DAHLIA :
Fredden left me as fast as he came. I stared at his back, disappearing behind the crowd and the Duke’s face with a mask appearing after him. He sat down pushing a satchel he brought with him. I realized our meals were late and no eyes followed him.
“Go and wear this! It might be the first and last present you might get from me. After that, we are strangers in disguise. You will be on your own,” he said. How was I supposed to wear black like a widow? I shouldn’t be choosy.
I looked around searching for a place to change my clothes. Guessing my question, he walked away and I followed him. His hand found mine in the midst of all the noise and people moving in all direction. My cheeks felt hot and my eyes lowered to watch our hands intertwined together. Strangely, I didn’t hate his contact or touch. I found myself aware of all his movements, my eyes following him everywhere. He was weird but his back was so wide. We walked through a
NELDRISDYD: I set her free because of Lady Markbill’s request. It wasn’t because I liked it. I didn’t want to ruin my relationship with her; Lady Markbill could be scary when she wanted. I saw how she previously beat a high ranked criminal, which had a bounty of gold coins. And I wouldn’t risk it. To what extend could we fix broken things? Sometimes, it was better to give up on them and move on. I allowed her to go because she wasn’t part of the world I invaded of my own free will. She was like a lamb in the middle of a horde of wolves. I didn’t why we used wolves as description for villains; I did it unconsciously. Wolves were the noblest animals with furs; they knew the meaning of family and tribe. You would never find a wolf outside of its group. They did everything together. The world I belonged in had unique villains that made their goals reason with the truth, they had all reasons you could agree with them if you didn’t know better.
DAHLIA: Lilith said if I had a crush on a man, it would be better to spread the legs and be engulfed in pleasure until I had enough. I didn’t have enough! I DIDN’T HAVE ENOUGH! I didn’t like her advice before; it was more the hymn of a drunkard. Now, her advice suited my reality and I decided, to return to him and have enough. It wasn’t like because I didn’t find a good shelter or I was desperate for money. Simply because I didn’t have enough. I knew he was bossy like his words had to be heard by everyone and executed in the letter. And he was fake… Literally fake, completely fake. At this moment, I wasn’t even confident he was the same Duke I knew. Was he an actor? What kind of game did he play? I saw the Duke again. No one knew how much excitement I felt seeing his face all confused and shocked. I could almost hear his thoughts, like what was she doing here? I helped her escape creating a whole circus, yet, she fell in front of me like a rock
DAHLIA: «So you’re telling me this mister Fredden is my brother… Oh my God! I have a family. You should congratulate me mister actor because I have a family now,” my mouth altered these words while my heart and mind felt confused. I had a family. Did I unconsciously assume I didn’t have one? Yeah, I did. I never thought I would find my family one day. Should I feel happy? Or sad because I was abandoned? Wait, how did they know I was his sister? Did it make me a Princess? “I don’t understand. How did you know I was your sister?” “It’s obvious! We have the same hair… No… Yeah, you can’t believe that… Because you have a twin sister, Veronica Royal Jamaerah. You are a Jamaerah by blood but personally, I don’t recommend you to come to the castle but I still want to get to know you. You seem so funny.” “No, I seriously am not funny,” I gathered my arms like an X. “It’s strange,” I rubbed my chin to hide my awkward smile. “I don’t know w
NELDRISDYD: She was playing a dangerous game! I’ve grown used to her silent behavior in the mansion. She was acting like I did. Unfortunately, words travelled anywhere and eyes observed me all the time. I couldn’t have time to show weakness so I was forced to act the way I did. “I am feeling like a third wheel. Should I go and leave the cell for you two.” “Is it a yes or no?” I asked. “I refuse.” “But why? It’s a bad curse. The High Priestess made this land to curse the non-human. Do you think it’s a matter you got to refuse? Well… It must be amazing to get your approval,” I crouched next to her, my arm over her shoulder, “Let’s be heroes together! I am already thinking about our couple name. It’s gonna be exciting!” Dahlia pushed me back on the ground and came on top of me, her finger on my mouth. Her other hand being amorous; I felt sexually assaulted. Damn it! How could she change in one day? She was d
NELDRISDYD: “What are you doing?” I peeked from over the book I was reading to Fredden, who suddenly disturbed my time and decided to come and greet me in the library. I saw how he dressed up all handsome and good but… Why the hell did he bring her with him, also all dressed and all? She waved her hand greeting me with a mischievous smile. “You are studying curses. That’s strange! Did you decide to broaden your horizons and seek knowledge in things you won’t need? Believe me; you won’t remember most of it. Talks the one who tried it before,” she grinned sitting beside me. Dahlia turned to Fredden, talking happily like she didn’t see a monstrosity three days ago. Personally, it stayed on my mind since that day, even having nightmares about it. I didn’t seek the knowledge of curses alone; I wanted to learn about the things I couldn’t see. So I could react better in case of an emergency. I was preoccupied with the white energy it r
DAHLIA: The High Priestess; a person believed who had lived thousands of years ago. She participated in the war and used the power of the wish granter to have a land for humans. Dotoria worshipped her like a deity despite her humanity. For them, she was an angel sent by heaven. For other races, she was a cheater who stole the wish granter from the competition and made her own rules. She was a brave human for ones, a villain for others. Personally, I wasn’t attracted that much to her story. However, I was interested in her ability to see the shadows. There was a story that children listened to while being in bed waiting for slumber to kick off. Once upon a time, there was a beautiful maiden who travelled in the company of a human she found delightful and enjoyable. After spending her time seeing the atrocities of the world and its cruelty to humanity, she decided to participate in the challenger arena; a pitiful place chosen for factions to figh
NELDRISDYD: If it wasn’t a curse, then what was it? “You are certainly troubled, Neld. Share with me your burden, we might find a better solution together.” His arm acted like a pillar holding his body on my desk, his face full of sarcasm and an annoying gaze I didn’t want to see, not today, I was far more preoccupied with my situation that I was rendered restless. I didn’t think a man of his calibre would understand what I was going through. However, maybe things might be better if shared with another. Nonetheless, my instinct warned me to not trust Fredden. He was younger than me and less wise. How would he know about sicknesses and curses? “Is there a curse or a sickness that causes trembling in the muscles and a racing heart? In addition, loss of appetite and a mind always in the air, intensive thinking, unwanted attraction, the need to possess something or someone, awareness over your simplest actions and doing the best to
DAHLIA: He didn’t ask me for anything and I was stuck in the persona I made for myself. Acting all kind and cosy with everyone I met in the Palace and listening to Omniel’s stories about Veronica, he was infatuated with her. There wasn’t a single time, he didn’t talk about her. She was in everything. I liked to believe he wanted to give me beautiful memories to stay. I didn’t know what he planned but it was bad. He gave me Veronica’s room and said until the king saw me, I would occupy it. I wasn’t a morron or an idiot; I perfectly understood he wanted to make me replace her. Why? I didn’t know the reason. However, I was under constant stress, a servant always keeping an eye on my movement, wherever I went, whenever I wanted to relax. It was a nightmare. The wardrobes were filled with beautiful dresses made with care and finery. I spent the entire morning going through everything, acting like a girl mesmerized by the gold and jewels displayed in