica. The ladies had not just been my food. Monica had been my assistant, my confidante, but more importantly my friend. Now what walked around in her skin was something that I didn't even want to be around.If I felt this way, then it had to run deeper for Tyler. They had been like sisters. I forced down a long swig as we both got quiet, deep in our own thoughts.Lights had been strung up along the
I mulled that over. "That's not a bad idea. Someone has to keep us in the loop, and those snotty-ass Europeans still hate us—okay, me." I will only take partial blame for the havoc Alexis and Athena wreaked on the Barcelona Council, which caused me to be permanently barred from entering Spain. This was compounded because I later went to Poland with a crew of Vampires and we dished out some whup-ass on a bunch of murdering, raping Werewolves."Paul says the Vampire Councils are pressuring him to send the Wolfpack to hunt the rogues," Tyler stated. "But he told us that he won't be rushed. He says that the vamps dealt with the rogue attacks in secret for this long so they can wait a bit longer until he's sure the Pack is stable."That information was a rare bit of news. Paul rarely spoke to me about what he does with the Wolfpack. He doesn't want the Neratomay picking through my head trying to get information until he's ready to give it. He thinks the less I know the better. And he's ri
Kat had agreed to be the babysitter for the evening, and when I returned to the house. She elected to go back home rather than stay the night in one of the spare bedrooms. I checked on my daughter, who was sprawled out in her crib with her blanket kicked off and her binky just a hand's reach away. Her diaper was dry so I left her alone, doubting that she would get a chill. Like Paul, she ran hot.It worries me because BJ is a product of one of those despicable, raping Polish Werewolves and a mother who is now basically a psychopath.I just wish I knew what to expect. Is she going to grow fangs and bite us? She is in her terrible twos and that's bad enough without adding mini Werewolf attacks to it.I don't have anyone to ask. My mama is out of bounds—meaning if I contact her or my family, I will be killed. It's Vampire law. Once turned, a Vampire is dead to everyone they knew in life. I sighed and changed into pajama bottoms and a T-shirt. I had popped some popcorn and was nestled
"No. It would not do to transport my body there. It would be best to handle the transfer on neutral territory. I understand from Ran that both you and your Wolf want to be present. And Monica, of course, will be there.""Of course," I said. It was already an awkward situation. I would loathe being in Monica's house while this went down."You know why this bond had to be created—although you still refuse to accept it."I crossed my arms in front of myself, but realizing that made me look defensive, I uncrossed them. "How can you say that I don't accept it? I haven't made any trouble for you or for her. We haven't argued about it, have we?"He looked above my head for a moment before returning his gaze to me. "No. But you didn't ask about her well-being. You do realize that she is dangerous. And you are not keeping any tabs on her."I tried not to scowl. "And you married her to take care of that.""Married. That is a human term. You are married to Paul, but you are bound to me…as w
Alexis stopped and stared at me. "You are focusing on the most inconsequential things."I stood, my hands balling into fists in frustration at having to explain emotions to someone who couldn't remember them. "You know what love is, Alexis. You came all this way from Spain to find me! What if I hadn't been here? What if I was gone forever?"Alexis closed his eyes and looked down. "Fine. You want Monica and I to leave and give you time to come to terms with our new arrangement. We will return the human body to where I found him." He looked at me. "When we return, you better have a change in disposition. I tire of your attitude." Gone was his casual tone.It took every bit of will not to snap back at him. Luckily, he left. So I punched the cushion of the couch—but only after I was sure he was completely gone. He thought I had an attitude? Well yeah, I did have an attitude. One moment I am expected to relinquish all of my loves so that in one hundred years we can make a life together.
He didn't stop. He kept his hips rolling and grinding and pumping into me, and before I knew it, I was rising once again to the heights of ecstasy."Eat," I managed to speak between rough thrusts, "me."With a low, animal growl, Paul leaned down and licked my neck. He sucked the flesh over my pulse and then delivered kisses down my torso, not forgetting my nipples, which were swollen and fat from his many love kisses.I spread my legs, and Paul gripped my hips in his massive hands, holding me in place. I mewled in pleasure and anticipation of my husband's expertise with his tongue.My body tensed and jerked when he swept his tongue along my clit. I trembled as his mouth covered me, and he began to suck and lick and kiss my pussy. Again I came before he did, but I knew how to remedy that. After my body tremors ended, I rolled him onto his back. He gave me a half smile once I had taken his throbbing shaft into my mouth. Although my teeth dropped, I didn't bite. This was just me and
Without his essence, his body was completely white. I had once compared him to the alabaster sculpture of David. Without life, he looked even more like a statue then ever before. But if I reached out and touched him, his skin wouldn't be hard like marble—only cold.Even his normally beautiful dark curls had no color. And yet I couldn't stop thinking that he was just as handsome as any living man was with his full lips and perfect Cupid's bow. His nose was strong and not narrow or pinched, the bridge broad. He was beautiful, and if I wasn't being watched so closely, I could have stared at him for hours. I suddenly remembered that while the essence of Alexis wasn't in that body, it was still in the room—he was still in the room.I looked over at him—the Alexis who stared at me from Ran's body. It broke whatever spell I was in, and I turned to the real Ran."Are you sure that you want to return to Vampire form and leave behind the human body?" I had been thinking about this for a while
Ran ended his feeding long before he was probably ready, but it was obvious that he was in complete control.I focused my attention on Alexis. I sat on the bed next to him as he fed from a second donor, watching him slowly regain color and waiting for his eyes to open. By the time the third donor was in place, Alexis was warm, and a golden flush of color had returned to his skin.Monica was every bit the doting wife, making sure that the donors were properly in place and that Alexis was comfortable. I had to bite back my jealousy at their domestic show. When he finished feeding from the final donor, Monica removed her silk blouse leaving her dressed in a nude bra. She turned to Alexis and offered her throat.I watched the feeding, but a short time later Alexis reached up and gripped her hair. He pushed her away, and a surprised Monica stumbled backwards and then pressed her fingers against her neck in order to seal the wound that he had failed to heal. Blood splattered onto her twee