Chapter Thirty-Three

I know what l said but some part of me was afraid that IF he's not drafted for the NFL and then he realizes that myself and Kayla shut the door for him to get that chance. Praying was a once in a while thing like everyday but not every hour like l was doing today.

What IF they give a preposition that says no baby , no girlfriend with baby maybe we can work it out. And that will be his only chance to actually play in the NFL l mean l know l am one in a kind but there's someone who's more perfect than me. And if he believes he will meet her then dear Mary my life has been ruined.

"Kira." I am brought back to reality by El shaking me.

Looking at my surrounding, l was in the cafeteria and how the hell did l even reach there, and to my left Chris wasn't there his usual seat.

Oh my God he's rethinking his decision ,why is this happening to me.

"You thinking of the NFL draft ain't you." El asks

"Aren't you." I ask trying to shift attention.

"I am ,l mean we are besties, they besties and the