“Merry Christmas, Rose.”
“Merry Christmas, Todd.” And I walked away to my destination. New York City shines like the sun at night. Little clouds of snow are coming from the sky, and it looks beautiful all around. Today is Christmas night, and I’m the one who’s walking alone. But I’m happy.
One year ago, my decision to leave the town was not so easy. After hearing them talk about me, I lost all control, packed all my stuff, and came here. For this, I sold a Ronald ring. He gave me a ring when he kissed me for the first time. In those years, I lost him so many times. Once upon a time, I dreamed about spending my night in his arms and where I’m now.
He’s my memory, and one year ago I lost him completely by giving him things. I came here with empty hands, and now I’m still empty-handed. But now I have a job and a small house to live in. It’s a suitable house. Small, but okay.
In one year, I learned a lot of things. Just forget and move on. No one knows about me here. Who am I? What happened to me? I feel comfortable around people here. The coffee shop where I work is small, but I impressed everyone there. Todd is my friend, and his girlfriend is not jealous of me. That is a good thing. I also lived in a clean environment. No food from the trash, good-looking clothes, and a clean face.
I’m happy that I’m a girl.
After coming home, I changed my clothes and wore a Christmas cap. My last savings were for Christmas clothes and gifts. The first time I gifted myself. I looked so silly in a green sweater with a red cap. Ronald always gets so excited when Christmas comes. He told me to bake his favorite cookies.
Why Ronald
He’s not here.
Stop it
After one hour of making cupcakes, I went out. There’s not just me alone here. I saw a poor person sleeping near my house every day, so I went to him and offered him some cupcakes. He always looked happy when he saw me. It’s Ronald’s favorite cupcake. We secretly spent Christmas together. I don’t know where he is now. After offering him cupcakes, I walk towards my house.
Alone, I prayed for everyone. For Ronald and Jessie, for dad and mom. Why do I not eat my favorite food? Why do I always prefer them first? Taking a deep breath, I eat. All around, there is music and happiness running in everyone’s home, but here is nothing. Silence, sorrow, and pain. This is my life now, alone and miserable. No one is around me, and no one is here to take care of me. Closing my eyes, a fountain ran through my eyes.
Throwing my clothes away, I check my reflection in the mirror. A low smile spread across my face. My body, not mine. I’m not Rose. Shaking my head, I came out of the bathroom and laid down on the bed.
“I sleep well, Ronald.”
‘She’s the one.’
‘Kill her.’
‘Witch.’
‘I saw her... with blood.’
‘Kill her.’
‘Kill her.’
Shit! My eyes snap open. It’s light everywhere. Where am I? Running my eyes around, I find out it’s my home. Again nightmares. It’s always such dark nightmares that scare me till the end, when my body is covered with sweat. Christmas morning, and today is my holiday. It’s my first holiday exploring the surrounding city, so with no delay, I take a shower and go straight outside. A frosty morning full of fog and snow welcomed me. I love snow. It’s a habit for me to look for snow. It’s been two hours, and I’m walking on the street. On one point, my body crashed into another body.
“Shit! I’m so sorry.” Some stuff spread on the road.
“Sorry.” A woman in a business suit picks up her things. Oh god, her expensive phone and tab are on the floor, and I think they’re broken now.
“I.. I’m so sorry. It’s my fault.” I helped her. Today is a holiday, so why is she wearing office clothes?
“Oh, no, my phone.” Her expression tells me it’s broken. She’s trying to see inside, but it’s blank. I’m so embarrassed right now. She’s looking so horrible because she is continuously trying to do something with her phone.
“I..”
“No, it’s my fault. I’m running without my eyes. It’s such a bad day. My boss’s entire day schedule and notes are inside my phone, and they’re broken. I have no time for repairs. He’s going to eat me alive.” She looks like she might start crying. I need to help her.
“Mm., I can help you if you know the notes.” She stops and looks at me for a minute.
“If you want.” Then a wide smile crossed her face.
“Of course you can. But let me grab my things. Can you hold this for me?” She gave me her phone and a diary. We sat on a bench, and then I helped her. It looks like she’s someone’s personal secretary. When we finished with a long list, I held my breath in my hand. Who the hell worked so much? Her boss is like a machine.
“Thank you so much for helping. Actually, I really like to take my notes on my phone. You know technology, but today I know the importance of paper and pens. I lost all my notes, but you helped me so much. Hey, by the way, I’m Olivia.” A beautiful hand comes toward me to shake. A diamond ring on her finger tells me she’s engaged. Her shining and painted nails look beautiful in front of me. Before, I thought she would grab my hand and shake it.
