"Miss Joyce, here are the files that Mr. Casupanan wants you to review." Yvet gave me the folder she is holding. Yvet is my secretary here at the company of my dad.
"Okay. You can go back to your work now," I said.
She politely goes out. I go back in working. This is so tiring but at least when I my mind is occupied to work files, I didn’t think about Kurt. I cannot feel the pain.
After finishing the things, I am doing, I started to look at the files my dad wants me to review.
Time passed by and finally I am done at working. Thankfully, it's time to go home now. I want to feel the bed on my back and close my eyes. I am so tired; I want to sleep already.
I placed my things in the bag I bring in work. After that I walked towards the powder room to retouch so I can still look fresh.
While I am busy doing my things, my phone vibrates, someone is calling me. When I get it, I saw Fea's name on the screen of my phone.
Fea is my friend too, I met her in the bar. As we talk, we get along. That's why every time I am going to bar, she is my company. Vice versa, she is like that to me too.
You know that I cannot bring Klhoie with me. I know Sceven too well, he will bark like a dog if I will make Khloie go to the bar. He is so clingy with her. He always wants Khloie to be by his side. Well, I am happy for my best friend, she finally found her own prince. And I know how Sceven loves her so much.
"Why did you call, Fe?" I asked to her.
I can hear the loud sound as her background. Ah, I guess she is at the bar right now. “Let's party, Joyce!" she shouted on the other line.
I closed my eyes. "Pass, Fea. Next time."
"Hep! What pass? No way. If you will not go here, don't even bother to talk to me again. As in never," she warned.
At the end she pursued me and I agreed with her. Well, the bar doesn't sound bad right now for me.
I headed downstairs and after that, I found a taxi. I didn't bring my car with me because it is on coding.
"In Valkyrie Night Club," I said to the taxi driver as I get in.
It just takes some minutes to go there because it is just nearby.
After paying the taxi fare, I get in the bar. Thankfully, I didn’t bring my bag with me. Before I headed out from the company, I thought that it is convenient if I will just leave it there.
I’m so sure that we will be drunk here. My laptop for work is inside that bag. It will just be lost here.
As I get in the loud music blasted in my ears. This is what I don’t like on bars. It is too noisy.
It is deafening. If Fea just didn't pursue me to go here, I will not.
"Hello there, Missy," Fea greeted and held my hand. She pulled towards the table. "Let's party!" she shouted. Hmm. What's her problem this time? I know her too well.
We sat at the side. Oh gosh! She drunk too many alcohols already. So that is the reason why she is so hyper right now.
I sat beside her. "What's your problem?" I directly asked.
"Problem? I don't have a problem, duh," she denied and laugh. Then she pointed herself. "Me? Have a problem? Nothing!" she said while laughing, then suddenly a tear escaped her eyes.
Crazy her. I told you so, she really has a problem.
I shrugged my shoulders off and get the one bottle of beer. After that, I swallowed all the beer on it.
Fea laughed at me. "You also have a problem?"
I just nod at her.
"Oh my gosh! Don't tell me it is about that Kurt again?"
I just nod my head again. "It is so hard to move on."
"My gosh. Boys are so irritating. I so so want to wring their necks. Why do they always hurt girls?" she asked and cried again.
I sighed. "So, tell me, Fea. What is your real problem?"
"It's Troy. I caught him kissing his ex. Fucking shit. He said that I'm the only one. He told me that he doesn't love that girl anymore," she answered. I can hear the pain in her voice. Then after that, she opened another bottle of beer and drink it.
I cried with her because I get hurt from her story. "Boys are really bad. We are just loving them, then they give us pain. Do you know that Kurt changed me so fast? Argh! Added to that is that girl looks like a clown. No taste," I said with a heavy heart.
We just laughed at each other after that dramatic scene and order more alcohol with high percent. We are really planning to get wasted tonight.
We drink and drink. After that, we decided to join the dancing crowd. This will gonna be fun!
