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LENA’S POINT OF VIEW
Guilt, I guess that was what I’m feeling right now. But not just that, I was feeling guilty for what I wasn’t feeling guilty about. I knew that I didn’t want to spend my entire life with Sasha and selling drugs for her stepbrother. I don’t feel bad for being with Maia because it’s what I want. I feel guilty for feeling burdened with this trivial shit when one of my men, a member of our drug cartel that keeps an eye on outside, died.
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LENA’S POINT OF VIEWI slide out of the bed and make the bed before I leave the room. But I keep thinking about Dmitri, he may still in gray. I slowly make my way closer to the bedroom door, looking at Maia in the kitchen behind the door to making sure that she’s not here. “Fiuhh…” I exhale in relief as I saw she was busy cooking our breakfast. I make my way back towards the bed and reach my phone at the bedside, I’m scrolling my contacts to call Dmitri and ask him about the funereal.
Why Are you Still In My Brain? RIDE IT COME TOUCH MY SOUL
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Why Are you Still In My Brain? TIME PASSES
Sitting on the cozy seat with a stranger who tattooed me at her tattoo studio near my old apartment, while my eyes keep looking at Lena’s picture in my hand, the weather felt so good, it’s not hot, neither cold. I'm about to go to Rosa’s apartment to see them before I decided to stop my steeps in this nice tattoo studio. Lena and I did a lot of things this year, and we spent our 12 months together every time she’s back in town.I’m holding Lena’s picture in my hand, admiring her beauty. I took this picture on ou
Why Are you Still In My Brain? MIXED UP
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Why Are you Still In My Brain? IS ABOUT ACCEPTANCE
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Why Are you Still In My Brain? YOU'RE STRAIGHT AND YOU LIKE DICK
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Why Are you Still In My Brain? LIKE SHE ALWAYS DOES
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Why Are you Still In My Brain? STALKERS
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