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Ryder's POV
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"Because_because I want you" The word had slipped out of his mouth in a quiet whisper as he kept staring at me in the eyes but I heard him just fine, only problem is?, my heart was having a heart time believing any of it at this point given how unpredictable he has been lately.
One minutes he can be giving me all these butterfly in my stomach and the next minute,he is exchanging saliva with Tia and I don't think I can deal with any of that right now. I have enough shit going on in my life already and wouldn't want to complicate it even more.
"You want me?" I cocked a brow at him and he answered with a nod and took a step closer to me, our faces inch apart, his eyes completely locked with mine and waiting for a possible favourable reply from me which am likely not to give.
"If you want me then you_" my sentence was cut off again as Jaden's plump lips quickly smash into mine and totally freezing me over like a deer caught in headlights
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