“Hey! I am speaking since we get here and yet you are not listening to me. My gosh, Joyce! You are even smiling like an idiot there. You look like crazy,” Fea said and eat her ice cream.
We are here at ice cream parlor. She invited me here. She is craving for an ice cream. Hmm... is she pregnant?She pinched my waist. “Why are you smiling like a fool in love? Share it to me.”
I just smiled stupidly at her and shakes my head. “Nothing. Can you repeat what are you saying earlier?”
“I don’t want to. I am so tired saying things to you then you don’t give me attention. Let’s just change the topic. Share your story to me.”
“It’s just nothing,” I said and scoop from my chocolate ice cream.
She glared at me. “Ah! It’s a boy. The reason why you are like that is because of a boy, right?” then she looks at the ceiling. “Is it Klei or your jerk ex?”
“Just don’t think about that anymore, Fea. Finish your ice cream and we’ll go to the spa.”
Then I diverted my attention to my ice cream.But since Fea is stubborn, she gets my ice cream. “Tell me now. I really want to know why you are smiling like that. You look so in love. I’ll repeat my question, is it Klei or your ex?”
I sighed. I cannot do anything anymore but to answer her question. Why is she so curious about that.
“It is because of Kurt. Okay? Can I get my ice cream back now?”
Finally, I get to eat my ice cream again.
“Kurt? Why?”
I rolled my eyeballs at her. “Can you let me finish my ice cream first? I will just tell you the whole detail after this,” I said and chuckled.
She laughed and nod her head then she continues eating her ice cream.
After some minutes, we decided to go to the spa. While we are there, I answered her question. Not really the full detail but the important details.
When night comes, I headed to our house. While her, she will come home to her boyfriend.
I landed to my bed. I am still not in the mood to take shower. I’m lazy.As I am laying on my bed, I open my phone and look at our picture, me and Kurt. I hope or wish that we can bring back the happy moments we have. I want to be go back to him. I am so in love with him.
Moving on from him is really a hard thing. Honestly, I cannot do that.
I know that there are people who are mad at me because I kept on repeating that I should move on, but I cannot help to always think of him.
Tomorrow came and I am so busy with my files. The merging of the companies is approaching.
I am so focus on my laptop when Yvet knocked.“Ma’am, someone wants to give you this,” she said while having a plastic bag on her hand.
What is inside of it?“Put it on my table,” I said. She was about to leave after that when I fired a question. “Who is it from?”
She smiled widely. “From Sir Klei. He is so sweet to you, Ma’am,” she said and giggled like a teenager.
I just shook my head because of that. I know that Klei is really sweet. It’s just that sometimes he is so playful.
I finish my work and get the plastic bag. When I opened it, I saw styro. I smiled when I learnt that it is a siopao. One of my favorite foods. Ah… this is yummy.
I am enjoying my food so much. Thankfully, Klei give me this. It can relieve stress. Food is really love.
After eating I drink water. Then I go back with what I am doing. There’s new file but I know that I can do it all. Fighting.
Time passes by and finally I am done to all.
I stretched my arms. And after that I fixed my things. Then enter the elevator.
I reached the parking lot after that.I started the engine of my car. I decided to go to the mall. I want to stroll to relieve my stress.
Yeah. I’m still stress. But not that too much anymore. When I reached the inside of the mall, I saw many people. Some are even holding each other hand. And some are talking while walking.And her I am, alone. I cannot bring Khloie with me. We all know the reason. Just like to Fea too. And Klei is busy with his business.
If I just have a boyfriend, I have companion right now. We even hold each other hands or his arms are in my shoulder. Sadly, I don’t have. I do really believe now that there is no forever at all. And one of the pieces of evidence is my ex.
Speaking of him. I saw him with that clown. Looks like they are not in good terms.
He is at the front while Dessery is in his back. Because I am curious on what is happening between them. I decided to follow them. I know it’s wrong but I cannot help to.
I did not continue on strolling around. I came back to the parking lot because they are here too.
I hide behind some random car. They are about to talk to each other now.
“Kurt, talk to me,” Dessery pleaded.
Kurt boringly looks at her. “Not now. I want to go home already. I want to rest.”
He was about to enter his car when Dessery pulled him. “I thought will have dinner together?” she asked with an irritated tone. “What is really your problem ha?!”
"Maybe we need to end our relation, Dessery," Kurt seriously said.
I saw how tears escape Dessery’s eyes. I don’t know but I felt some pity for her. Maybe it’s because I experienced that too. I know that feeling. That’s why I can feel that I’m about to burst tear too.
“Can you not, Kurt?” she shouted while crying. “After that baptism, you changed like that. I cannot understand you anymore. You are so cold to me.”
“Dessery, please stop. You will be hurt more if we don’t split now.”
“Ah! You saw that Joyce there? You want to split yup with me because of her, right? What? Do you still love her? Am I a rebound here?”
