Chapter 23

Bivianne

I shouldn't have hoped too much. If I hadn't done that, I wouldn't have been so disappointed. If I didn't hope earlier, I wouldn't be this down now.

I'm trying to convince myself that it's okay. Remember what Oxem said? This is my dream. It has nothing to do with my studies so I shouldn't be afraid. But that was just covered by mom's words to me earlier.

She doesn't want a half-baked result, let alone a failing outcome. CSER lost us. There's no retaking it. I'm still a loser. I will be punished again for sure when he finds out. And it is not unlikely that he will know immediately.

"Hey." Yeshua and Oxem immediately approached me when the game ended. They were both worried. Even though Yeshua was very tired, he still managed to see my condition.

Actually, we're all exhausted. We gave our all. I was almost buzzing chasing the ball earlier. But all that was a waste of effort. We weren't even able to make a profit earlier. That's how strong the opponent is. Or this is how weak ou