“Don’t hesitate.”
“My name is Rose.” She stops for a moment and then smiles. Really smile. Then I realized she’s a gorgeous woman.
“Rose, I’m asking you something straight. You have excellent skills in business work. I’m going to be married next week, so my boss gave me one week to arrange a new secretary. Can you please take my position?”
What? I pull my hand away.
“Umm, I already have a job.”
“Where?”
“In a coffee shop.”
“If you take my position, we can offer a car and a big house.” Here, my mind stops for a moment. What’m I thinking now? This is what I want. I know the skills that I learned from my dad. When dad is alive, I can take care of his business.
“Please don’t let me down. Think about this: my boss is a jerk. He’s going to kill me.” I’m so confused right now. What if he doesn’t like me then?
“I want time.” Her eyes fall, and she opens her purse.
“Hey, don’t be upset. I’m going to think about it, really.” She nodded and gave me a card.
“Don’t call the second number. Just call on the first number if you agree.” We both stood, and she said goodbye. I stand motionless, watching her go away. A girl offered me a job in the middle of the street.
A card
R.P. is written in red with a black rose on the back side. It’s after eight, and my fingers can’t stop running on the card. I can see myself there. I’m feeling. Some butterflies are running through my stomach. How does it look from the inside?
My own office
My boss
The whole day, the card was inside my fist. I thought it was going to be lost from my side, so I took it with me everywhere. When night came, I grabbed my phone and dialed the number. It’s running and ringing. She said she’d be waiting until twelve. Before I cut the phone, a male voice came from another side, and everything stopped for a moment.
“H...”
“Hello.” Wait! How? It’s Olivia’s number. Then how? The voice I will never forget in my whole life.
“Who’s this?”
“Your nightmare.” My breath stops for a second. He’s trying to scare me. The flashes stop.
“Hello, it’s Olivia.”
“H..”
“Who’s this?”
“Hi, it’s Rose.”
“Rose, I’m waiting for your call to tell me your decision.” Why do I feel it’s Ronald’s voice? No, he’s not here.
“Olivia, who picked up your phone?”
“No one.” Why is she lying? It’s a male voice then, or maybe it’s my imagination.
“Are you there?”
“Actually, it’s yes from my side.”
I’m feeling uneasy since I can see a big structure with fifty floors in front of me. Glass that is pitch-black and damp with tiny drops of moisture. I accepted her offer very late at night, and now I wonder if that was the worst and worst choice I’ve ever made. Please assist me, Dad. I wear basic professional attire that I have, compared to the others around me nowadays. People in expensive suits enter and exit buildings all around me. It seems like the morning commute. But how should I approach somebody? Do I require a meeting? She instructed me to proceed immediately to floor 38. I’m really anxious because I’m being watched once more. I’m getting a bad vibe from them due to my attire. If someone is aware of me, then? Oh God However, I had already spoken, so I went inside without establishing eye contact. People are talking quietly in my ear. I hurried inside the elevator. I feel secure when I’m the only person in the room. My heartbeat increased as I ran, increasing with each stor
Never it can’t be Ronald is my boss. How can I be so foolish? The negative feeling when I looked at the pictures. The card R.P means Ronald Parker. The roses and shores are everywhere. The painting spread the feeling of betrayal. How much I’m blind right now? “I’m fucking asking you a question what the hell are you doing here?” My whole body vibrates with his bark. The horror I forgot in one year is now again covering me. The whole earth is shaking badly with his roar. “I.. I don’t know...” “Mr. Ronald, I’m sorry.” Olivia’s sudden voice stopped me. She’s standing in simple clothes. Ronald angry eyes running between us. The dark green eyes like a forest now turn deep darker. The rain that’s all coming in words. “Olivia where the fuck your cloths and who the hell she’s doing on your spot?” Olivia gave me an apology look. But I’m busy watching my shaking earth or trying to stand still. “Mr. Ronald, she’s your secretary now. I quit my job.” “I don’t think I signed any your fucking r
I’m in front of Ronald, standing here and seeming so foolish. He is aware of all my routines. Nothing has changed. He observed me constantly observing him. What should I do? After all, I came into a lovely man many years later who makes me want things for him. I became drenched thanks to him. I take a step back as he stands. “Miss Rose, would you kindly clarify if you were merely staring at me when you were seated?” Oh boy. My cheek is warm. Hot? What is that sensation? Once more, early memories. He’s approaching and is now in front of me. Lethal green eyes with eerie dark eyelashes. Flat, hard chest with an ideal body form. When he speaks, his rigid jaw clenches. I have a nightmare about this. “You’ve got a flush. Is this how you want to ensnare me once more in your foolish love?” When I looked up, I saw him. “I’m your boss Miss. Rose, so tell me one thing: is your work already done?” I make a puppy-like headshake. He gives me the willies. “What are you doing there, exactly?” On