I dance like there no more tomorrow. Ah! This is lifting up my mood.
But as I dance, my eyes found a familiar face. I slap my forehead. I am hallucinating huh.
Kurt is here and staring at me. I chuckled with that thought. I am so funny. Until up here, it is always Kurt, who I see? I am so crazy. Super crazy over him.
I shrugged that thought and walked, escaping the dancing crowd. "Where is Fea?" I asked to myself while finding her.
When I didn't find her, I stop and just dance again.
I felt someone dance at my back. And when I turned around to see him, oh well! He is handsome huh. But still incomparable with my Kurt. No. There is no "my" it is just only Kurt.
He danced, so I danced too. For now, I will just think that will gonna be my last night so I'm gonna pour my all out. I will make it the most fun night.
I flinched tho when he snaked his arms on my waist. But I quickly recovered with that and just smile at him.
"Hey, beautiful," he charmingly said and sweetly smiled at me. Hmp! So playboy. I know that moves. He just wants to score with me. Sorry, but I will not let him.
I unlocked his arms on my waist. But he just makes it tighter.
My forehead creased. "Let me go," I emphasized. I am not liking the situation right now.
But instead of letting me go, he glues his self to me. He makes me feel his body to my body.
Oh damn. This is not good. I really need to escape now.
"I said let me go!" I shouted, repeating what I said earlier to him.
And no one notices us because the sound is so loud. This is so irritating.
I wiggled my body. He just makes his face near to mine. I just closed my eyes tightly because
I know that I cannot do anything anymore.
While my eyes are close, I just felt that he is not in front of me anymore. I open my eyes and find out that someone is pulling me.
I think I am really drunk. Why I am seeing Kurt pulling me?
We stopped near the comfort room. After that, he traps me with his boy and wall.
"You look like him," I said and examine his face. They look like a twin. So similar.
He is just staring at me and stayed silent.
I just laughed and sang with the tone of wrecking ball. "I came like a wrecking ball. Kurt, I can't call," I said.
I heard him laughed.
"Why are you laughing?" I grumpily asked. I sighed after that. "Do you know? You really look like the person I really love the most," I stated sadly at him.
He made his face closer to mine. "Who do you love the most?" he asked. He just whispered it, but I clearly heard it.
"My Kurt. Oops, wrong. Kurt only, he is not mine anymore. We broke up." I chuckled while tears escape my eyes. "It hurts. This is really painful here," I said while pointing to my heart.
He stops in his track, then wiped my face that is full of tears. "Shh... stop crying," he comforted.
He caressed my face after that.
I make my face closer to his face. "Can you pretend that you are my Kurt?" I pleaded.
He was about to speak when I suddenly sealed his lips with mine. Gosh. Why is it like this?
The texture of his lips is same with the Kurt I love. Why do I feel that he is the real Kurt?
After that kiss I didn't know what happened anymore because my head suddenly felt the pain. I just saw the darkness.
Tomorrow came and as I woke up my head hurts. Hangover.
I opened my eyes while holding my head. It is hurting like hell. It seems like someone is hammering it.
Argh! Why did I drink so many alcohols?
But my eyes widened when I realized that I am not in my room. Then who is the owner of this room?
I look at my clothes. My eyes widened more because of that. This is not the same clothes I was wearing last night. I know that I am wearing a dress, but now I am wearing big shirt and boxer.
I slightly slapped myself. I also pulled my hair. Stupid. Crazy. What will I do now? Did I really lose my big V?
I stand up and look at the mirror. The thing between my legs doesn't hurt tho. Does this mean that my big V is still here. I hope so. I am saving it for Kurt.
Wait... where I am? I look at my surroundings. Omo! This room is so familiar. My gosh! Don't tell me I am in Kurt's room?
I laughed to myself. For real? How will I get to his room? Wish more, Joyce. It is just the same interior.
But it really feels like it is his room. I know his room too well.
