Chapter 78

~ A week later

It’s been a week since Jacob passed away and just like the very day, I am still finding it hard to believe that he’s gone.

Every day, every night, every minute, every second has been a goddamn nightmare for me. I have flashbacks of Jacob and I imagine the dreams we wanted together- the dreams that will never be reality.

Thinking of Jacob has become a daily habit of mine, making it hard for me to believe that he is truly gone and will never come back.

Since the day I learned about the death, I haven’t had a good sleep not because I couldn’t sleep but because each time I close my eyes I see his beautiful face and his bright smile dancing across my eyelids. It makes it hard for me to accept the truth and endure the pain.

It’s been a real struggle for everyone most especially Austin. I mean, he is really going through it right now. I have never seen him so down and out before. He's just different now. He’s lost his appetite, barely saying a word to anyone unless absolut