"Ana, I honestly don't believe that Brian will have the guts to show up after all he's done to you, he's making a mountain out of a molehill just because your mother married his father!"
"Laisse is not and that and that she should have told me before because when I touched the subject of dating she said it was bullshit, besides, were you there when he told me that Brian was not for me and now and married to his father?"
"Ana, I'm sorry, I didn't want to be in your shoes because I wouldn't know what to do!"
"You know what, Lais? I will live my life and be independent, I already wanted that, now I can live alone better than staying at home with them!"
"Girlfriend, are you crazy? You'll get money from where if your college is paid for by your mother!"
"And even I forgot about that what the fuck!"
I stayed a few more hours talking with Lais until my mom called me wanting to know what time I was coming home? Honestly, if she thinks she's going to arrest me she's wrong, I've grown up and I'm not that little girl anymore and soon I want to work and be independent.
When I got home it was after 11 PM and my crazy mother was desperate, thinking that I had done something to myself because she knew that she was married to the father of the guy who hurt my heart.
"Ana, is this time since when did you go out like this?"
"Since I came of age, don't forget I'm 19 years old now!"
"That's absurd, it can't be that time!"
"Absurd, are you sure you want to fight with me at this hour anyway?"
"My house, my rules, young ladies, if your father let you, that was his problem, but I don't want this anymore!
"I'm glad the lady spoke up, that got to the point I wanted! Yeah, well, it's been too long to understand that I've grown up that there's no point in putting useless rules on me anymore being that you're wrong mom."
"Why am I wrong, Ana?"
"Do you really want to know? So you think being right comes along now and just decides that things have to be your way the way they always have been? You never cared about my feelings or what I felt, you just wanted to live and you lied to me and now you come here wanting to do it your way, but I'm not moving in with my father.
"Ana, come back here, haven't we finished this conversation yet?"
"Love, let her what she is doing and wrong she grew up understand that!"
"Philip, it's wrong for your son to be married to a woman who doesn't love him.
When my mother said this I heard it and was floored. Now my world really fell apart and all my feelings that still existed for Brian ended right here and now. I went back and asked my mother to say again what she had said to my stepfather.
"Mom, did Brian get married?"
"You married my daughter and when you said he wasn't for you I knew why!"
By this time my heart had taken a stab and I couldn't control my emotion and cried so desperately that my mother and stepfather didn't know what to do. You know when you believe that you can still live the impossible love? That's what I stupidly believed and never gave a chance for a new romance while the handsome one was already married!
What a feeling of hatred I felt and I went to my room, tore up all my memories that existed of us and anything that could remind me of him. Only I knew what I was feeling and no one else and quickly my mother not knowing what to do called my asking for help.
"Hi, I was wondering if you could come over and help our daughter?"
"What have you done with Ana?"
"Just come and don't ask questions!"
My mother was always authoritarian, she never said that some day she could be wrong, she was always right, never in any case confessed her mistake in something. Things had to be just the way she said they would be completely wrong.
As soon as my father arrived, I was completely out of control not because Brian had gotten married but because of my foolishness in believing that we could be together. My father then came to talk to me and I became calmer and that is when I asked my mother to tell me everything that had happened during this time.
Then she told me that Brian had recently married a girl who had gotten pregnant with his child and that the father of this girl was a very dangerous gangster who got involved with her one night and got her pregnant that very night.
With no way out, he must get married and that guarantees that he does not love her and never did. Brian was living and in these crazy adventures this happened. Only my mother said that Brian had never even mentioned my name, which gave him the idea that he had forgotten me for good.
So she always told me that he didn't deserve it and to prevent my suffering he agreed to marry his father and only then would we be brothers and never get involved again.
"Yes, and I promise mom I will forget about him and if he happens to show up I will treat him like my brother I promise!"
Since that day I knew the whole truth I never touched Brian's name again! And now who was living is me without thinking about tomorrow and of course my mother and I always fought, but she understood that I was happy this way and ended up accepting my new phase.
I confess that it was not easy, but with time I was adapting and my heart had frozen just like when Elza froze her sister Ana's heart in the movie 'Frozen'.
Talking like this, it seems that I am living in a movie! But no, this is my life, the purest reality of someone who has really suffered for love.
I didn't care anymore when my stepfather talked to him on the phone and I knew that he asked about me, because my stepfather was left without an answer to his question and always preferred to talk to him SOS. It no longer belonged to me because it was a past that I decided to forget when he forgot me, so to me it was insignificant. Sometimes God allows things to happen for us to understand that it really wasn't meant to be.
Five years had passed and I was already 25 years old and no longer depended on my mother or father to pay for my dental school. Many things really happened in these five years, one of them is that I really overcame myself and that I was doing very well in my own way. Today would be a special day for me where my dream graduation would happen in which now I would be a dental doctor and as a gift my parents together with my grandparents would give me an office. I was overjoyed and couldn't even sleep that night thinking how full my life was. It would be my graduation and my parents would be there. Until these last years that passed they fought less made up and really were getting along well until I was going to have a brother on my father's side. "Ana is going to be late for graduation, she's been there for hours and she won't come down! "I feel sorry for my stepfather, he has to love you very much. "Come on your father has arrived!" "Women of my life, go ahead, I'll meet you there.
