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Of all the fucking things I thought Ryder was going to make me do after agreeing to do absolutely anything to earn his forgiveness, I never imagined he was going to ask that I accompany him to the theatre to watch a movie.
A freaking damn movie guys. That's what Ryder fucking wants.
I kept staring at his really calm demeanor thinking he was just kidding around but he totally wasn't. In fact, he was just as serious as a freaking heart attack.
I shifted from one foot to the next, my brow slightly raised at him, "You are not kidding?".
Ryder snorted at me with an eye roll. "I'm dead serious alright?. I already got two tickets just in case you were wondering so yeah, I'm not kidding around"
My mouth was practically hitting the floor at his words in disbelief, "you already got tickets?, I mean is this like a date or something?"
"Yeah, well I mean no. We are just gonna go watch movies like two buddies" he answered simply with a tight smil
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