Alpha Dimian has all over control with the wolves, stopping and killing them one by one and I can't just stand here and watch our people dying. Even Alpha Zidian was already fighting those wolves, we are all now in this battle, and we will find the way out together.As Nicolas attacked his own father, he was thrown by a powerful force that made him unconscious for a moment, but then he woke up and tried standing up. Diane went to check on him while I was trying to help them. I am worried about Nicolas, however I can't just always follow my emotions."You ungrateful asshole! I am your father, and you are going against me. Now I can clearly believe that you are helping these weaklings! If so, you better go to hell together!" His laugh is filled with resentment and pain, but then there's an evilness inside it. Diane helped Nicolas to go up. "You have been sitting on that throne, and you have never been a father to me so don't tell me what to do. I am sick of your presence by the way. You
What's happening to me? Why am I losing control? I stopped moving, I couldn't see my surroundings either. It feels like everything is waving like the sea. I am still in my wolf form, but I could not even stand still.'Analisse, what's happening?' Diane asked me, realizing that something is wrong with me but I can't reply.I heard Alpha Dimian laughing his lungs out while looking at me. "See? That's what I am saying, you can't win over me." So he is the one who did this to me.'When you need help, we will come to your rescue if you wish us to.' I heard a voice in my mind, but I can't distinguish whose voice is that. I am not familiar with the sounds I am hearing right now, I feel like everything is so overwhelming to the point that I am not sure what's true and what is not. 'Your protection, we will come to your rescue if you wish us to.''Your protection, we will come to your rescue if you wish us to.'Who are they?What am I feeling right now?"Don't think of doing stupid things, y
Diane and I talked about it after. I told her that I have the medicine since Nicolas gave it to me before he left and she trusted Sebastian to me now. She knew him very well, however she still can't figure out how to cure his illness. She used to see this kind of situation, but still she's worried. I told her to take a rest at first, however she refused and told me she was going to help the others outside.Sebastian and I were now both inside his room. But how can I make him drink this medicine if he is unconscious? He would definitely spit it out and every drop of this medicine is important and nothing should be wasted.I sighed.I decided to sit beside him first, thinking about what I should do. And while figuring it out, I observed him. The redness in his skin is getting worse and it can lead to scar even when it's healed. But what's the history of this? And why is he experiencing this kind of illness? My thoughts drove me back to the present when I heard him moaning in pain. I i
I opened my eyes as the sun rays hit my face. It feels like a new day where I need to begin a new life. Something ended yesterday and something will welcome this new chapter. I remained in my position. I don't know if I still need to get up and face this another day of my life or I can just lay down here to wait for the next day or when I am ready.I sighed. There are so many things that happened to me, recently I lost important people and also I did something that I can never forget throughout this lifetime. And those things will never leave my mind. Even though I want to, I know I can't. I can't gaslight myself that I will. Those things will surely haunt me until I die.I looked at my right side and saw the table where the diary that Alpha Zidian gave back to me. Those things that are written inside that diary is still vivid in my mind, even though I am trying to forget it day by day, I know it's still there. In my heart, there was a part that is missing. And I don't know how to ma
As I stepped my feet outside, I heard cries and saw sorrows everywhere. The night has ended and now I could see the damage the war did in this pack, especially to the Healers Pier who actually half got burned down. Many have lost their loved ones, and now we can't face another battle yet or else the Blood Moon pack will be wiped out. The pain in everyone's eyes is there, the pain that is currently weakening them. I hope someday it will be their strength to move and succeed in their life."My son. Give him back, please. My son." An old lady begged the Alpha, he was also here trying to lessen the sadness in their hearts. "There's no way I can do that, Anastasia. If only I could, I would. I would definitely bring everyone back. But I can't. Anastasia, he did everything he can to protect you and his siblings." Alpha Zidian's voice was so soft, as if making her calm. The old lady just stared blankly at her son's corpse. "I will make sure he will get what he deserves, and I promise to you
2 months have passed since the war.I smiled as I sat in front of his grave, I didn't have the chance to visit him after going to Madam Olga since his family buried him right after, I did not know that was his last wish before he went to the battle.His family wasn't ready, for course. But they don't want to disrespect his decision, his last wish to them so they did what he wanted. He said he does want to see them cry for a long time just because he died, he said that he will never leave them at all. He was just going to rest first, and he is happy to contribute to the pack. I sighed. "Inueh, sorry that I am late. The pack has so much damage that we need to fix them first. I promised to myself that when all was back to their right place, I will visit you here and spend time with you. Are you disappointed? Don't be, I was the one who needed to feel it. But don't worry, I am trying to move on day by day. Do you know that your family was given recognition? Your father was going to be on
"It's you, Analisse. It's always you."As if my world stopped after I heard those words. At first I was not sure what he was saying, but when I came to think of it, I remembered what he said earlier. "Fine. It's always me, so what about it?" I asked, trying to show him I don't get ud even though I can. I don't want him to think that I am assuming things."What about what? I just said it." I chuckled when his face started turning red, now I won't exaggerate about it since I knew he was just shy."Say what? You haven't said anything about it yet, are you kidding me?" I asked him. His face got confused even more and I am enjoying seeing him that way."Psh." He was about to go when I held his arms."Then why don't you tell me? Without making me confused." I told him, I was serious about it.I think he really likes one of my friends inside the pack, and I will help him if he will just tell me. It's not like I am going to be bitter for someone's happiness."Who's that girl? I will help you
If this world would reach its end? I hope there is still time. I want to feel excessive emotions for love before going to the afterlife. It's funny to think that I am asking this now even though I want to end my life before but if it were gonna happen, then I hope I had the chance to choose the right thing to do.I opened my eyes and stared at the ceiling, it's another day for me but feels like I was reborn."Will everything change after that?" Now that I clearly know Sebastian's intention towards me, I know there will be change for me. I smiled as I thought about what we did yesterday, I never thought we would end up like that.I unconsciously touched my lips, I could still feel his lips in mine, and I somehow miss that feeling. But I shook my head, this can't be or else I would crave for it more.I decided to stand up and prepare myself. After that I opened the door to go outside, however a man's face surprised me."Gael?" I asked as I looked at him. His body was covering the exit