Chapter 74

It’s been three months since Jacob left.

I haven’t heard from him since then nor have I even heard his name mentioned in the house for the past couple of weeks.

I really miss Jacob, he was all I ever wanted and I wish I could change everything and make him be with me. I wish he could come back to me but I know deep down in my heart, he wouldn’t. Austin must have made it hard for him to even think about me and talk less of forming back to me.

Every time, I try to bring up a conversation about Jacob, Austin ignores me presumably because he doesn’t want to show me that he’s angry. I still can’t figure out why Austin gets mad, I understand that my relationship with Jacob came as a surprise to him but that’s is not a reason to be mad is it? And if he wants to be mad at someone then it should be me and not his brother.

It was never just Jacob… I wanted it too. I wanted us to be together and I think Austin did the wrong thing by just punishing Jacob for it. I should be in the same position J