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James

I was seething, and the more I insulted and criticized her, the more upset I felt as a reaction to her actions. I was simmering. I even was, and this was after all of the males had left! I was so disgusted with myself that I yelled and berated myself for allowing them to fuck her in front of my eyes.

Because it was so clear that I was in love with her, I found that I was unable to approach her or make any kind of physical contact with her. I wanted to put her through some discomfort and make her envy, so I decided to sleep with another woman in our bed at the same time as I did.

I wished for her to entertain alternative perspectives regarding the decision that we made to go our own ways. I had the impression that I did not know where I was or who I was, as though I were a tiny child who had become separated from his mother in a crowded location. There's a good chance that my brain was having some kind of issue, and even my heart was a total and utter mess.

When I had brutally s