Nicole;At the end of the meeting, I've made considerable progress in getting to know the employees of the Galaxy. Alex did a good job of ignoring me throughout the meeting, only talking to me when it was absolutely necessary. It's almost amusing considering I don't even know what he's brooding about. It's evident that his brother's visit has had some kind of effect on his mood and that's getting me even more curious. Why have I never heard of this Ray, even when we were together? And what's him and Alex's relationship like? That doesn't seem like the kind of information I can just ask anybody. My best bet would be Carina but…. that's definitely not possible. I'm going to have to rely on itty-bitty office gossip.I pack up my things and get ready to leave for the day. It's just a little past 6:30pm and a small smile spreads on my face as I realize that this has been my most productive day so far at the Galaxy. Something about productivity really gets me happy. There's a small knock on
Nicole;I smoothen down the front of my dress and glance at the mirror nervously. A dinner event he said, and now I'm stuck wondering if I might be just a tad over dressed or way too underdressed. After much deliberation, I had decided on a long sleeved, tight fitting black dress with a flattering thumb hook, paired with a pair of crystal clear heels and a silver purse. Much against my will, I find my mind drifting to thoughts of Alex often, wondering what he would think. I shouldn't care what he thinks, I'm not dressing up for him…..or am I? I shake the thought off and run my fingers through my sleek bob. The past week has been really intense for me and the evidence sits heavy under my eyes, now covered by concealer thankfully. I had been determined to work hard and I did just that, promptly meeting up with every deadline. As expected, not once had Alex commended me. I didn't even know a part of me had actually been waiting for his compliments till I didn't receive them. Instead, he
Nicole;I ignore the pounding of my heart as I eye him. No, it's not possible. This man here possibly can't know me and Alex's history."The employees of the Galaxy are one of the most capable in the industry. So what about you made him drag you all the way from your previous company?". I feel the telltale prickle of nervousness in my under arms. Jared flashes me a wide smile. "I just had to see that for myself". My mouth tightens into a line and I jut my chin defiantly."And have you seen what you wanted to see?". I ask coldly. It's a surprise when he bursts into outright laughter. I feel my nerves fray at him in annoyance but I maintain my poise and stare him down coldly. "Oh I have". He says in between guffaws. "Alex has always liked the fiery kittens. That, we have in common at least. I definitely see why he had to have you". His choice of words make me uneasy but I look away before I give any emotions away."It's only for a year so you can quit going on about it"."I know that t
Nicole;I feel the nervousness roil in my stomach as we approach the party room. The soft sound of classic music drifts towards us as we make our closer and suddenly, I'm glad I have someone beside me in the form of a physical support. I really wouldn't have wanted to walk into this room all alone. With onle last reassuring smile at me, Jared and I make our way in.There's a significant shift in atmosphere. I'm standing in a room with one of the most powerful business people and damn, I can feel it. There's suddenly a classy, opulent feel to even the air we are breathing. The wealthy aura in the room is so strong that for a moment I have to pause in my steps and take in a deep breath. I might not fit in but this is my product they are investing into. I'm pretty significant here in my own way. The party room is vast, much bigger than I expected and the lighting has been made just perfect for the atmosphere. Ornate chandeliers and lamps cast soft golden hues across the room so that it's
Nicole;I try to have as much fun as possible, mingling in all the right places and saying all the right things. These people are all alike I realize. Every single conversation of theirs revolves around only one thing, money. I do love money but for a minute here, things are begin to get suffocating. I'm desperate for a change of topic. I just want to normal conversations with normal people. Apparently I've discovered one more thing about myself by working for the Galaxy. I hate gatherings like this. I'm fine working behind the scenes, researching ingredients, conducting and supervising projects and even doing tons of paper work, but this social part of it tires me out heavily. In my former company, I never had to attend these things. We were the backstage fingers, and we were contented with being just that. Or at least I was.Every now and then, I've caught sight of Alex and each time, he had his eyes fixed on me like a hawk, his face still as unreadable as piece of rock. I can't tel
Nicole;The car ride home is silent, the tension in the car so thick it could be sliced with a knife. Today's the closest we've ever gotten to discussing our past but yet again, we somehow deftly evaded it. My spine is rigid and stiff against the seat's backrest, my hands lightly clenched on my lap. I stare ahead into the lit night, my face stoic and my mouth hard. I'm anxiously waiting for him to say something…. anything. He doesn't. We pull up into the driveway of my home and I immediately push the door open, stepping out before the engine has even died down. It's blissful to feel the cold night breeze on my face again. I hear the door on the driver's side open too but I pay no attention to him as he climbs out of the car. I march forward towards the door, my body taut with the effort of containing my emotions. I'm fumbling in my purse for my keys with shaky hands when I feel his presence beside me. He must be daft as hell if he thinks I'll invite him inside. I pull the key out of
Nicole; I'm just rounding up for the day when I get a call from Ray. That's unusual. For the whole of the previous week, he attempted to get us on a date multiple times but I'd deftly evaded. This week has been no different. Today's is Thursday and I would have thought he's given up. Apparently not. I hit the receive button. "Ray….hi". "Nicole….. it's been a while hasn't it?". I don't think so. It was just yesterday he was all up my phone trying to take me out. But of course I don't tell him that. "It sure has". I'm not in the mood for small talk and I'm making that as clear as possible. "Are you done for the day?". He asks bluntly. At least I'm glad he's going straight to the point. "Actually, I'm not…..". "Carina says you leave around 8. I'm pretty sure her information is accurate". Carina? What the hell is she doing spilling unnecessary information about me? And to Ray? "Oh….. that's rather….informative of her". "I'll be waiting for you downstairs". I'm just about to come
Nicole;Little dregs of sleep extend their wispy fingers to me and it takes all I have not to give in to them. I push up from my seat and walk over to the coffeemaker, pouring myself a cup aggressively. I do not bother using any creamer or sugar, I need the coffee black and strong to stay awake. Kicking off my heels, I roll my shoulders and pad barefooted to my floor length window, pulling the blinds open to reveal the view below. I've never been able to get over the beauty of the city lights, it's one thing from my childhood that has followed me into adulthood. The city flourishes all around me, bright twinkling lights adorning the dark blanket of the night. It's simply beautiful.It used to be a means of escape. As they had their way with me, I'd shut my eyes tight and imagine I was somewhere else, somewhere up high, flying over the beautiful city. Or perhaps on the beach, the waves crashing against my feet and the wind in my hair. And I made a promise to myself. One day, I'd escape