BivianneMonths went by like a blur. We are back to school again. Yeshua and I had the opportunity to tour our new school for the next four years. And luckily, we're classmates. I have nothing to lose from his hyper-an.But I guess it's also okay. At least, I already knew someone on the first day of class. But it will also mean that my potential rival will be in the same class with me. Not that she cares about that. And when we were young, we were really rivals."Are you going somewhere else?" she asked."No more. Are you hungry? We haven't had lunch yet.""Because I was supposed to go somewhere. If you're hungry, you can have lunch first.""It's okay. Are you long?”He shook his head. "I'm just for a moment. I'll sign up in the futsal team. Do you want it too?”I glared at him. "Here you go again.""What?" He laughed softly. “I'm asking a genuine question. No coercion. I just remembered how much fun you had the last time we played. I just thought I could finally convince you.""Actua
BivianneAs I expected, both Oxem and I were busy at school. We rarely see each other but we have video calls every night. We often say nothing to each other. We just had our phones on while we were doing something.But even if I'm busy, I can do it. The tasks are not that heavy, especially because we are only first years. Yeshua and I always went to school together. Every time I have lunch and even every time I study in the library.Just like today where I'm reading for our subject later. That's all, Yeshua has a manga and that's what he's reading. As far as I remember, it's a Japanese comics. Because he likes watching anime."Yesh," I called him."Hmm?" He did not take his eyes off what he was reading."I want to join your team."“Okay.”It was a few seconds before he looked at me warningly. He even slightly hit the reading on the table so it made a noise. Some students looked at me but immediately apologized."Did I hear correctly? Will you join? You? In futsal?”I'm just tired. "Y
BivianneToday's our first official match. Since he is only an intrams, the only one we can compete with is the other department. This morning, our first team is against educ. Later in the afternoon it was against engineering.We were just watching the previous game. We are already dressed and just waiting for it to be over. When it was almost over, the coach called us to warm up. We only kick the ball on one side because of the crowd.After we finished warming up, I was surprised when someone covered my eyes. I immediately grabbed the hand that covered me and smiled."Oxem, come on. If I didn't know your hand, I might have elbowed you earlier."He laughed softly before removing his hands. “Good then. If someone else covers your eyes, kick them immediately."I hugged him. "What about your morning? Don't you have school?""It's also intrams at our school so there are no classes. They said we will just support our classmates who will play.""Hey, why are you here? Are you in my class?”
BivianneIntramurals are only one week. That's why the days go by so quickly. Our department is one of the ones that entered the semi-finals against the IT department. Today is the last day of intramurals, so the finals will be held tomorrow afternoon.Whoever wins today will be the opponent of the CSER department or the College of Sports, Exercise and Recreation.Honestly, I don't expect us to win against CSER later. The only thing that motivates me right now is that somehow, we have a chance to be 2nd place. It's not bad anymore.But we've seen IT play before and they're really good too. They are the ones who made everything difficult at CSER in the past few days. And we will surely have a hard time too."Can Oxem come?" Yeshua asked."He said he's going to the finals later," I answered. "Today is the finals of his classmates so he is there to support."He gasped. "He supported the others but he didn't go to you who he was courting.""Nevermind. We will win today so he can watch lat
"I shouldn’t have hoped too much. If I didn’t do that, I wouldn’t be this disappointed now. If I didn’t expect earlier, I wouldn’t be this down now.I tried convincing myself that everything's okay. Remember what Oxem said? This is my dream. It has nothing to do with my studies, so I shouldn’t be afraid. But those words from mom earlier just covered that up.She doesn’t want a half-baked result, let alone a failing outcome. We lost to CSER. There’s no retaking it. I’m still a loser. I’ll surely be punished when she finds out. And she might find out soon.“Hey.” Yeshua and Oxem approached me immediately after the game. They both looked concerned. Even though Yeshua was exhausted, she managed to check on me.Actually, we’re all exhausted. We gave our all. I almost stumbled chasing the ball earlier. But all that was a waste of effort. We didn’t even manage to take the lead. That’s how strong the opponent is. Or this is how weak our team is.“I’m okay,” I convinced them. “I just need some
BivianneI shouldn't have hoped too much. If I hadn't done that, I wouldn't have been so disappointed. If I didn't hope earlier, I wouldn't be this down now.I'm trying to convince myself that it's okay. Remember what Oxem said? This is my dream. It has nothing to do with my studies so I shouldn't be afraid. But that was just covered by mom's words to me earlier.She doesn't want a half-baked result, let alone a failing outcome. CSER lost us. There's no retaking it. I'm still a loser. I will be punished again for sure when he finds out. And it is not unlikely that he will know immediately."Hey." Yeshua and Oxem immediately approached me when the game ended. They were both worried. Even though Yeshua was very tired, he still managed to see my condition.Actually, we're all exhausted. We gave our all. I was almost buzzing chasing the ball earlier. But all that was a waste of effort. We weren't even able to make a profit earlier. That's how strong the opponent is. Or this is how weak ou
BivianneI was biting my nails while looking at the clock. And when it struck two in the morning, I peeked out of my room. I made sure Pinky didn't come back because I told her not to disturb my studies. He will surely be next.And at this time, Chester's guard is definitely not that tight. At this time, he was smoking in the garden downstairs while looking out the window of my room.That's why I have a window in the bathroom to go out to escape. I also told Oxem where to wait for me. After I arranged everything inside my room, I went straight to the bathroom where the long blanket that I rolled up to make a tie was waiting.Because I'm not that fat and tall I fit through the window. I had to wear really thin clothes because my body was just right. Our window here is small.I peeked to see if there was anyone before I went out. Because my bathroom window was at the back, I didn't see any guards. There is also a high wall here, so it is impossible for a thief to climb. Not to mention s
Bivianne"What are we going to do now?" I asked while still hugging him. "Looks like mom really wants us to be apart, given that she sent someone to spy on you too."He continued caressing my arm. “You don't have to worry. We're not giving up, right? It's just like a long distance relationship. We can still talk to each other. Sneak out like this.”I smiled but it didn't reach my eyes. “But I don't like this. I can't even tell everyone about us.""Nothing wrong with that, too. It would be better if our relationship was private. It's not necessary for everyone to know about 'tin as long as we have feelings for each other."That's when I finally smiled. I looked up to see him. But before I could speak we heard a violent knock from the door.We quickly sat down and were overcome with nervousness. We looked at each other before he stood up. "Stay here. I'll see who it is."I pulled him by the arm. "But what if one of mom's men is outside?""I'll tell them I'm alone." He kissed me again on