Erika's POVI fell into a deep sleep and it was at four o’clock in the morning when I woke up. My body hadn’t gotten used to life not being the Gamma. Because of years of rogue hunting, I couldn’t fall asleep anymore. So I stared at the ceiling blankly.A lot was going on in my heart at the thought that my life had changed so much in just a few days. In the former pack, I spent most of my time in the training ground. But now, I didn’t even know where their training ground was.I closed my eyes and thought about what to do next. I couldn't summon weapons and I couldn't escape for now. I had failed several times. I might go crazy if I ever went through another swing from ecstasy to despair. This time, I needed to be super patient and made him believe that I wouldn’t escape anymore.My phone vibrated. It was a message."Erika, Are you awake now? How is it going? I’m about to start my first rogue-hunting. I wonder if I can get any advice from you. Charles announced that I was the new Gamm

Erika's POVThat was ... unexpected.He apologized to me.I didn't know how to react because I was also violent on him.Before I mind-linked him anything, he pulled meHe bought some other dresses for me and some necklaces to match the dresses. Now I understood that he tried to make up for me in this way.After shopping, he took me for lunch."I’m happy that the Moon Goddess made us mates so that I could take good care of you. Honestly, I enjoy it," Derek said as he cut the steak and fed me.We were in a fancy hotel with someone playing violin behind us. It seemed quite weird because most of the time we were together, we were either fighting or keeping silent. Now I realized that he was taking me out on a date.Soon a waiter came up with a bottle of red wine.He poured a glass of wine for himself and began to drink.I want a cup of wine. I mind-linked him."No, you can’t." he rejected flatly.Why? Was he so dominant that he wouldn’t even allow me to drink alcohol?"Because of your inj

Erika's POVI felt down being ignored by Derek. I should be happy that he accepted my suggestion, but I didn't feel as satisfied as I thought. He might be savage and cruel, but it was the first time he ignored me. We just came back from dating and it seemed that we could finally stop fighting each other and sat together to talk peacefully. But I ruined it. I did the right thing but I felt bad about myself.Maybe nothing would be right before I got out of this hell place.The teaching began in the afternoon, which I enjoyed very much. Angel learned very quickly and she was talented a

Erika's POVWhen the kiss ended, I leaned against his chest. Now I knew why I couldn’t defeat him. His breath was still regular while I was panting.He carried me in a bridal way and went back to the house."Do you think Angel can win?" he asked.Yes, I’m pretty confident. She is born to be a fighter. I mind-linked him. Just like me."I’m happy to hear that. I don’t want you to be punished. By th

Erika's POVI looked in that direction. Derek opened the door, rushed over, and hugged me in his arms. Honestly, I didn’t feel bad being blamed by Emma and questioned by Carl. I didn’t worry about the meeting and the vote at all. But the moment he held me in his arms, I felt bitter and had the urge to cry.He carried me in his arms, sat on the sofa, and patted me on my head.I messed it up and get you in trouble, right? I leaned against his chest and asked. I looked up and saw the dark circles under his eyes. Suddenly, a sense of guilt seized me. He had been very busy th