As soon as I stepped inside I could smell Brian's perfume and thought it was a figment of my imagination and when I entered my room I was surprised to find him lying on my bed. At that moment I didn't know what to do and I felt like throwing myself on the bed next to him and having sex as if there was no tomorrow. But at the same time I felt revolted and everything that he did to me came to my mind. I then opened the door very slowly and was going to leave but I felt a hand holding me from behind asking me to stay. "Ana? "Brian, I'm sorry I didn't know you were back! He then looked me up and down his green eyes wanting to devour me like an evil wolf. My legs started to sweat cold and at the same time I felt that my body wanted him but I concentrated and asked him to let go of my mother. "Brian, I'm leaving, can you let me go? "I'm sorry I didn't mean to do that, it's just that looking at you and realizing you're not that little girl anymore you're completely changed and as beautif
A few weeks went by and I didn't show up at mom's house, not least because I wanted to avoid actually bumping into Brian. I knew myself and the desire to have him was far greater than anything else, and since I promised that I would respect our relationship as brothers, now I would always make up that I was busy. Other than that, I had agreed to date Ronan. He was a nice person and deserved, yes, to be loved, I had to try to give myself this chance and forget once and for all everything I had lived with Brian. Since it was past and now I had to live the present and try to be happy, because our life is made of choices and he already made his. Meanwhile, Ronan, wanted to officially propose to my parents and always asked me to arrange the dinner and once again I avoided any excuse. Only now my excuses don't stick anymore and I booked that blessed dinner and until good only then I put an end to it all. "Lais, sorry to bother you I need you at my mother's house later today!" "What
"Daughter is everything okay, you seem a little distracted today?""I'm fine mom!"At that moment Brian's wife was having a hissy fit because of me. I don't know if she found out that he was with me this morning but she implied that I was his curse because his marriage didn't work out. She looked at me with a face like she wanted to swallow me alive, but I didn't care, I pretended she didn't exist for me. Soon after dinner we got together and finally the official proposal came, I didn't know what to say at that moment and everyone was waiting for my answer.After the family dinner, everyone was anxiously waiting for the official proposal and so it was done. However, when it was time to say yes, I locked up and couldn't say the word at all, everyone was looking at me while Brian's bastard smiled through his teeth thinking that I wouldn't be able to say yes."Ronan, and of course I accept to be your girlfriend!" It took a while but it came out and you could see my parents' happiness and
After a pleasurable sex I knew that this would not stop, there was a lot of chemistry between us. I just didn't want to betray my mother either, what could we do? I knew we were making mistakes but what a delicious mistake and Brian spent the night with me and we carried on like no tomorrow. "Brian, what are we going to do now? "Ana, don't mind and you're the one I want!" Once again I was falling for the trap of this terrible, loving and hot again. However, as we resisted the temptation, no matter how much I say no, he will not stop until he gets the yes. He and I decided to continue this hidden romance, but in return I asked him to go and talk to his wife again and try to get along because of his son, there was a child in the middle who was going to miss him. "Brian, I don't know whether to hate you or surrender to you!" "No one is going to make you enjoy me and love you like I love you." "Brian, it's not that and it's our parents, with your son you think it's that simple, but i
After spending weeks and months I kept trying to forget Brian with Ronan, maybe my marriage to him was important to solve this situation, because since my mother took Brian there in each we do not speak more and much less went to his house. How cruel it is to feel like staying with someone you love but can't, because now they are brothers and have to respect this for the good of all. I went on with my life imagining that there was no Brian in it, but it was difficult because every time I was getting used to being without him, out of nowhere the bastard appeared to make my life hell. The last time he slept at the door of my building, I felt sorry for him and let him in, and fought against my will and my desire to have him, but I managed to say no. More now he knows that I am getting married and will be for yesterday of all this I am sure and soon my mother and I will return to, talk to each other, because I will show her that my feeling for him is over now and only even affection of
"Lais, I don't know After not knowing what to do, I went into the room where Brian's wife was and was very frightened by her state of health. Bruna looked horrible it was only bone and skin and I was shocked at her appearance what a disastrous disease that wipes out a person very quickly. "Are you scared Ana?" "Bruna, I confess I am, yes I am sorry!" "I am paying for my misdeeds, I acknowledge." "That this seems to me to be a good person, don't say that, please make me feel very bad." "Ana, appearances are very deceiving plus I asked you to come here for another reason!" "And what would that reason be, Bruna?" "It will be, a long talk and I hope you can understand and forgive me, please!" "I don't know what you want to tell me but regardless I am sorry to see you like this." " Yeah, well, Ana, I made Brian marry me. I had my father threaten him since then I thought with the birth of our son he could forget about you and love me only no on the contrary I only made thi
After Brian's ex-wife died, I decided that I was going to wait a month to get married, because there was no mood at all for my wedding. Everyone was very upset, especially Brian's son who did not want to come home and decided to stay with me and every time someone tried to take him away it was always a torment and a scandal. It was better to give time to time until the boy understood what he was feeling and wanted to return home on his own. "And friend this boy who joined like his mother what are you going to do?" "Lais, I still don't know because here he feels well protected and I am learning to take care of him and I like it. "You've really become his mother!" "So be it, Lais!" Time passed and soon it was 4 days before my wedding and nothing Peter son of Brian wanted to come back to his house and I let it go it wasn't bothering in a way not for me. But for Ronan, yes, I could see how much it would make him upset even more so when Brian was here all day at home. "Ana, I need to