Days had passed, and so I needed to face the day that I must control myself not to collapse in everyone's front. And today was that day. Even though I wanted to just run and escape from my faith, I still could not because regardless I was not part of the council anymore, I was still the daughter of my parents' company; I was still the heiress no matter what.
And now, before we proceeded to the hotel that Neil specially picked for the negotiation event, we needed to have a brief counseling to talk about some matter. Daniel was here, he's beside me -- Neil forbid him to, but I just requested a favor. Neil radiated smart vibes, and I wanted to get light energy from him.
"Are you okay?" my friend asked me by whispering since Neil was presenting something in front. In this place, only the three of us knew the real situation, that after this event, the video would be posted and everything would be completely sucked up. I asked Neil earlier, actually, and I asked him why he n
In just a blink, Neil was already in the stage holding a microphone. He's standing in a beautiful posture and one look at him you would realize how dangerous he was. Using my phone, I also took some photos of him. I was used to do this, anyway, when he still could remember me. Many also did the same thing. Well, that was Neil, he caught attention without doing something. I even saw someone, a woman to be exact, who giggled as my husband looked at her direction -- that's how he affected people. He's like a curse, a very beautiful curse, and everyone would be willing to be a victim."In behalf of my team, I wanna say my gratitude for standing in here to face such important people in this industry," I heard him again. And then, he mentioned mom's name and the some names I knew that were part in our company. "And of course, special thanks to the one who stole lots of pictures of me earlier, Sydney Klein, how's my pictures?"Cameras immediately turned at me and my nose just
When morning came, I had no appetite to even take a bath -- all I wanted was to stay in my bed for twenty four hours and just feel nothing. Yeah, I wished to be dead even for one day. And then I would just wake up feeling so relieved and healed a later on.Breaking news : Neil Sandoval is said to be currently dating a well-known model.That's what welcomed me the moment I turned on the small tv. I was about to turn it off when a video had played -- it was the one I saw in the event yesterday. Feeling my chest contracting, I closed my eyes, hoping all my problems were just a dream. This could not be. I was expecting my video with Neil to be shown out, not Neil's whereby he's kissing Feli.From Daniel:I am coming in there. I buy lots of foods for you. I wanna discuss with you about Marcus.Marcus.Speaking of that evil man, I was certain he's the reason behind all these pro
It was somehow a great activity, I guessed. I thought Mom and Felicia would ruin my day but they did not. Well, I still could not trust them since the day had not ended yet and so they still had time to bother me.So, we finished the activity with our smiling faces. Me and Neil actually did have fun in enjoying the calmness of water, because we ended up talking about life, causing me to know his perspective, and I had just realized on how deep it was. He's not drunk yet he seemed like one because he's very exposed in telling me his voice.At the same time, my system was being poisoned by his eyes, making me to tell my side too, also causing him to hear and feel how painful it was.Mom and Felia totally enjoyed the water and that was probably the reason why they forgot to annoy us."I have committed a sin," I heard his statement again. That was what he said to me hours ago. And yet, it was already hours ago but it still sounded so fresh, the regrets and ac
Luckily, I managed to speak so that I could make him believe that he was disturbing me even though he really was not, I even wanted to hear his voice until I drifted off into sleep. I hanged up first the call that night, wanting him to stop me but since he did not at all, I just ended our call. I slept with a broken heart -- well, it wasn't new to me anymore.When I woke up, I realized that I just did so late, since the clock read ten o'clock in the morning! And then, I remembered my conversation with that evil Marcus!'I do not wait, Sydney. I am lazy'. I still could remember his favorite line. He did not wait. He instantly got tired, and so without thinking so long, I went to the bathroom and bombarded myself with lots of soap. Damn!I chose my favorite white t-shirt and wore it. I partnered it with a faded jeans. To make a disguise as what I had planning to do days ago, I found my shades inside my small drawer. Feeling contented of my appearance while s
I came back to my apartment with my heart still aching so hard, memories after memories happened minutes ago between me and mom still dancing in my head. I wished to just forget since my mother was also like wishing the same way, but I just could not because I was not the only one who's involved in here, dad was also included in here.I thought he had passed away in this world without commiting such a big mistake. Actually, before, if you ask me me about cheating, my father would be surely not pop up in my head because I had known him well -- he would never do such thing that would ruin my future."Stop being a dramatic woman, you dumb. I do not have any idea who said that to you but pasts are pasts, Sydney. Do not cage yourself," I heard mom again. If it was easy for her to move on, please do not ever count me in. Actually, I could still remember that after mom said that, Feli revealed herself."You bitch!" That was much I said in too much irritation. Although
Lies after lies had been said by that damn mouth of hers. Only fool people would only surely trust her words. Even the reporters seemed to be addicted by her answers. I chuckled again. Why was she like that? I was the wife and I never said that to anyone -- I kept that as my deepest secret -- and she was just an intruder yet liked to say things that were very imposible to happen."I know you are craving. And you just do not like to see me that's why I just ordered online for you," that was the message pasted in the box of foods. At the bottom of it, Daniel's name was being highlighted. I was planning to be back at being a dancer again, and so eating foods high of calories would be not really good in my health. I should maintain my body because this was one of my assets.And yeah, withdrawing from any of my old cards never flashed in my mind again, because through those things, she would know how much I spent in a specific week or month. That's why I wanted to prove to
Sadly, one look at my back and I did not see my husband's presence again, creating a certain confusion within my system."Be thankful that I need to go back home right now or else I will really take you to my bed," I heard the man again, but my attention was not in his words. Where did Neil go? I was sure he was staring at me out of anger but now he's nowhere to be found already!"Sydney, congratulations! I don't know if I need to say this but are you even real? You just hit thousands of customers for this night!" My manager approached me. Hiding my disappointment for not seeing a particular person, I gave my manager a heart warming smile, thanking her. "Anyway, you have just earned lots of income. I will transfer it to your bank.""You can give me the cash, directly," I said, my attention was still shaken."Okay. That's noted. All right, I am planning to go home now. You can actually choose to sleep
It's early in the morning as I thought I did not have anything to do but to take a rest because I have had just worked yesterday as a dancer. Still, I felt so tired and I gussed I could not take to work during day and night times. Yesterday, I could say that I had a very awkward moment as I did my job. Just imagine a wife wearing an exposed dress swaying her hips in front of a man who happened to be not only her solid customer but also her great and handsome husband.My manager kept talking about professionalism and every dancer in her club knew the essence of that word.I looked at my phone again, registering what I had seen seconds ago, confirming something. And I was right; the message was for me since I could see my name being placed before the content.I did not mind anymore the one who texted me, because what's important was the message he/she texted me. I sighed again. Who the fuck made the idea of me joining in a reality show and for God's sake it was li