CHAPTER 81.

After yesterday's incident, Mr. Ali did not come to my house. I didn't expect him to come but why didn't he come? Maybe he's busy. This time I decided not to go to college, I suddenly had a fever. Ummi also doesn't want me to go to college, I'm afraid I'll faint.

My fever is rising, making Ummi even more worried. I no longer know what is happening to my body, it seems like the creator is reprimanding me, then giving me pain to wash away my sins. At least I can still see Ummi's affection, even though it's not for Rania for Kania.

I cried, I realized Ummi never loved me one bit. His old body walked closer to my bed where a weak body was lying.

"Nia, why are you crying, honey?" he said very softly. He stroked my hair. Yes, I'm not wearing a hood this time.

"Ummi, who is this Nia? Kania or Rania?"

"You're Ummi's child."

"Ummi, this is Kania not Rania."

"No!!! You are Rania not Kania!! No!!"

I cried even more, I don't know how long I have to be like this.

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My situation is getting worse