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37 Days Only you
POV Millie I arrive at Barney’s a few minutes after eight o'clock, the parking lot is pretty full for a Wednesday night. I walk the distance of the parking lot and make it to the front door. The place is filled with people, mostly around my age from what I can tell. I scan the room for Chase, after a minute or so, I see the back of his head, he’s sitting at the bar. I try to squeeze through people, careful not to knock the drinks out of their hands. The music is loud but not blaring like X’s club. There is currently a band playing on the opposite side of the room. I reach Chase and sit on the dark brown barstool beside him. He’s looking pretty casual tonight, his hair is not done as perfectly as usual, in a good way, and he’s wearing a plain navy blue shirt and jeans. I think I like this look more on him than his regular stiff appearance. He looks me in my eyes first, and then up and down. “Wow, hey Millie, you look great! Thanks for coming,” he says over the band currently playi
37 Days Right where I want you
POV X Millie's eyes widen at my forwardness, I’ve left her speechless and in deep thought which makes me secretly smile on the inside, I've got her right where I want her. “Let’s go,” I say once more raising an eyebrow in invitation. “Uh,” she says scanning the area where the shitty band is playing and that’s where I see that motherfucker. Chase. What the fuck is she doing here with him? We get into one little argument and she runs into his arms? I'm ready to end this prick once and for all, I start fuming and see Millie is now looking at me out of the corner of my eye. She puts her hand on mine and I look over to her. She has a worried look on her face and shakes her head knowing what I’m thinking. “Please don't cause a scene…” she says. I know better than to cause a scene in a public place, I'm not stupid, even though I do have a few cops that secretly work for me but she doesn't know that, so instead I say one last time, “Then let's fucking go…” I say heated. She nods,
37 Days This is it
*Warning* This chapter contains in-depth sexual content. POV Millie I know what I have to do. I need this challenge for him to be over. He wants sex and that’s what I intend to give him. I’m not going to do this just to let him have his goal be made, but I genuinely want it too. I know what’s going to happen when it’s over, it’ll be over. He will have gotten what he wanted, and he’ll move on with his life and so will I. It’s what needs to be done for us both to go back to what we know, our worlds are like water and oil, they’ll never mix. I’m in a weird state of mind right now, feeling a bit of sadness because, after tonight, there will be no more X, but at the same time, I am nervous and thrilled to be sharing my body with him. I text Steph to not expect me for a while. When we exit his expensive car, I follow him to the penthouse not saying a word. We get inside and he turns on the lights and leads us to his bedroom where my bags are still sitting on the floor. I
37 Days Dead end
POV Millie It's been forty-five minutes of laying in X’s bed and still no trace of him. His actions tell me everything I need to know, what I have already known, just confirmed. I don’t regret sleeping with him, it was hands down the best physical and emotional connection I’ve ever had with a man, but at the same time, I’m heartbroken. I’ve fallen for this person hard and way too fast. It took me about a year just to question if I loved Chase. I wish it could’ve just worked out with Chase or someone like him, for there to be minimal drama, an easy-going relationship, maybe even a little boring, but most of all, available for a future in some way. With X, it’s a dead end, he got what he wanted all along and now the dead end has been reached. I stand up off the bed and shamefully get dressed feeling worthless. I grab my bags off the floor and walk out of the bedroom with my head down full of depression. I tread down the hallway keeping my eye on the door I need to exit fr
37 Days Future or not
POV Millie X is sitting at a large espresso-colored desk with his head in his hands. He lifts his head up and looks at me, surprised that I’m still here or surprised that I just barged through his office without knocking, I’m not sure and I don’t care. I walk over to him and sit on his desk in front of him, never breaking eye contact. “X, I don’t want to go, I just thought maybe you did,” I say gripping the wood beneath me. “No.” He says shaking his head. “I don’t care what the future holds anymore, I don’t care if it never goes anywhere or if it does, what I do care about though, is you, right now, today. I’d rather have this little bit of time with you than never have it at all.” I say losing my breath after my speech. He stands up towering over me and bends down, taking both of his hands behind my neck and bringing me in for a passionate kiss. He breaks the contact and puts his forehead to mine, “me too baby, me too,” he whispers. “Please stop running from me,” he says in
37 Days Trouble at the door
POV X I open the door and see Adria and Ghost standing there. Fuck, not now. I rub the back of my neck, “what do you guys want?” I ask irritated. Adria folds her arms and lifts a black eyebrow, she pushes past me letting herself in and Ghost follows. “Where the fuck have you been? Did you forget we had a meeting this morning?” Adria snaps. “Shit,” I say, I completely forgot. “Hugo is coming here in a few days and you’re missing meetings and completely distracted lately, you better not fuck this up for us X,” Adria says with an attitude. It’s too early for this shit. “What’s going on with you, man? You’re slacking lately.” Ghost says, fuck him. I’m about to ream him out for talking to me like that when I notice a smile come across his face. I follow his line of sight and so does Adria. Fuck me, he’s spotted Millie. “The distraction. So you’re not a prude after all, huh?” Ghost says and I could just knock his fucking teeth out right now for talking to my girl li
37 Days Wine battle
POV Millie I slowly rip off my clothes one by one while X watches me, if I go any slower I think he’ll start panting before me. I strip off my underwear, ending the show but just beginning another. “Fuck baby, I want you so bad,” X says while stroking the hardness in his pants just dying to be freed. “Then what are you waiting for?” I ask and open the door to the shower, letting myself in and turning the water on. “Oh god…” he says as if he may just die here on the bathroom floor. I turn around allowing the hot water to wash over me. I hear him rush to get off his clothes and I inwardly smile to myself. He promptly lets himself in, god, this man is so unbelievably sexy. How did I get him to take an interest in me of all people? He grabs me by the waist, turning me around to face him, and interlocks his mouth with mine. His kisses are so much intensity I feel like I may just unravel in his arms. Our bodies are as close as can be, water dripping down us creating a perfec
37 Days Beachy confrontations
POV Millie I turn to the girls who practically have their jaws to the sand. “Oh. My. God, Millie! Tell us everything!” Alina exclaims, shaking my shoulders as if answers will just literally shake out of me. Oh great…not this again… I’m blushing and feel my face warming up more by the second. “Millie!” Ellie says, “c’mon, c’mon.” “What do you want to know?” I say being overpowered by them. “My girl?!” Mia asks intrigued. “Are you guys in a relationship?” Steph asks almost in a more worried way, emerging from the group. “No,” I say shaking my head and she furrows her eyebrows. She’s not happy about any of this and I understand. “Have you guys, ya know…?” Ellie asks not paying attention to Steph’s differing demeanor. I nod my head, feeling bad that I haven’t even told Steph about it first. Steph’s eyebrows shoot up in surprise, and then back down. “Let’s talk about something else,” I suggest. “Oh come on! It was just getting good!” Alina pouts. Steph walks awa
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