USB

Neil

To say that I was disappointed and hurt would be an understatement. I wanted to create a chaos because someone special to me had just fool me. She made me felt like a dork for blaming myself again and again before by the fact that I was in love with two women. And then I had just heard her story. All the reason why she hid her identity and became a dancer in a bar I was usually stayed at.

Blaming her crossed in my mind -- of course you could not blame me if I thought this way because she had just victimize me. I felt abandoned, Especially now that I had found out Brecken, my said to be private investigator, fooled me as what Sydney did.

But funny how I just chose to calm myself down. Regardless of all the pain I was feeling, the satisfying feeling overflowed over anything. The feeling was so nice to hug. Instead of shouting, I calmed down. Instead of blaming, I just listened -- fuck, was I belonged in her charm or wha