Ending the blackmail

Valentina’s P.O.V

I stood at the edge of the pool staring hard into the water, I stood at the end with the thought of jumping in and ending it all.

Would they be happy if I turned out dead? Or would they be sad?

I bet no one would care about me...

Mother… Ron…. Norah… Nathan….

I doubt they would even think about me, they probably wouldn’t notice I was gone, I didn’t know how to swim, so jumping from her would do it, but the water scares me. It wouldn’t take long for me to die but what about the pain…

It would hurt.

I wiped my tears away and sighed in frustration, I was so cowardly that I couldn’t even commit suicide properly.

I didn’t even know what I was doing, I didn’t want to live but I was too scared to die… I was standing in the middle like a freaking ghost.

I knew that I didn’t deserve the life I was living, but I was still selfish enough to want to keep it, even if my existence was at the expense of someone else, I was still trying my best to survive. I have always wond