I cannot anymore. I walked out. I don’t want to hear what they are talking about. Added to that is I know what will Kurt answer to her.
I am sure that I am not the reason. Why would I? He doesn’t lobe me anymore. Maybe he just really tired of their relationship.
Although he said convincing words at me that night, he still did not clarify his feelings for me.
I entered my car and start driving. I don’t have energy anymore to go back inside the mall.
I am so confused with myself. I should be happy right now. Ah! I don’t know anymore.When I reached home, I came straight to my room. I am not hungry. I just want to rest.
I dive to my bed. I don’t know what will I think right now. Maybe I am too bad to be happy right now. I really pity Dessery with what happen but I get Kurt’s point. If they will stay in a relationship while the other party isn’t interested anymore, the other one will just suffer.
I really feel Dessery. I know what she feels right now. I was hurt like that too.
Because of thinking I get drowned and feel sleep.Days passed by and still those conversation of them still haunts me.
I am now going to a famous bar. I want to get drunk.
When I enter, blast of music welcomes me. I even saw that the party on the dance floor started already.
I sat at the stool and ordered some hard drinks. I really want to forget my problems.
Because of what I drunk; I get hyper. I walked towards the center and start to dance happily. I just dance like there is no tomorrow anymore.
I pouted when someone pulled me out of there.
“Let go of me!”
What the? Who is he? My vision became blurry because of being drunk.
He placed me inside the car. “Hey! Where are we going? Are you a kidnapper? Are you selling body parts? You are a syndicate or a rapist? Oh my gosh! No way. My virginity only belongs to Kurt,” I said like rapping. I almost got out of breath.
He laughed with what I said. “Yes, you are mine, Joyce Clara. Only mine.”
I opened my eyes. I feel like a bucket of water are spilled to me. “Kurt?” I asked while being shock.
“Yes, I am. The next time you go in place like this, don’t get too drunk. What if someone take advantage of you?” he seriously asked while his forehead knotted.
I smiled. “You are so cute when you are serious,” I said and traced his face with my finger. “You are so handsome,” I said with so much adoration to him.
I moved closer so I can kiss his cheeks.
He held me and leaned me to the seat. I though he will kiss me but he just put the seatbelt on to me.
“My car is here,” I said while pouting.
“I will just tell my worker to get it here. With your state, you can’t drive anymore. You are so drunk. I will send you home.”
The drive is so silent. I am just looking at the view outside. I am not in the mood anymore to speak. My head is hurting like hell now.
I noticed that the way we are taking is not the way to my home. “Where are we going?” I asked.“In my condo,” he answered and look straightly at my eyes.
I stayed quiet in the way he stares at me. I feel like I am melting.
I woke up feeling something on my tummy. I slightly open my eyes to look at it. My eyes widened when I saw that it is a hand. I look on who is the owner. It’s Kurt. I slowly move his hand. I was about to sit up when he placed it again to my tummy. This time he tightly hugged me. I tried to move it again but he make it even tighter.“Just stand up later. It’s still early,” he said with his eyes close. I just quietly look at the ceiling and try to remember what happened last night. As I realized it all, my eyes open wide. My gosh, Joyce Clara! You are so embarrassing. You really have the guts to flirt with your ex huh. Stupid. I slap my forehead. Why is he always there whenever I’m drunk? Does something happen between us?I look at him. He is topless. Then after that, I look at what I am wearing.“Ah!” I shouted. This is so hilarious. I am just wearing bra and panty. Kurt wakes up because of that. “Why are you shouting?” he grumpily asked.“Why are you shouting your face!” I irri
"Tell me the truth, Joyce. Is there something going on between you and Kurt?" Khloie asked like a curious cat and even put her hand on her waist while suspiciously looking at me.We are preparing now the dinner. While Anya is in the room taking a rest. And the boys are busy telling each other story."Nothing, Wi," I answered. I diverted my attention to the pitcher of water and I poured it on my glass. I drink it straightly.She pinched my waist. "Hmp! Spill the tea now," she said and while her one eyebrow is raised.I pouted with that. "There is really nothing going on between us.""Nothing you say. But the way he looks at you? Ah you'll melt." Then she smirked.I sighed. "I really don't know if there is something going on between us. I am confused too.""But is he giving motive to you? Like he'll talk to you and say that you are only his."I nod my head. "Yup. But I don't know if I'll believe that. I don't want to assume especially that he has girlfriend now."Her eyes chinked. "But
Klei and I was about to go outside the mall when I suddenly remember something. Ah yeah. I need to buy gift for Fea. “Klei? Why don’t you go first? I need to buy something,” I said that made him stop on walking. I didn’t really remember it earlier. And now I need to go back to second floor and buy gift. He faced me. “What? I bring you here so I should send you back,” he said seriously. “Eh.” I scratched my nape because of that. I’m really shy because I might take his time too much. I will take so much time in choosing gift. It is Fea’s birthday tomorrow. As a friend, I want to give her something. She is not really that too materialistic but I still want to give her a gift. He was about to answer me when his phone rings. He answered and placed it on his ear. “Hello,” he said. It takes them minutes to finish. When they finished talking, he faced me again. He sadly looked at me. “I’m so sorry, Joyce. I really need to go. There is an emergency to the company.”“It’s fine,” I said
I really know that voice and I am sure who is he. I diverted my eyes to him and I am right. It was really Kurt. “Kurt, hijo,” Mr. Martinez said. He takes the sit in my front. And now, I can clearly see him. He intently stared at me and I cannot take that so I avoided his eyes. I can feel the redness of my face now. Why I am feeling those butterflies again just because of him staring at me. “Are you alright, Joyce?” Daddy asked, he noticed how red I am now. Maybe he is thinking that I am not feeling well. I smiled at him. “I am, Daddy,” I answered. I cannot say the truth to him. He smiled back at me and go back in talking to Mr. Martinez. “By the way, Joyce, this is Kurt Martinez. Son of Gregorio,” he said after a while. I nodded at him. I know him too well, Daddy. If you just know. “Kurt, this is Joyce Clara Casupanan.”“I already know her, Pa,” Kurt said. My dad and his dad gave a curious look at him. “I think she's the one,” he continued. His dad laughed because of that.