I smelled my clothes to confirm that. It really smells like him.
I sat on the bed again. It is so impossible for me to get to his room.
While thinking, the door opens. I landed my eyes on it and a man enters. "Kurt," I mumbled.
He is holding a tray with food on it.
"You're awake now," he coldly said.
"Ah, Kurt. How did I end up here in your room?" I asked shyly.
He smirked at me. "You can't remember?"
I shake my head as an answer.
"You kissed me then suddenly you fell asleep.”
My eyes formed big. "You are that guy? I thought that you just look like him," I said while sweat is forming on my forehead. It is so embarrassing. The atmosphere became more awkward.
He nods his head. "Now, eat. There is also a medicine for your headache. Drink that after eating." Then he left me.
I pulled my hair and lay on the bed. "You are so embarrassing, Joyce Clara!"
I am eating the food when the door opened again that cause me to stop eating. It is him who is intently looking at me now. I avoided his gaze, while he faked a cough.He entered the comfort room inside is room. I just continue eating. It is so yummy. Who cooked it? Him?I smiled because of that. He still cares for me huh. I know and I am sure of that.When I'm done eating, I drink the fresh juice and get the medicine to make this headache vanish.I rest for a bit and after that I decided to wash my plate.As I am washing, I remember something. Does Kurt change my clothes? Oh my gosh!Wait, why I am smiling widely with that? Am I really insane?After that, I go back inside his room to get my phone and dress.At exactly entering his room, he is heading out from the bathroom. He is topless now. The water is dripping over his body. His abs are shining right now. And his muscles are bulky, I want to pinch it. Where is the justice? Why he is so hot?The room suddenly get hot even tho it is
I am heading towards the church now. I am about to get late to Stanley’s baptism. That boy is so cute. He inherited it from his parents. Khloie is pretty, while Sceven is handsome. Their combination is so good. I am really happy for them.Hay! When will I get settled down like my best friend?I shake my head with that. How can I settle down when I still can’t move on? Ok… no, I shouldn’t think about him.When I reached the church, I parked my car and get inside. It is not starting yet because other godmothers and godfathers are still not here. The only one who is required to go here in church are the godmothers and godfathers. While other visitor can go straight to the food venue. Me, Jace, Hyrie, and some are already here. I am so glad that they did not make Kurt as Stanley’s godfather. They are planning to make him one to their second child. Oh right. Amazing. There are no second baby on the way yet but there is already a godfather. “Let’s see each other at our house, Joyce,” Kh
“Hey! I am speaking since we get here and yet you are not listening to me. My gosh, Joyce! You are even smiling like an idiot there. You look like crazy,” Fea said and eat her ice cream. We are here at ice cream parlor. She invited me here. She is craving for an ice cream. Hmm... is she pregnant?She pinched my waist. “Why are you smiling like a fool in love? Share it to me.”I just smiled stupidly at her and shakes my head. “Nothing. Can you repeat what are you saying earlier?”“I don’t want to. I am so tired saying things to you then you don’t give me attention. Let’s just change the topic. Share your story to me.”“It’s just nothing,” I said and scoop from my chocolate ice cream. She glared at me. “Ah! It’s a boy. The reason why you are like that is because of a boy, right?” then she looks at the ceiling. “Is it Klei or your jerk ex?”“Just don’t think about that anymore, Fea. Finish your ice cream and we’ll go to the spa.”Then I diverted my attention to my ice cream.But since
I woke up feeling something on my tummy. I slightly open my eyes to look at it. My eyes widened when I saw that it is a hand. I look on who is the owner. It’s Kurt. I slowly move his hand. I was about to sit up when he placed it again to my tummy. This time he tightly hugged me. I tried to move it again but he make it even tighter.“Just stand up later. It’s still early,” he said with his eyes close. I just quietly look at the ceiling and try to remember what happened last night. As I realized it all, my eyes open wide. My gosh, Joyce Clara! You are so embarrassing. You really have the guts to flirt with your ex huh. Stupid. I slap my forehead. Why is he always there whenever I’m drunk? Does something happen between us?I look at him. He is topless. Then after that, I look at what I am wearing.“Ah!” I shouted. This is so hilarious. I am just wearing bra and panty. Kurt wakes up because of that. “Why are you shouting?” he grumpily asked.“Why are you shouting your face!” I irri
