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At the end, Neil just shook his own head, disagreeing at my decision. He seemed so untamable, as if no matter if I told him all the reasons existing in this world, he would not still like to let me go.

"I have a plan. Just go with the flow," he said and sipped on his coffee for the last time. He also invited me to take my breakfast and I just followed him. For minutes, I did not have any strength to speak.

"How's your day yesterday?" I heard him asking me.

I stared at my own plate, finding for an answer in it. "My day was okay--"

"Another lie again," he cut me off. "As what as I said, I will take care of Felicia. If possible I wll visit her everyday. But that doesn't mean I will not come back you, alright?"

I was still unconvinced. I could already imagined my Mom's scolds because I failed in encouraging Neil.

"She's sick. Why can't you just accept their favor?"

"How many times do I have to tell you that I do not care about her conditi