Opening up

Ariana's POV

Midnight 1:00am ....

"Arghh" I yelled and quickly stood up from my bed.

My cloth and pillow were soaked in sweat , I wasn't having a nightmare or anything but I just felt like something important had been taken away from me and I needed to be awake at the moment.

I exhaled deeply as I pulled the duvet off my body and stood up , I didn't know what this feeling was , but I just felt this heavy burden in my heart that I just lost something.

I slowly took off the pyjamas I was wearing walked into the shower and took a bath.

Immediately I was done having my bath , I brought out fresh set of nightwear and put it on..

The feeling became intense and I was quite at loss on what to do , And for the first time in twenty years , I knelt by the side of my bed to pray.

I guess I was too focused on not being Mia anymore that I forgot one of the basics of living my mother taught me.

"Dear father in heaven , I know I haven't really been a good daughter , I pray this moment that you forgi