"Tell me the truth, Joyce. Is there something going on between you and Kurt?" Khloie asked like a curious cat and even put her hand on her waist while suspiciously looking at me.We are preparing now the dinner. While Anya is in the room taking a rest. And the boys are busy telling each other story."Nothing, Wi," I answered. I diverted my attention to the pitcher of water and I poured it on my glass. I drink it straightly.She pinched my waist. "Hmp! Spill the tea now," she said and while her one eyebrow is raised.I pouted with that. "There is really nothing going on between us.""Nothing you say. But the way he looks at you? Ah you'll melt." Then she smirked.I sighed. "I really don't know if there is something going on between us. I am confused too.""But is he giving motive to you? Like he'll talk to you and say that you are only his."I nod my head. "Yup. But I don't know if I'll believe that. I don't want to assume especially that he has girlfriend now."Her eyes chinked. "But
Klei and I was about to go outside the mall when I suddenly remember something. Ah yeah. I need to buy gift for Fea. “Klei? Why don’t you go first? I need to buy something,” I said that made him stop on walking. I didn’t really remember it earlier. And now I need to go back to second floor and buy gift. He faced me. “What? I bring you here so I should send you back,” he said seriously. “Eh.” I scratched my nape because of that. I’m really shy because I might take his time too much. I will take so much time in choosing gift. It is Fea’s birthday tomorrow. As a friend, I want to give her something. She is not really that too materialistic but I still want to give her a gift. He was about to answer me when his phone rings. He answered and placed it on his ear. “Hello,” he said. It takes them minutes to finish. When they finished talking, he faced me again. He sadly looked at me. “I’m so sorry, Joyce. I really need to go. There is an emergency to the company.”“It’s fine,” I said
I really know that voice and I am sure who is he. I diverted my eyes to him and I am right. It was really Kurt. “Kurt, hijo,” Mr. Martinez said. He takes the sit in my front. And now, I can clearly see him. He intently stared at me and I cannot take that so I avoided his eyes. I can feel the redness of my face now. Why I am feeling those butterflies again just because of him staring at me. “Are you alright, Joyce?” Daddy asked, he noticed how red I am now. Maybe he is thinking that I am not feeling well. I smiled at him. “I am, Daddy,” I answered. I cannot say the truth to him. He smiled back at me and go back in talking to Mr. Martinez. “By the way, Joyce, this is Kurt Martinez. Son of Gregorio,” he said after a while. I nodded at him. I know him too well, Daddy. If you just know. “Kurt, this is Joyce Clara Casupanan.”“I already know her, Pa,” Kurt said. My dad and his dad gave a curious look at him. “I think she's the one,” he continued. His dad laughed because of that.
“Joyce, where are you?” Anya asked from the other line. I wear my high heels. “I’m on my way,” I answered. “Alright. Be fast. We are almost complete here,” she said then hang up the phone. I look at the body size mirror in my room and scan myself. I am wearing a fitted red dress and a choker on my neck. My cleavage is showing a little. I am also wearing a black pointed heel. And of course, I am wearing a light make up. I put my phone on my pouch and go outside. I called our driver. I don’t want to bring my car, I know that I will get drunk there and I can’t drive anymore. Minutes passed and I arrived at the location. It is a high-end bar. I saw Kurt on front of it. What is he doing there?“Thanks,” I said to the driver and get off the car. I walked until I reached the entrance. I stop when I saw him scanning me. My heart beats faster to the way he stared at me. Just like the usual.Why do I feel like the time became slow?His forehead creased and walks closer to me. “Your dres