I’ve been biting my nails and staring at the door for the last fifteen minutes. After hearing from Theo that Ronald went to Laura, this scared me. I need to make plans for keeping him away from Laura. Right now, my priorities are Jessie and Ronald. Jessie went on vacation with Sebastian on trips that were fine for me. Brooks promised to take care of her, so I let her go after making a plan. She is happy but worried about us. I promised her that I’d take care of Ronald, but now Ronald is my tension.It's been a whole week for me to think about making the right decision for Ronald. I had already begun to consider the upcoming difficulties. Now I need Ronald to always be away from them and Brooks to keep helping me. He told me he left everything on him and called Ronald, but I’m not sure what he told him.It’s already late, so I went to Ronald’s room. Ronald’s wardrobe contains all of my clothes. Taking simple black nightwear, I went to the bathroom for a bath. Living here was not simple

OneTwoThreeKeep going, keep going, keep coming. Until it becomes a torrential downpour. Someone stop this pain. My tears fall to the floor and shine like a crystal in a sea of white marbles. Why am I crying? This is not me. Who makes me weak?RoseShe’s my strength.MomDamn it!She makes me look foolish. Behind my back, she’s taking my money and playing hide-and-seek. This is also her money, but why does the person use it? It’s for my company’s employees. They work day and night for me, and now what am I going to say to them? Why? Why? My fingers were running through my hair in frustration. She’s my idol, and...My heart is broken today with every word I hear because I believe in my mom. Is she acting deliberately? Rose told me once that she was behind our separation. Is she really? That means I’m wrong to blindly trust her. My brain is in pain when thinking about answers. Where is she?RoseI need her.“Hey.” Yes, my home, where I live peacefully without any problems. Her smell f

GiggleThen anotherRonaldHe’s giggling while sleeping. I hadn’t noticed him laughing before, but what could he be dreaming about? He looks so happy.“What are you dreaming?” I whisper while running my fingers through his smooth hair. But then his eyes opened, like he heard me. Why does he attract me so much, even in his sleep?“Hey!”“Rose!” He came up and kissed my lips while I was smiling. What’s going on? He looked down and then at me. His gaze was fixated on me. Wait! No. I stop breathing when his hand rests on my stomach. What? God, he knows? How?“In my dream, I saw you lying in the shadows and admiring the lovely sea outside. But then I turned around and saw someone calling out to me. He stopped again and kissed me hard again. What...? His hand rolled on my stomach. What is he expecting?“Ronald.”“He called me daddy.” No please. Don’t speak further. My body, which was calm a moment ago, now went cold. Why do I feel pain? It’s my choice not to tell him why I want to speak up.

Sitting on the kitchen counter, I’m staring outside. My hand feels numb after holding the papers of our lives and, on the other hand, the phone. It feels so peaceful here, where I can recall the moment that I spent with Ronald. He came running when I sent him a message. He loves me with passion, like it’s our last time. On the other side,WaitingFor tomorrowTomorrow we’re going to take our next. Third day of my battle. When they are causing me to have sleepless nights, how dare they sleep peacefully? Once more, people are dying. relapse into death. The person who manages the accounts is now dead because they killed him. Today I made the hardest decision of my life. Ronald now loves me, but what about tomorrow, when he finds out what I hide from him? Has he ever seen me the way he looks at me? If he finds out to whom I’m married, thenProofVictimsAnd he’s gone. It’s my revenge that I’m taking because the power is in my hands. Why not use it? This is my only chance. Just a few days,