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Everything seem to be moving in slower motion as I began to walk towards my team mates with the sole intention of telling them the truth. I rather have all of them hate and judge me for my sexuality and be free than allow myself put up with Tia's manipulation for another day.
I know am not perfect. I never said I was perfect because no one is fucking perfect. People just like to hide their flaws and put up a fake appearances to get people approval but that's besides the point am making right now.
We all make mistakes and learn from it and I wouldn't call mine a mistake. I fell in love and it doesn't matter who this heart of mine has chosen to love and it's not something to be ashamed of. I admit i was scared of what everyone would think of me but not anymore.
The world can judge me if they want but am done judging myself. I'm done listening to the voices that says, I don't fit into their idea of what love is suppose to be or how love is suppose to
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