All Chapters of Chasing Broken Desires: Chapter 21 - Chapter 30
51 Chapters
Tired Of Waiting For Love
It is the day after a weekend spent with Tyler in absolute bliss. The wedding was breathtaking and so were the moments of intimacy that I spent in his arms. The way he held me and the way he made me feel was once a reminder of the feelings that we both share but are yet too afraid to mention. Yes, every minute of the weekend that we shared together was against all our rules, though we did not seem to care at all for we broke them over and over again without any fail. What else is breaking them without fail, is waking up this morning with his glorious sight next to me.He is lying next to me with his body completely exposed; he is still sleeping. He looks so innocent; under that facade is a hungry man. A man wanting love just as bad as I do. His body screams perfection. Behind those closed lids are the most beautiful brown eyes that can see straight into your soul. A perfect chiseled jaw, a tantalizing bronze skin, a chest so hot it can melt butter, his rippled abs beg to be t
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Giving Up On Your Dreams
I am going back to the city; I am done with this town. I am done with Tyler; I am tired of waiting for him. I am tired of waiting for Tyler to tell me how he really feels. He cannot tell me that he loves me, he is too damn scared to get the words out of his mouth. The fact is, he will never tell me what he really feels for me. He is so hung up on what Clara did to him that he cannot see what is right in front of his eyes. I have been here waiting and waiting and I will wait forever. I am done with Tyler Moore. I am not waiting for him any longer. It is time I go back to where my real home is. So as I get home, and I start packing, then I hear Tyler bursting through the front door. I guess he has discovered what I have done with Clara. Well, does it truly look like I care? “Jenna!” His voice comes rumbling as he starts racing up the stairs. I only but turn away from him and carry on packing, “Tyler just leave me alone.” He steps
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Game of Cat And Mouse
It's been a month since I left that town, which name I still cannot say. Living in this horribly overpriced hotel room is completely my own fault. There have been so many house showings that I have gone to, but I still do not want to buy into one and settle down. I hate everything about this city. Of all the places in this world, this is one of the last places I want to be in.The only good thing in my life that has happened so far is my new job. I decided to get a job to help me pass the time and make me not fall apart. I am the new sex columnist for the magazine where Tyler and I got some of our ideas from. I figured that if I can not have mind-blowing sex every day, at least I can write about it.This morning I came up with a better solution for my living arrangements. It's bold and definitely crazy, I might even regret it, but I don't care; I don't want to be in this city.So I pick up my phone and dial his number.“Luke.”
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Close Call
It is my first day in my new home. This is the first thing that I have ever had that I can call my own. The home that I lived in with Brendan belonged to my parents. Living with Tyler was short, and it was in his home too. This is my own“Fuck. I did not think about furniture.”I need help, but asking anyone for help is taking a risk. My only friends are back in Tyler's town, only other person I know is Luke, but I really don't know him that well“What the fuck was that?”I felt a sensation shoot over my body at the mention of Luke's name, a sensation I know all about, a sensation I write about it every day.“No way in hell, Jenna!”I am just imagining it, I am lonely, and I need a friend. Seeing Tyler has just opened up a bunch of raw feelings. It has awakened my insatiable sex drive again.I find Luke back at his office.“Luke.”
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Playing With Fire
That was close, even closer than before. I love that thrill, that thrill of almost being caught. It is almost as good as the thrill I get having sex. Maybe not almost; I enjoy pushing my body to its limits.I make it back home in the fastest time I think it is even possible. I make it just in time for dinner with Luke.“Jenna.”“Yes, Luke”“Did you sort your furniture out?”“No, Tyler showed up.”“He never is in town so much. Guess he will come past here soon.”“I don't want to talk about him.”“Dinner is almost ready. Do you want to sit out on the deck?”“Sure, it is a nice evening outside.”“How can you write about sex if you are not currently having any sex?”“Who says I'm not?”“How were you writing yesterday then? Unless if you were fucking me and I did not know about it.
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Tripping Into Town
My head feels as if it has collided with a bus. Why did I drink so much, when did I drink so much? I am just going to lay here for another five minutes; then I will go hunt for some painkillers   "The painkillers are next to you."   "What the fuck."   Is sit up straight; since this was the first night I stayed with Luke, I am not sure if this is my bed or not. I am leaning towards no.   "Did I say that out loud?"   "Yes, you did."   "Fuck."   "Do you make a habit of it?"   "A habit of what?"   "Saying things out loud?"   "Yes, it can be a bit awkward at times."   I try to sum up the situation. I have definitely got no clothes on; I look at Luke, he is naked from his waist up, I wonder what is happening from the waist down.   "If you ar
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The Truth Behind The Truth
...Tyler POV... "You just missed them, Tyler." "Was it her?" "Yes, she was with Luke." "For fuck sakes." "Do you know where they were off too?" "Something about her meeting her mother in town." "Her mother is dead." Just as I pull onto the main road into town, I see them in the rearview mirror going out of town from the linin sho. "Where are they?" "You just missed them." "Where are they going?" "They are going to Luke’s house." "For fuck sakes. He is dead." I met this woman; in fact, woman is not enough to describe how exquisite she is. I found her in her car on the side of a deserted road in a wedding dress, listening to Brittney with no gas in her tank.  
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The Final Confession
I have been back for a month now. My relationship with Tyler is going absolutely nowhere. Although he has attempted it a couple of times, he can still not say it. He phones regularly to have phone sex, but otherwise, I do not really see him. I wish he would just come around now. My perfect life is not turning out to be so perfect after all. I am still staying with Luke, whom I have grown quite fond of, a friendship fond of way. I must admit it has been really hard not to lose myself in him. Work has not so great either, I have lost inspiration, and I have no actual sexual experience to write about. There is only so much phone sex and kissing you can have before it becomes boring There is a town fare thing happening in Tyler's town today, and we have been invited. I think it is Tyler's excuse to check up on me and see what my relationship with Luke is like "You have no idea how that thing is making my
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The Truth Does Not Set You Free
So I have just landed my ass into jail, and I do not regret it the least bit. Given the chance, I would do it again; the next time, I will break something more permanent. The only thing I do regret is sitting next to me, Luke. He did not want me to spend the night here alone, so he punched Tyler; I must say there is a part of me that enjoyed it."Jenna, please lay down on my lap and get some rest.""But what about you, Luke?""I am fine. I am worried about you.""I am sorry.""Don't be; she had it coming.""But now you stuck in here with me.""I was not going to leave you in here alone.""What is going to happen to us?""We will find out in the morning. Now lay down."I lay my head down on Luke's lap. His one hand is resting on my side; the other is caressing my cheek. His hand is soft and gentle; it is sending a warm feeling throughout my body, it is not the warmth you get from a blanket but the warmth you get fr
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Caught In Between Honesty
When I wake up, I am alone in Luke's bed. I lied to Tyler yesterday; I never did have sex with Luke; last night was the first time. We should not have, but we did. The hardest part now is not to face each other; it is me having to face Tyler. I have broken the trust that Tyler has in me; even though we are apart, it has never really sunk into my head yet.Making my way downstairs, I get to the kitchen; Luke is not here either. He has left a note; even before I read it, my head goes into a flat spin. Has he left me, is he running away from me, is he avoiding me, can he really not face me? Then it hits me hard in my chest; I can almost not breathe, he regrets it.I prepare myself for the worst and open the note."If you are reading this, it is means I am not here."I do not want to read the rest of it; I crumple it up and toss it to the bin. The part of me that cares about Luke rips apart from my heart and shatters. I drop to the cold kitchen floor and curl
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