All Chapters of The Pain Of Rejection: Chapter 21 - Chapter 30
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Chapter 21: Madoka Arata
I enjoyed three more days of my renewed freedom. If one could call living with a depressed wolf half enjoyable. My wolf was increasingly a miserable mess, and I could not stop myself from thinking about the stubborn brick wall fate had tried to stick me with. She was bringing me down and making dealing with the human customers excruciatingly difficult. I had no appetite and ate only to ward off the pangs of hunger. Even though I did not care about that stranger who was my mate in the slightest, she was well and truly fixated on him. It was actually worse than when that jerk alphas discarded us because back then I had my wolf's steady strength to fall back on. She had been upset, but it had stemmed from her territorial pride and her love of pack, not like this. I had only one friendly co-worker I kept at arm's length who knew nothing about the truth of my nature. This time, it was like the ground was crumbling beneath me and it was up to me to cling on alone with my paltry human st
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Chapter 22: Can't Deny the Bond
I was tired of fighting the pull towards my mate and my reason for doing it looked—and felt—more and more ridiculous. Madoka’s hands were on my hips, but they swept down lower to cup my ass through my jeans and I moaned against him. His fingers trailed lower and brushed between my legs lightly to teased me more. I ran my hands under his shirt and felt the ridges of his muscles under my fingertips. He released my mouth and breathed into my ear. "I want to mark you," he whispered huskily. It was so soon, but I did not care. So much of our time had already been wasted, and if he really was invested enough to want to mark me, what reason did I have to disagree? "Do it." His mouth kissed his way down my neck, and his canines extended and bit down into my flesh. The pain was irrelevant, because at the same time came a flood of connections I had been missing, not only since being expelled from Blackmore, but for my entire life. It was like the pack bond, except a million times more poten
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Chapter 23: Accepted
Madoka lay on my bed with his arms crossed behind his head like he belonged there—who was I kidding, he probably did—unconcerned that he was naked as he watched me gather a few things for the night. I said stay over, but realistically, I doubted I would be leaving, if things kept going in this direction. Seriously, we were marked and mated, and I could barely wrap my head around it. He pulled on his clothes once I was nearly ready. I watched the way his muscles flexed as he moved, and heat built inside of me at the memory of what we had just done together. It was mind-blowingly good. A grin split his face as he met my eyes and moved closer to tower over me. "What are you thinking about?" "Nothing too exciting," I lied, although I didn't expect him to believe me. "Mmm. Is that so?" he asked, toying with a stray black curl. "No." Madoka smiled. "I want to get you home, first." "Home?" "Yeah. My pack. Our pack." His confidence broke for just a second, and he looked v
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Chapter 24: Fitting in
"The way I figure it, I could have had you about three dozen times since then if we had just gotten along from the beginning," he said, his tone teasingly serious."You're saying more than four times a day?" I asked, pointing out his exaggeration."What? Do you think we could fit in more? As much as I'd like to stay in bed all day every day with you, the pack does need me sometimes."I just laughed at his absurdity until he grew solemn."The pack will need you, too. If you're willing. I'm not going to try to force you into the traditional luna roll. It's unlikely that our pack will have any major standing in our lifetimes, but the plan is that in the future, it'll grant safety and support to a lot of people who haven't had it easy."His sudden seriousness drew me in, and I hung on his words. The idea of being a luna—something that had once filled me with pleasure and purpose—now left a sour taste lingering in my mouth and anxiety curling in my stomach.But, if I didn't step up, I was
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Chapter 25: A pack to Start
Dealing with complaining humans the next day was harder than usual. I had tolerated them in my quest for survival, but now that I was getting out of there and would have more important pack based problems to deal with, each petty complaint was more tedious than ever.They weren't all bad, of course. Most humans were nice or at least neutral. They were basically just weak wolf-less werewolves, otherwise not that different from myself. I didn't mind getting things from the back or showing people things they couldn't find, but the rude entitled ones…They just got my wolf's back up and it was hard not to snap at them. Literally or figuratively.Still, I got through my shift and put in my two week's notice. After that, I called my landlord and told him I would be leaving. I thanked both profusely, because they had given me a chance when I had been really low.Ben, the wolf Jason had sent along, came along to my little apartment, and I began to pack up some of my things. He was helpful and
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Chapter 26: Off to Club
That night, Madoka and I lay together, both lost in our own thoughts. It was not awkward, just peaceful. He stroked my back absently, while I tried to organise my plans for the next day in my mind. I was pretty sure I could shave off some expenses if I started digging around, freeing up resources for other needs.Madoka's voice broke me from my thoughts."Since I met you, I've thought a lot about what I should have said differently in those first moments."Was that what he had been thinking about? I had lost my anger about that around the moment he had marked me and proved how serious he was. I was curious, though. "And what have you come up with?""Nothing.""Nothing?" That was anticlimactic."I would have said nothing. Instead I should have picked you up and carried you to my bed. It would have saved a lot of time. We could have talked about everything afterwards."I poked him, and scowled jokingly."That probably would not have gone as well as you're imagining it would have.""No?
