All Chapters of The Pain Of Rejection: Chapter 41 - Chapter 50
114 Chapters
Chapter 41: A Visitor
Another busy day in the pack had passed, buried in paperwork relating to our hearing at the Alpha Assembly. Madoka was utterly sick of dealing with it, and while I seemed to have a bit more patience, I wasn't far behind him. The whole thing was just nitpicking, when I had actual important work I could have been doing instead.Still, the consolation of my long day was the hour when I finally went back to bed with Madoka. As always, he pleased me like I had never even imagined was possible, and afterwards pulled me close to him. My heart ached sweetly, and made me want to profess dangerous sentiments that I didn't know how I could already feel. I'd barely known him more than a month, and already I felt like I couldn't manage without him. I knew that it was the bond, but was it only the bond? Did it even matter if it was or not?I turned my head to look at him. I didn't think I'd ever get tired of that perfect face, of looking at it, of kissing it.He raised an eyebrow to go along with
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Chapter 42: Secrets
MADOKA'S POV I showed Nami and her mate around the territory. It wasn't much yet, the setup was rudimentary with many of the pack members living in temporary shelters. No one complained. The former rogues who joined my pack tended to be the ones who were more stable and therefore better capable of adjusting to pack life, but they had still been shaped by their years as unattached rogues. Unlike my mate who had managed to build a life for herself in human society, many didn't have the control and ability to risk passing among the humans, so once they were thrown from their packs they had little choice but to make do in the wilds. As depressing as it sounded, trailers, campers, or even tents in a decently secure permanent location was an upgrade for many of them. Carrie's life amongst the humans was just another sign of how amazing my gorgeous mate was, not that I didn't have plenty of reasons to think that besides. More and more I appreciated how she had this way of organizing thing
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Chapter 43: Heat
It was great seeing my former pack mate and meeting her mate, but Andrea's near constant stream of words did start to get a bit tiring at a certain point. How she managed to talk without breathing was a mystery to me. I let it wash over me, while occasionally nodding, when distress leaked through my bond with my mate. Although I didn't like her experiencing negative emotions, I also didn't think too much of it at first since she was frequently furious with Phantom or the Alpha Assembly.But the feeling only increased, and if it was just her temper, she would have calmed down. "Carrie? What's wrong?""Mady?" she almost sounded surprised to hear my voice."Yeah. You feel upset.""Sorry about that," she said, and she shut her feelings away from me totally. It was frustrating when she did that, and it reminded me of how she had acted when she wouldn't tell me about her past."What is it?" I asked again, since she hadn't actually answered."Nothing. I'll tell you later."I stood up from wh
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Chapter 44: Make Love
CarrieNow, of all times, my aggravating mate had become intent on talking instead of focusing on my body. All I wanted was for him to rip off my clothing and drive the pain away, but instead he slowly peeled off each piece, and spoke of the past. It was driving me wild, hearing what had happened between us from his perspective, every word saturated in that calm drawl, all the while I was burning inside while I waited for him to give me what my instincts craved. I should have made demands, but it was like I was under his spell. If I didn't know better I would have thought he was dabbling in magic, because it should have been impossible for anyone to be that good.At least he kept his hands on my skin while tormenting me, which soothed a lot of the agony of the heat. If I lost contact with him it was like I would combust. I'd known raised body temperature was one of the signs, but I hadn't known it would feel like a fire that needed to be extinguished.He brought his mouth to mine and
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Chapter 45: Expecting
Madoka's Point of ViewI woke up in our bed, utterly spent from the sexual marathon she had put me through. I had been right, although I was far too smart to rub that in my mate's face. Her heat had stretched out for four days, but it was finally winding down. I'd lost track of how many times I had taken care of her during this time.Besides her need to procreate, I'd made sure her other needs were met, both because I wanted to, and because that was what my wolf wanted to do. Our mate was vulnerable right now, and so we took care of her.She was also probably pregnant, and the knowledge was as deep as my wolf. He wanted to protect and provide for our new offspring as well. She was his focus and it was easy enough for me to go along with that. The deepest, most primal part of me was delighted at the idea of reproduction with this female who was so genetically suited to me.I liked the idea, too. A daughter who had her mother's sass, or a son with Carrie's determination; either of them