“What happened?” Ronald’s sudden voice made me jump when I came outside. Today I won a little war against my fear. Marcus promised me not to spill the truth in front of Ronald. “You scared me.” “Not the first time.” He winked and I melted. “What did he say?” We both start walking. “Nothing, just some tests.” Nodding he grabbed my hand and pulled me with him but then with sudden awareness he stopped immediately. The warm feeling for a second I feel in my heart is now gone again. For a moment nothing happened around us. Me and Ronald Just Why is he so different from me now? Maybe it’s better for us that we keep our distance. “We need to go.” He left me alone and I’m standing watching him gone like before. Coming outside I found him already sitting in the car. As soon as I reached for the door he shut the door immediately. What the hell? “Arrange a ride for yourself.” Then his car was gone in fog. He’s so warm and so cruel. I chose to walk in the cold. Not the first time I’ve ha
Fuck Is she dizzy? Seriously? On me I immediately put her to bed after picking up her numb body in my arms and called Marcus. Did my seduction force her to pass out? But this isn’t the first time I’ve spoken to her in that manner. Okay, fine, it’s the first time since we met, but why? As I sit by her side, my gaze is constantly drawn to her pallid face. She seems so different now. The finest part came when Olivia told me she was working for me, which was the first time I noticed my fury rising to such a high level. My mind was racing with ideas of how to weaken her. My revenge is what I’m thinking, but she convinces me of her transformation in just one day. Broken Miserable Scared She always acts so frightened around me. I couldn’t find a single smile on her face. What has become of her? She only says yes, sir, or no, sir. She always has me on the verge of losing control. Her scent was terrible. Her heart is full of icy She is a gorgeous, stunning, and alluring woman. Her
“Wow, Ronald, that’s amazing. You have a lot of drama. I initially believed it was me, but today you reveal your actual self.” Jessie joins me in the car and starts clapping. Why does it sting now that I’ve seen her cry? “Stop it.” “You have to stop, you jackass. What in the world?” “So you and I are at odds over her.” When she turned her head away, the car became silent. “I don’t know Ronald, but she’s got a problem. She has undergone significant changes. Her behavior did not reflect her actions. She is quite frightened and uneasy with us.” Yes, it is the only difference I have noticed since she re-entered my life. “Let me at least defend her.” I find myself laughing and cannot control it. Jessie gave me a perplexed expression. “You believe she needs to be protected? You believe I allowed you to defend her from me. Remember that you are my little sister and take your place. Don’t approach her. Her terrible luck has already begun.” She gave me an extremely angry expression. “You
“Who called you, huh?” Some of my colleagues were reported to be trapped in a fire by a caller from a business. Our business is accountable for making sure their home is secure. It is our corporate residence. When I realized it was Rose, my panic surfaced. She would occasionally appear in my dreams, and I would be overcome with fear of her. The name makes the world stop. “Faster.” She’s in danger. The fire contains her. Oh no, I’m to blame. Theo travels quickly on deserted highways. As soon as the car arrived, I jumped out and hurried towards her apartment as quickly as I could. My eyes rose as I saw her apartment. On her level, there is smoke everywhere. I hurried towards her apartment up the stairs. People were standing everywhere, and a long corridor was shrouded in a cloud of black smoke. I have come to a complete stop. If something happened, “Leave straight away.” Theo, my security chief, cleared the area. Inside, a few people are conversing with one another. Why the hell not?
NoNeverNow, where am I?When I woke up, I was with Ronald. The way we're sleeping—holding each other in arms—makes my world come to a complete stop. My head was still in shock as I first tried to recall what had happened. The last time I heard it, I was in the kitchen and thought someone was in my house.I initially believed I was hallucinating, but nobody was there. A blast occurred in my kitchen as soon as I entered my bedroom to conduct a search. I was shocked when I came out of bed and noticed flames in my kitchen. My veins were once again attacked by a shock that had been there all along. I have experienced suffering alone before. But when I see a hazy figure standing in front of me before everything goes black, it's something entirely different.Another shock is already overwhelming me. The arms of Ronald encircle me. He is stroking me. Only he attempted to touch me. His arms are around me, and our bodies are in close proximity. I held my breath and looked for a searing sensation