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Chapter 27: First Dance
The drive to town didn't feel very long, because Madoka let Yuu drive, and I sat next to him in the backseat. He kept trying to run his hand up my skirt, and I laughed and swatted him away every time. "I think I'm going to vomit, and I've barely drank anything," Parker complained, shooting Madoka a look over his shoulder. "Need me to pull over?" Yuu offered. "No, I'm making a point, Yuu." Yuu shrugged. "Don't worry about them. Hopefully, that'll be us someday soon." He had a wistful note in his voice I couldn't miss. I suddenly felt guilty for our antics. I so easily remembered being that mateless wolf, and the way all the happy mated couples had made me feel hollow inside, even when I hadn't been willing to admit it. How much worse might it be for Yuu since he knew his mate but couldn't locate her? I smacked Madoka's hand again and shot him a serious look. "This is probably depressing for them." "I waited so long for you, babe. But maybe you have a point." "Be good,
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Chapter 28: A Surprise
Madoka and I danced, lost in the beat, and the world faded away from all around us. Before long, we were kissing, completely enthralled with each other. Somewhere outside of my conscious thoughts, Yuhan had excused himself from dancing, and Parker and Pinky had completely disappeared. Her friends had scattered and were dancing with other humans. The music tempo changed to a slower song, and I wrapped my arms around Madoka’s neck. His hands were on my ass, just barely, and I could feel how hard he was against my stomach. He was definitely ready to get home. His voice broke into my mind. "Parker just said he left with your friend." "Okay, I'm just going to ask it out loud. Is she his mate?" "He didn't say." "Well, do you think he is?" "If I had to guess...yes." "So how will we handle a human mate in the pack?" I wondered. While everyone had heard of human mates, they were rare enough that I had never met anyone who had one. There hadn't been any in Blackmore, unless someone
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Chapter 29: Regrets
Jace's Point of ViewI laid in bed while watching Megan sleeping. She was still beautiful with her long blond hair, blue eyes, perky nose and full lips, but I couldn't help comparing her to Carrie.It had been years and the bond was still already broken. At times, my heart would ache because I knew Carrie was probably doing fine with her new mate, Alpha Diesel. My wolf was no longer speaking to me and refused to shift. I could only hear its painful howls asking for his mate.I had problems sleeping, eating and functioning. Even if the bond was broken, the connection between us was still there. The truth was, Megan had confessed to me about her being pregnant the night that I was supposed to meet my mate. I was confused. Megan and I decided to not get pregnant until we’re sure we were mates. But imagine the night when I learned that Carrie was my mate and the news of Megan becoming pregnant, I was so lost that I chose Megan over my bestfriend. I wanted my fated mate but I couldn’t
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Chapter 30: Wanting to have Mate
Madoka's POVEverything was going really well.Carrie took to the Luna position better than I could have hoped. She had a determined way of approaching a task, whether it was trying to convince me to eat healthier, cut back on pack expenses, or make my home as uncomfortable as possible out of pure spite, like back when I had first stupidly confined her there. As frustrating as the situation had been at the time, I smiled at that memory now that we were past the worst of our troubles.I hadn't been looking for my mate, so she had caught me completely off guard when she had turned up. My first sight of her had stopped my breathing, and my brain along with it. Smooth skin, untamed black curls, and brown eyes that were full of challenge and determination.Somewhere in the back of my mind I had always known that she was out there somewhere, but I was in no rush to find her since my pack was so new and undeveloped and not nearly as well protected as I wanted it to be. My deepest unspoken fe
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