Chapter 63 The first time he had opened up with me

There is not a single girl who does not look forward to her wedding day, but unfortunately, my wedding gave a bad impression. And left me with a trauma I couldn't overcome. I couldn't help but automatically recall the events of that disastrous day in my mind whenever I heard the word wedding, even from a random person.

The disappointment and betrayal of my two closest people. What I had hoped would be a beautiful marriage turned into a scene of infidelity, it left a deep fear of going through it all over again.

"I know you're scared," Lorcan's gentle tug brings me back to reality. He looked worried, he seemed to have sensed my apprehension and he told me. "But sometimes, the only way to overcome that fear is to face it head-on. So, in order to completely erase your fear, you must force yourself to go through it once more."

I looked at him, his eyes filled with understanding, an expression I have never seen before. I get what he's saying, it's just something that's holding me back and