106 - Everything

Sitting in a chair and daydreaming about what had happened at this time often made me feel comfortable, by dragging on a myriad of feelings that I did not know what it looked like for sure.

I often think about the mistakes I've made, sometimes I even wonder if loving Lizzbeth and the baby born from her womb was a mistake.

Why didn't my father, the king of Katthias just approve my relationship with Lizzbeth and let you be happy and cancel my match with Esther?

Why did I have to threaten to kill them both just so that I wouldn't mess with the arranged marriage, even I felt confused about what I should do to save them both from my father.

Until in the end, I had to be bound by the agreements and agreements that I made with King Katthias, so I had to be forced to do all this to Lizzbeth even though I didn't want to do it.

Locking her up and keeping her as a prisoner for the rest of her life without her knowing what she had done wrong!

I know, Lizzbeth will regret it. Even very sorry afte