lost

It's been a month since I last saw him, he was so angry, but why? Wasn't all that feel real? It's nothing, I need to go forward, but how? I'm so lost, but I need to, I've lost my love, it doesn't mean I've lost my whole life, There are less than three months left until the exams, that's what matters now.

- Layla, how are you?

- I'm fine

- Where have you been? We miss you

- I needed to spend some time alone

- I'm your best friend, you don't have to stay away from me because of what happened before

- he was my first love

I couldn't hold back my tears at that moment, so I decided to run away as usual. 

Am I, at home? My house is so empty. The phone rang, sister?

- where have you been girl?

- hey, it's just...

- don't say any word, have you heard the news?

- no, what's about it?

- the vanished, he has run away from prison

- yeah, and so what?

- just keep your eyes open, You can't predict what a criminal like him would do

- okay, thanks for that.

My sister wasn't so different, she might be nice to me for a little bit but. I still fill like I'm alone in this whole world like everyone's so happy except me. 

The time was morning, I've decided to stay at my house, it was better than meeting any other useless people, It was a quiet day, I do not hear any voices, only the voice of birds and the breeze, it seems like I'm the only one who left here, how I love that feeling, living alone without sadness, I remembered that day when I saw him walking alone, I thought it might be better to walk with him, it's our first meeting, in sam smith park, yeah I should get back to my dreams, its a good time to get back to bed...

- hello? Who's here?

I've heard some strange noises coming from nowhere, what was that? Someone is calling my name from far... Who are you? Oh no, it's him. The one that I loved the most, max... After that I heard some bombing, it was so strange. I felt like it was real. Oh no, it is real...

I woke up so fast to find out that everything is Literally under fire, did any of the neighbors' houses have burned? It's not a better time to ask any questions, I need to get out of here first, I broke the for strongly to get out Avoiding the fire, but finally, I'm out. It's not so different from the outside, that's not normal for real, our neighborhood is burning

- what happened here?

- Layla, thank God you're safe

- thank you but what happened here?

- that man who named the vanished has bombed everything

- the vanished? Oh God, not that guy... He promised to destroy everything in every part of this world

- and he did it, our country can't help us now

What should I do now, how dangerous is living in this crazy world, I need to survive, at least on this one because I had enough of crying alone, I need to become stronger...

Nothing left, my house has gone with everything inside of it, the first place I did decide to go to is the mall to collect all the needs to survive this war, Everyone is being in panic it's like the end of the world, yes it is the end of this world, some say it was beautiful days before this crazy guy arrived, it was the craziest part of this world but non of them was awake to see it, at least not to me, this disgusting world. I hate it the most. Everyone, screaming, these people, prevented me from screaming, and now they do what looks like it was wrong for me, and now they screaming for nothing, and in a second, I remembered someone. Max... I need to find him as fast as I can, I'm nothing without him, even after all of what happened, even after all that he did to me, I'll follow him wherever he goes...

- Sam

- Layla, are you okay?

- just till me, have you seen max?

- no, unfortunately, I saw him yesterday with may but I don't know where they are now

- I need to find him

- he's fine, he's a man and he can protect himself, you need to be safe

- I can't, I'm nothing without him

- you can, you need to forget him, you must do it

- sorry I can't

Sam was the first one I needed to ask for max's location, she's the most popular person in our school and she knows everything about everyone around us, but now her information didn't help me, I was running like crazy searching for max in every part trying to find him as fast as I can, asking everyone I meet but the answer still the same. "We don't know where he is, but you have to survive" I can't survive, I don't want to, I just want to stay with him, but where he is? Where did he have gone? I need to find him... And while I'm thinking, I felt like it was an earthquake, I looked behind me to get surprised by successive explosions everywhere, is it the end of me? No, I still need to survive no matter what happens.. I'll find my way to safety.

I've started hiding from the Explosive fragments, yeah the explosion was far from me but I could fill some of its power, After the situation calmed down, I quickly went out to take cover in the first house I see, I found a house wasn't far from me and luckily it wasn't locked out, I ran into the house looking for other people who could help me escape, but I only found a boy lying on the ground, he looks so desperate he even didn't want to talk to me when I asked him if I can spend a night here?