53 : "Train"Train53I stand from the couch, fixing myself after Gage fingered me. I watch him as he walks to the door, opening it for Peter to come in. Gage walks with Peter as they head closer to me.I smile. "Hi Peter. Good to see you.""I hope I didn't disturb anything that was happening around here before I came in." Peter awkwardly glares at Gage."You didn't." I hollered right away."You actually did." Gage snapped right back at Peter.I widened my eyes at Gage and he just chuckles with an evil grin on his face."And it's very good to see you too Tate." Peter greeted."It's awkward seeing you both talking to each other like this," Gage says before taking a drink from his glass of water."I see you've already patched things up with Gage." Peter glares at him."Not really the way it used to be but I think I've forgiven him." I smile."By the way." Peter snapped. "Your classmates are already preparing to go for your Machu Picchu field trip."I glared at my watch. "Oh shit! It's a
54 : "Bygone"Bygone54G A G EWhen Tate left my suite to catch her train to Machu Picchu, Peter takes a seat on top of the couch and looks at me suspiciously while he rubs his chin with his thumb and forefinger."What?" I ask him as I stand away from the counter top of my kitchen with my arms crossed against my chest.He shakes his head. "Nothing. It smells like someone just had coitus here."I laughed through my nostrils. "We just ate lunch, Li.""Yeah without me. Thanks." He answers me sarcastically.I grin. "Sorry. You know how limited my time is with Tate.""Limited." He snorted. "That's why you want to do everything with her with every chance. And yet you have some other women with you when you're not with her." He adds.I looked at him disappointedly. "Damn it. You probably did it here on the couch where I'm sitting." He gapes."Holy shit. I just realized that. Disgusting." He grossed himself out as be stands and pats his ass."Oh don't be a bummer." I tell him. "We didn't ha
55 : "Arrival"Arrival55T A T EAbout two and a half hours passed, I see Tammy already asleep on her seat with her mouth open as rested her head against her pillow that was placed in between her ear and shoulder. Her headphones plugged on. Probably sure, she's already drowning her ears listening to some Silver Spade songs.For the past two hours, Gage, Peter and I have been awfully quiet since I texted him that I don't want people to suspect anything between us. So I decided to let everyone sleep or let time pass by so some people would stop staring at these two studs next to me.My phone suddenly vibrates.Gage: I'm bored. Peter's already sleeping under that sunglasses. :(I leaned my head forward while Gage let's me take a clearer view by pulling his head a little back and I snorted seeing Peter who was obviously sleeping.Me: Well Tammy's already asleep too. I think you should sleep as well.Gage: Don't want to. Once I do, I won't be able to sleep tonight.My phone vibrates again
56 : "Teddy"Teddy56I pull myself away from him and he slightly releases me too, brushing his huge hands down my arms but still he was looking at me ruefully."I'm just protecting your privacy." He says to me. "And you know that.""I know." I try not to cry.Shit, why the hell do I even feel like crying? My tears are filling my eyelids. Damn it. This is so stupid right now. Getting jealous over his fans when I know they're more important to him than me. I can't possibly be getting jealous over petty things like him talking to his fans and he can't with me. But what can I say? I can't help it. I can't stop my feelings from getting jealous."It just makes me feel less important when you don't talk to me like how you treat everyone else. But it's fine." I add."Less important?" He questioned.But my tears are failing me and its unstoppably falling. It's crawling out from my eyes and dropping down to my cheeks. I quickly wiped it with the back of my hand, too ashamed that Gage is actual
57 : "Reverie"Reverie57I watch him while he sleeps next to me and he looks like a baby sleeping. His plump lips looked fuller and more pinkish while there's a stray of eyelash above his right cheek. He's topless when he's sleeping but he left his boxers on. I glared at his wall clock, and it was already four in the morning. I need to get back to my room before everyone wakes up and notice me walking out from Gage's room.I carefully take the strayed eyelash off from his cheek and I take a longer stare at his face. His face seems unblemished today, there are some times when his face has small pimples on his forehead or sometimes on his cheek. But he's still very handsome even with his pimples.If you're curious, no we didn't have sex last night. And just as what he promised me, we just slept next to each other. I love it when we sleep together even if I don't trust him when he says he wants to sleep with me because I don't trust myself when I sleep with him too.I tried to deny thi
58 : "Cabin"Cabin58G A G EAm I?"Dude." Peter snapped at me.I groan as we head out of the van. I've been trying to avoid and ignore Peter teasing me about falling in love with Tate. I'm not in love with her and that was just a stupid dream. I shouldn't have told him about that dream if I knew he'd just kept on teasing me about it."Gage come on. Tell the truth. Don't deny it to yourself. You're in love with Tate." He whispers to me while he nudges his elbow to my side."Peter. " I snapped."How many times do I have to tell you that I am not in love with her? You won't even listen to me." I tell him."You dreamt about confessing to her. That could mean something Gage. Come on, don't be too blind about it just because Anast--" He stops.I sigh.I watch as Peter sigh too while he looks away from me and clears his throat. "I think you love her man." He tells me.I didn't answer."If not love, then you're probably attracted to her. Maybe you're already attached to her. Tate's beautifu
59 : "Campfire"Campfire59T A T EThe others were already singing along to the guy who was playing with his guitar. It felt like this was just like the Campout I did back in New York but the only things that are different is Peter's here, Adam's here too and everybody knows that Gage is here unlike that night, he was hiding himself under a disguise.As I glance at Gage he was busy talking to the woman next to him. She didn't come from our class, I was sure of that. She looked older than me, wearing a purple sleeveless some plaid button down and her white skimpy shorts. He seemed to be enjoying talking with her and it's obvious that she's enjoying too."Here."I moved my head to Adam and he was already handing me a beer. "Your teachers are out." He says.I gazed at their tent and he was right. I was quick enough to take the can of beer and hold it around my grasp. I glanced again at Gage and he was still busy with that brunette. As for Peter, he was busy talking to a group of females
60 : "Jealous"Jealous60G A G EI have no choice but to share a room with Peter. We decided not to join the campout since there are tons of other girls who will probably not let us sleep.Peter was taking a quick shower while I'm laying here on top of my bed thinking about Adam and Tate being all close again. I don't want to think about it and I don't want to worry about it but there's this huge feeling eating me up on the inside making me mad at Adam for putting his arm around my Tate.My Tate?I laugh at myself because I'm being too ridiculous right now.Why am I even getting bothered about this Tate and Adam thing? I know I shouldn't be feeling this way. Why? Because she's not fucking mine.Tate isn't yours Gage. You're only after her because of sex, that was what you wanted from her from the beginning, right? Why acting up all of a sudden about this petty thing? I scolded myself.I see Peter getting out of the bathroom while he rubbed his hair with a dry towel. He glances at me