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37 Days Possessive
POV Millie I’ve somehow already lost Steph. Whatever..she’ll be a busy woman tonight..time to find X. This place is packed and the music is blaring through my ears, the effects of the bass have centered itself in the middle of my head bringing a headache on within minutes. I twist and turn myself through a crowd of people. Some drunk guy puts his hand on my waist and whispers some sort of unrecognizable flirty slur in my ear. If X saw that this guy had his sloppy hands on me, he would probably be dead. I move away ignoring him and try to get to the VIP area that I know X must be at. The VIP section comes into view but I don’t see X, it’s some of X’s guys and some random skanky girls. What am I even thinking? I look the same as them right now.. I feel someone behind me, too close behind me and their large hands make their way onto my waist. Tattooed hands that I know from anywhere, “looking for someone?” he whispers seductively into my right ear. X I turn my head into h
37 Days In deep
POVX She hates her, she fucking hates her and you’d have to be blind not to read it all over her face. She’s claiming me hard right now, showing the world who I belong to, and in any other instance I’d be turned off and annoyed by it but because it’s Millie I want her to do it, let the world know who I belong to baby. I’m in deep, I know it. As soon as Millie and I get our first chance alone together she’s gonna rip me a new one and I don’t blame her. What the fuck was Dani thinking? And where the fuck is Julian? He’s the one who invited her, he should be hanging out with her, not me.Millie has already downed three shots and she’s getting handsy. I know she’s claiming her territory with me and I know she’s insinuating what she wants from me but I can’t sleep with her yet. I don’t think she’s ready for it even if I’m desperate for her. I’m trying to be a gentleman here for once. “Steph!” Millie calls out over the music. There they fucking are..Oh..it’s obvious, they just fucked
37 Days Delightful Dani?
POV Millie Too messed up for decision making and his sexy words, his sexy body, and his face overrule any rational thoughts. He withdraws his hands from the wall, taking ahold of one of my hands and pulling me a little too abruptly for my drunken state. He leads us towards the door and back into the club. “I need to pee,” I say at a volume I don’t even know of but somehow he hears me. “Can you wait until we’re back upstairs?” He asks frustrated. “No, no, no,” I say waving my finger in his face. He rolls his eyes with impatience, “Hurry up.” “So bossy,” I say walking away to the bathroom. I do my business and get out of the stall, welp I’m sobered up. Dani is washing her hands at the sink, I go to the one next to her and she glances at me. “Sorry if I stirred up any trouble,” she says with a small smile. Don’t fucking apologize to me, I hate you. “You didn’t,” I say quietly. “Just so you know, he’s just a friend, X is far from my type.” She says drying off her hands. I’m
37 Days Your choice
POVXI carry Millie, weaving in and out of people, and then exit the club. I carry her through the long hallway, into the elevator, and finally to the penthouse. Millie is now fast asleep, it takes every fucking muscle in my arm to reach into my pocket to grab my key to unlock the door. By some miracle I’ve accomplished it, I push open the door, backing us in carefully, attempting to not wake Millie or hit any part of her body on the door frame. I walk us into my bedroom and lay her on my bed. As luck would have it, she’s still fast asleep with an adorable little snore. I’m a little irritated with her antics tonight but god damn does she look beautiful. A few weeks ago I never thought I’d see the image of the woman I love laying here in my bed again but here she is, sleeping like an angel. I lean down and kiss her forehead, “I love you,” I whisper. My phone starts to ring, Julian. I leave the bedroom and go into the living room, careful not to wake sleeping beauty. “Yeah, what’s u
37 Days Impatience
POV Millie I’ve left him stunned by my words as he just lays there, back to the ground and silenced. I feel empowered being the one in control right now, it’s usually him who controls every situation but today, right here, right now, it’s me, I’m holding the power. “So what’s it going to be Xavier?” I ask in a seductive raspy tone. “I..umm..” he starts saying like a thirteen-year-old boy, flustered and shy and completely submissive to me.“What’s that?” I ask poking fun at the situation. “I’ll take option one,” he whispers. “Good boy,” I say taking my heel off of his rock-hard chest. I turn my back to him and look over my shoulder as I drop one strap away from my shoulder, “are you going to just lie there and stare or help me?” He races to his feet as fast as humanly possible. I’m now turned back facing him. He unzips the top part of my two-piece dress, letting it fall to the floor and revealing to him my bare chest. “No bra, huh?” He asks into my ear. “I think that you’ll f
37 Days Right by your side
POV X Weeks of pent-up frustration and stress have finally been released. I needed this more than I really thought. I would’ve waited an eternity for Millie to be ready for what we just did. This is how I wanted it to be, where she came to me, practically begging, that’s how I knew she was inclined. I couldn’t deny her anymore, not that she was allowing me much of a choice anyway. She was on fucking fire tonight, in complete control of what she wanted, what she needed from me. It was fucking amazing being with Millie again. I missed that body of hers, the connection of being one again. It’s more than just fucking with her, it’s deeper than that. Everything is different with that woman, she’s changed the game for me when I never thought anyone could. She’s currently lying in my arms, fast asleep, naked and our bodies are as close as can be, entangled in one another and I couldn’t feel any more whole than I am right now. I love her so fucking much it’s overwhelming and terrifying at
37 Days Humbled
POVMillie I keep the pen in between my fingers flicking on my desk echoing a calming sound while my mind is going a mile a minute. I have work to do on this Monday morning but the highs and lows of the weekend have overridden my attention. Now that I have a clearer head, the highs of being in the same vicinity of X and the lows of not knowing what to think of Dani come to mind. The two of them seemed so…natural together. What were they doing together outside that night before I interrupted? I’m still a little shocked I had the confidence to confront them, it was the alcohol of course, but what if I didn’t? Would they have done something with one another? “Ugh,” I sigh out dropping the black pen to the desk and occupying my hands with the weight of my overactive head. My mind goes solely back to Dani. I’m not sure if the past is catching up to me and the insecurities I feel when it comes to X that make me weary about her or if I’m just being dramatic and she is in fact just an inno
37 Days It controls me
POVMillie It’s here. The dreaded day of June 22nd has arrived like it does every year. I’ll get the sympathy texts from family like I do every anniversary. It’s bittersweet to receive the messages because I know it’s coming from a loving place but on the other hand, I’m the one that took my mom's life, it's sad and humiliating through and through. June 22nd is always the same routine, I cry myself to sleep the night before, wake up absolutely distraught like the event happened only hours ago, and play every minute of the day in my mind the same way it did that day. I go into self-destruction mode and watch the clock remembering what I was doing at that exact moment. For example, it’s currently 9:00 am, physically I’m at work, mentally, I’m sitting at home with my mom while my dad is at work. I’m eating breakfast while I talk to my mom about the dress we’re picking up and from there I’ll continue on with every detail, living the day in a divided reality. This year I prayed I wouldn
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