Sometimes time is the greatest medicine, I needed it to cure myself of everything I dreamed of having more, ironically it didn't happen or simply God didn't want it. “Ana, stop being stupid and stop thinking about who knows who, please so you won't concentrate, tell me what takes your peace my friend.” “Leandra, you know I feel that my mother needs me!—For free, think about your future,,, everyone has their own life but now for free and let's leave this place already yours what had to give .” When Brian arrived where Ana worked, he didn't expect to have such a nasty surprise that all his plans went down the drain. He looked for her in every hospital and nothing after realizing that he was looking for someone, then they said what had happened. “Sir, are you looking for someone? I see you back and forth!—Yes, I am looking for the Dr. Ana, she works here, do you know if she's off duty?—Wow, Dr. Ana was transferred to a unit in Orlando, I believe she left yesterday! “Wow, do you have
I was wondering if I should really run after Ana, or let her live! I believe I've made her suffer enough and would it be fair to ruin her life yet again? Today, if I say I have an answer, I can say no because my heart asks for something and my mind says no. I know I can't live in an illusion and believe that she will come to my arms when she calls just what thoughts well we can't do that to her and much less her mother believe that everything passed without sorrows and we live happily ever after. Who has never lived an illusion or an impossible love? Even for a short time, it's not uncommon to imagine what my life would be like if something that I'd been waiting for happened, or who knows how to dream of a long-desired relationship with someone like mine and Ana's! Something so common that it doesn't present anything unusual, at least for us. Thinking about what our future would be like and fighting for it to really be lived should be something very practiced, even to stimulate our m
Going into the unknown is something we always need to do. We weren't born to be stuck in the same place. It takes courage to explore the world and live. In one of these moments we find our purpose in life, but our purpose can be changeable, not least because we change every day — and that's okay. You just need to have the courage to dive inside yourself and learn to understand and love yourself. Our life is based on time. The past, present and future will always determine our steps, so we cannot disconnect from them. It's important to think over time about what we've done, what we're doing, and what we'll do for ourselves. We all have dreams, goals and plans. So our life purpose will always be lived the way we see the world at the moment we are living. Human beings have a natural tendency to update themselves every day, to inform themselves, to walk always looking ahead to conquer what they so desire. Our purpose in life is closely linked to the way we see it and what we do to get
It's really not easy to give up what you want at least until now. However, I have to accept that I lost that game and I'm going to try to just live the memory when I had Ana in my arms. After returning home, I waited for the right time to tell my father that if he wanted I had the courage to go after Ana. Our story was really over and I had to accept that she would only be my half sister and nothing more. I believe it will be much better this way for everyone, what matters now is her mother's recovery. When my father arrived, it was already dawn, he stayed until the end of the surgery and, tired, he preferred to sleep at home to rest and be able to return tomorrow well and ready. “Wow, I don't remember leaving the lights on! I think I'm going crazy with this. (Brian's father spoke)” “Father, and you?— Brian, my son, what are you doing here, where is Ana? Did they arrive today?— Dad, calm down, please one question at a time, please!” “So tell me straight away?— Dad, Ana, you're no
Chapter 69 I had said everything I felt and I should have said it a long time ago because after people make mistakes they try to fix things, but I think it's too late. All I wanted was for Ana to be happy and the rest I would get used to with time. A few months passed after Ana's mother's surgery, she still hadn't had any signs of it. I was following my life, only this time I preferred not to get involved with anyone else until things were sorted out. I had some projects that I wanted to focus on and forget about the feelings of the heart. As they say, love can only be healed with another, but at that moment, with another, I wanted to be cured. I was willing to move on with my life and with the pain, the longing I felt for Ana, even knowing that she could be with someone else or not living her life away from that hell that next to her mother While Brian was trying to forget Ana, she felt an anguish like something inside her was saying to come back, she just didn't know if she was p
A few more months went by and I didn't have the courage to call my mother. Was it something you wanted me to know? I can't say for sure but it blocked me and every time I tried to call it was like they didn't leave it amazing just talking sometimes gives me goosebumps. I often wonder why all of this is not supposed to be a way out or an answer. I believe that my mother must be hating me for talking to Brian and not her, although it was only once and it's been a few months since this happened and I didn't care anymore. There are times in life when all we need is encouragement to move forward, a little push from someone we love and honestly I never got from my mother other than doing what she wanted or thought was best for her and forgetting that life it was mine alone. Advising and encouraging through words of affection, wisdom and gratitude is even more complicated when you want to be that person. I never demanded things from my mother knowing she wouldn't give it to me and when I gr
I spent a few hours talking to Laís, it had been a long time since my birthday, then I never spoke to her again because I avoided too much contact, I knew perfectly well what her husband was like, so I avoided future problems that could disrupt their relationship. There are things that it is better to avoid and remedy because we never know where the evil of human beings goes."Friend how long until today I don't know why you walked away from me, did you know? - Laís, everyone has their own life and you needed to live yours as a family, that's why I walked away!""Wow, Ana, it didn't have to be like that, that way you completely excluded me, it's good that your mother is here.""Laís, I didn't know that my mother was sick, because nobody told me or maybe they didn't want to, right? thought you.""It's true, I took a break I needed that time, but now I'm here, what matters isn't it?- Yes, for sure! And changing the subject, Ana, did you finally get married?- No, I gave up! It's a compli
"Guys, how do you put up with my mother like this? Not with all the illness in the world, she changes amazingly, I see that things are very different around here!""Yes, we just let her talk now and we don't listen, I believe you should do the same, Ana.""Brian, it's so different for someone who hated my mother and now living with her is something very strange! Well, I'll come back another time when she's not attacked anymore. I'll see my father. I haven't seen her for a long time."Ana, be patient with your mother, she suffered a lot with the surgery she had, it's still recent and then she disappeared, everything got confused.""Guys, what's the part I didn't disappear and how was I to know Brian was looking for me? I think you're making a storm out of a molehill again.""Ana, we can go out at night just like in the old days and your room is unoccupied, your mother will love it please!- Uncle, Filipe, I even thank you more andbetter not my mother suffocates me."I had to find a way