“Joyce, where are you?” Anya asked from the other line. I wear my high heels. “I’m on my way,” I answered. “Alright. Be fast. We are almost complete here,” she said then hang up the phone. I look at the body size mirror in my room and scan myself. I am wearing a fitted red dress and a choker on my neck. My cleavage is showing a little. I am also wearing a black pointed heel. And of course, I am wearing a light make up. I put my phone on my pouch and go outside. I called our driver. I don’t want to bring my car, I know that I will get drunk there and I can’t drive anymore. Minutes passed and I arrived at the location. It is a high-end bar. I saw Kurt on front of it. What is he doing there?“Thanks,” I said to the driver and get off the car. I walked until I reached the entrance. I stop when I saw him scanning me. My heart beats faster to the way he stared at me. Just like the usual.Why do I feel like the time became slow?His forehead creased and walks closer to me. “Your dres
After eating with Kurt at the restaurant, we take a rest for about five minutes, then go outside to head to his condo unit. When we arrived inside his condo, he said that he will take shower first. I nod my head at him. Before getting inside the bathroom, he winked at me. I just smiled at his antics. Oh, Kurt, what are you doing to me. While waiting for him, I walked towards his closet and find clothes there. I don’t have my own clothes here so I will just borrow from him. But the problem is I don’t have underwear. I don’t like to repeat my underwear. I think that was so gross. After some minutes he finished taking shower. I avoided looking at him when I noticed that he half naked and the only cover on his lower body is the towel. Yeah. His abs are waving at me again. I heard him chuckled. Then he steps towards me. “Why are you blushing, Honey?” he teasingly asked. I rolled my eyeballs and pouted at him. “I am not blushing. It just that it is so hot in here,” I reasoned. He
The days passed by and he is still courting me. I planned to answer or make him as my boyfriend on his birthday. That will be my birthday gift to him. And I think he’ll love that so much. It will just be five days before his birthday. “Hey,” he called my attention and kissed my cheeks. “Where are we going?” I asked. He smiled at me. “Secret,” he said and wiggled his eyebrow. Argh! Why is he handsome? I will never get tired looking at his face. He opened the door for me so that I can get in on his car. After that, he also gets inside. He moved closer to me. “H-hey.” “Seatbelt, Honey,” he answered and laugh at me. I rolled my eyeballs at him. “What’s so funny?” I grumpily asked.He pinched the tip of my nose. “Nothing,” he just said and started to drive. I really don’t have any idea where are we going so I keep on asking him about it. He faced me and pinched my cheeks. “As I said earlier, secret.” The he flashed a smile. The he faced the road again. I just look ou
When tomorrow came I entered my office earlier so that I can finish all the important things I need to do for today. Hours have passed while typing on my laptop, still I can’t stay still and my eyes keep going back and forth to my laptop and phone. I tapped the screen so that it will be turned on. I cannot help but to be disappointed when I saw that Kurt still haven’t messaged me. Usually, he keeps on texting me. And now I am getting worried if something happened to him. I turn off my laptop and rotated my swivel chair. I look up at the ceiling and stared at it. Hay… if he will still not text me earlier, I will go to his condo unit. I cannot stay still here. I tightly close my eyes and open them after a minute. Then after that, I turned on my laptop again and start to work. Lunch came and I gave my phone a look, still no text. I ordered Yvet to get me a food at the cafeteria, I have no energy to go down. After eating, I rest for a while, then started again in my work. Wh