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James

I don't know why I felt such overwhelming shame regarding the fact that I fucked other women in addition to a man, but I did. I was also sexually active with a man. Despite the fact that I had seen Lily engaging in sexual activity with the other members of the group, I was unable to shake the feeling that I had violated Lily's trust in me. I felt terrible about what I had done.

After some consideration, I came to the conclusion that the most prudent thing for me to do would be to check out of the resort and make my way back home to meet Lily in person. Because the agony I was experiencing made it impossible for me to carry on, I was only able to continue to stay for a short while longer.

After giving it some consideration, I was able to determine that I had feelings for the person in question. I had to put up a fight in order to win this woman's love, or at the very least, I had to confront her and ask her about the nature of her feelings toward me in order to find out what kind