19.

The following days turned out even worse. Ever since he had returned and started sleeping right next to me again, I could barely close an eye with him so close to me.

I felt so tired, having to constantly fight with the ever growing desire. It felt like my body was always on fire and he was the only one capable of extinguishing it. And for a few weak and short-lasting moments I have almost given up and thrown myself at him, ready to have him do whatever he pleased with me.

But thankfully, I managed to reinstate control over myself just as quick as I had lost it every single time and before he could even notice.

And today wasn’t any different as as soon as he had woken up he got off the bed and thrown his shorts and boxer briefs away on his way to the bathroom, not even checking if I was awake or not, having me look at his sculptured back, buttcheeks and legs as he carelessly strode away.

Thickly swallowing, I immediately covered my face with the blanket, having to take a few calming b