Thank god for you

POV
Millie

 
I’m under the covers letting the salty tears stream down my face when there’s a light knock on the door and it opens. 

“Mills? It’s Steph.”

Thank god. 

I remove the comforter away from the mess of a face I’m rocking right now and see Steph standing there. 

“Steph? What are you doing here?” I ask through a sob. 

“X called me,” she says quietly. 

I lay flat on the bed and looked to the ceiling “I’m mortified Steph.” I say. 

She walks over to the bed and sits down “Oh Mills, don’t be, he caught you completely off guard and he feels horrible.” she says gently running her fingers through my hair. 

She lays beside me and says “Come here” 

We lay together and both just cry. 

“I wish you could just forgive yourself, Millie, your mom would never want this for you,” Steph says through tears. 

“I know Steph, I just can’t help it,” I say wiping tears off my ears that gravity has filled them with. 

Steph holds my hand “One day at a time baby girl, one day at a time.” 

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