The desire to mark her as his.

Vladimir couldn't fall asleep, he tossed and turned on his bed again and again but sleep wouldn't come. No, how could he do it? Luxiana seemed very sad and also disappointed by his earlier response. But how could he take advantage of her so with impunity, she represents all that is purest and most sacred in his eyes. He would like to fulfill his needs, his desires, and even his darkest and unmentionable desires with her. But he respects her too much, she is much more than that in his eyes. He can't use her that way.

She deserves respect.

But apparently, she didn't understand it and unfortunately felt insulted. How can she think she disgusts him? It is the opposite, his Luxiana, his star, his light in the darkness that has filled his life in recent centuries. He doesn't want to hurt her. The reason why he does not give way to his most basic desires is that he doesn't want people to misunderstand him and even think that she's just worth feeding.

He sighed getting up from hi