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Chapter 46: Letter
Carrie My heat hadn't been quite as bad as I had expected. I wasn't about to admit out loud that Madoka seemed to know exactly what he had been doing. His head was already too big especially when it came to his prowess, and more ego might make it explode. Most of the heat horror stories involved a wolf whose mate was unable to be there for her for whatever reason, war, death, or because her mate was an asshole, so I supposed it made sense that it was tolerable and turned out to be really pleasurable with Madoka, at least when it wasn't hurting. Now that it was over, I was eager to see what the damage of our diversion had been. I walked into the office with a slight nervousness in the pit of my stomach, but was relieved to find Parker, Sinji and the others had handled it well. I supposed that was the advantage of a new pack, roles were more flexible, and no one was set in their ways. One thing that bugged me was Madoka's uncertainty. I wanted to ask him about it last night but m
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Chapter 47: Human and Problems
The night of the full moon dawned cloudy, and it did not clear up in the slightest as the day progressed. My wolf spent the day clawing at my mind, wanting to be let out, and everyone else was just as on edge as I was. Still, we had a nice distraction planned for the afternoon.We gathered everyone in the pack who was available, and Madoka stood at the front. "Alright. It's time to name this thing. No more debating, and we're all going to deal with whatever happens. Following Carrie's proposed system, we vote, and knock out any suggestion that doesn't get at least two votes, then take a second vote. Any complaints about that? Because we don't want to hear them later."No one did. If anything, they were excited to have some say in such a momentous decision.My favourite option was a clear leader in the first vote, but I didn't let myself get too excited. I wasn't worried, since all the remaining options were better than UN. Bloodrogue also got knocked out, I was not disappointed to not
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Chapter 48: Deal
The next few days brought more disruption than was normal.Parker had confined Pinky in his trailer, and she did not take kindly to captivity. She made my time trapped in Madoka's trailer look like a peaceful dialogue between friends."This whole kidnapping mates thing is becoming an unfortunate trend," I commented to MAdoka as I poked my finger into his chest. We were sitting together in the office and both having trouble concentrating on regular pack work with so many problems looming over us.Leaning forward, he caught my finger in his teeth. Sparks ran down my finger straight to highlight the emptiness between my legs. He released it and looked into my eyes. "I barely kidnapped you."I scoffed. Just because he made me want him all the time, didn't mean I had to agree with him.He smirked. "Maybe it's trespassing mates who are the problem here?""I told you that you should have put up signs. See? It happened again.""Well, you might be right. We'll make up some 'Beware of Werewolve
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Chapter 49: Kids
“Hi sweetheart,” I greeted Levi when I met him the next day. He was tugging his sweatshirt. His eyes were puffy and his nose was red, indicating he cried. He was looking through the thick forest as if he’s waiting for someone. He looked at me and wiped his nose using the sleeve of his clothes. “Good morning, Luna,” he greeted me and gave me a toothless smile. Despite being toothless, two fangs would appear when he needed to feed. “You looked like you just cried. What’s wrong?” Levi looked back at the forest where he was staring a few minutes ago and sighed.“I was waiting for Mama,” he replied timidly and started to cry again. Levi might look stronger than any normal human but he’s still a child that yearns for a mother.“Come here, sweetheart,” I said and gently pulled him to my body. “How about if I become your Mama?”Levi looked at me with a questioning look. “Temporary, sweetheart, until we found your mama. How does it sound?” I said as I rubbed his back. Levi stared for a
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Chapter 50: Surprise Them
The trip was tense, uncomfortable, and long. Thanks to the pup I was carrying, we had to stop for more washroom breaks than was convenient. The guys took turns driving. I could have too, but I preferred to spend the trip going over everything that could possibly happen during the convention, just in case there was something I had missed. We arrived at the center after hours of driving. There was an adjoining hotel where all the assembled alphas stayed. I had been there once before along with Asshole Diesel but since I hadn't been official luna I hadn't really done much besides enjoy the hotel and swim in the pool...and had substandard—although I hadn't recognized it as such at the time—sex with my biggest mistake. Now that I had Madoka, and he knew about my past, it didn't hurt as much to think about my ex's rejection. What did I care that the stuffy alpha had wanted the flouncy little cheerleader when my vastly superior mate preferred me? I didn't care at all. I was satisfied. E
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