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37 Days Thank god for you
POV Millie I’m under the covers letting the salty tears stream down my face when there’s a light knock on the door and it opens. “Mills? It’s Steph.” Thank god. I remove the comforter away from the mess of a face I’m rocking right now and see Steph standing there. “Steph? What are you doing here?” I ask through a sob. “X called me,” she says quietly. I lay flat on the bed and looked to the ceiling “I’m mortified Steph.” I say. She walks over to the bed and sits down “Oh Mills, don’t be, he caught you completely off guard and he feels horrible.” she says gently running her fingers through my hair. She lays beside me and says “Come here” We lay together and both just cry. “I wish you could just forgive yourself, Millie, your mom would never want this for you,” Steph says through tears. “I know Steph, I just can’t help it,” I say wiping tears off my ears that gravity has filled them with. Steph holds my hand “One day at a time baby girl, one day at a time.” I’
37 Days The meeting
POV X Today is a big day, all the members of my group are having a meeting today and we’ll be including Marco and Hugo over the phone. I slept like shit last night, I didn’t go to sleep until 3 am. When I left the penthouse last night I went over to Julian’s, we drank and smoked and he knew something was up with me but I only briefly told him what happened, I don’t want the whole world to know about Millie’s struggles. When I got back to the penthouse around 2:30, all the lights were still on and I thought maybe Millie was still awake, but when I went to my bedroom she was fast asleep and Stephanie was gone. I went over to Millie and said “I’m so sorry baby” even though I knew she couldn’t register any of it. I fell asleep a half hour later, tossing and turning all night long. When I got out of the shower, I got dressed and walked to the kitchen seeing Millie sitting at the island eating a granola bar. I walked over to her and took a bite out of it while she was holding it in
37 Days I forfeit
POV Millie I’ve spent the day binging The Bachelor and being lazy. I texted Chase to let him know that I'm fine and I texted Steph to thank her for last night. It's Friday night, and the girls are going to be partying and working tonight but we made plans to hang out tomorrow afternoon. It's now around 8 pm and I’m sitting out on the balcony just watching the now dark ocean when I hear X behind me, and he takes a seat in the chair next to me. “Beautiful, huh?” he asks and I nod still looking out at the deep blue ocean. “Want to have a fire?” He asks and I’m surprised by this. “Aren’t you going to the club though?” I ask. “Nah I don’t feel like it tonight, maybe I’ll go tomorrow,” he says and I know he’s only ditching it for me. “Well okay, yeah, I’d love to have a fire,” I say trying not to sound overly excited. He laughs and starts a fire in the fire pit out on the balcony that we’re on, “C'mon, sit over here.” he says sitting down in a chair around the pit. I get up
37 Days Losing feels like winning
**WARNING** This chapter is very spicy! It contains in-depth sexual details, if you are not into this type of writing, I completely understand, please skip to the next chapter. POV X Millie follows me to the bed and I replay the sexiest words I’ve ever heard come out of her mouth in my head. Sure, I’ve heard those words coming out of numerous mouths before, but when it came out of that innocent mouth of hers, I could’ve just busted a nut right then and there. I lightly push her onto my bed and climb over her. I kiss her beautiful lips and then trail down to her neck staying there for several seconds. She's in her sexy black bra, pushing those perfect tits together, just waiting to be freed. I move my lips slowly from her neck, to just the top of her breasts. Even though I just want to rip off all of her remaining clothing right now and get down to business, I try to pace myself letting the build-up get the better of her. I lift up her back just enough to remove the r
37 Days Your turn
I apologize, this chapter also contains in-depth sexual context, if you are uninterested in this type of writing, please skip to the next chapter. POV Millie I am on cloud nine right now, what the hell was that?! That was the most out-of-this-world experience I’ve ever endured. This man knows what he’s doing. I’ve had this done to me a few times but my god, never like that. I want to taste him now more than ever, I want to pleasure him the way he just did for me. I stand up and extend my hand out to him and he takes it, maintaining eye contact with me, I pull him upward off the bed, indicating to stand up. I lower myself to my knees, getting eye level with his bulging cock. I put my hand over his jeans to feel it, and oh my lord, he’s so hard right now. I look up at his green eyes, he’s looking down at me with so much desire it’s making my body go into overdrive. I keep eye contact with him and slowly unbutton his jeans, dragging the zipper down until it can’t anymore.
37 Days Altercations
POV Millie I wake up to only me on the bed, where’s X? I start to overthink everything, maybe he got what he wanted and now he’s done with me. We didn’t have sex last night, and although that’s because I said sex was excluded from the deal of the game, he does only have sex with Adria after all. I’m starting to spiral in my thoughts and I need to stop, he could simply just be in the bathroom, his office, or anywhere else around here. I get up still feeling completely spent after last night and go to the bathroom to freshen up. I get in the shower letting the hot water wash over me. I stare at the meticulous white square tiles that cover the shower walls, everything in this house is so thought out and done with precision. When I’m out of the shower, I go through my bag and pick out a pair of light-wash jeans and a navy blue shirt. I grab my phone off the bed after spending a good two minutes searching for it between blankets and sheets. I have a text from x Hey babe, I
37 Days Screw you
POV Millie I sit on the beach letting my fingers slide through the now cool sand, watching the waves crash on shore. In this moment, I wish the waves would just take me away with them. How much of what Adria said was true? Was she just trying to scare me away again or is it the honest truth and I’m just blind to it all? The thing is, I really don’t know X, he doesn’t owe me anything, we’re not in a relationship, so technically, he could do whatever he wants and I have no say. Who is Aspen though? I’ve never heard of her before, is she another Adria, just in another country? This is all just becoming too much for me, I let my guard down too much with this guy and I need to put it back up or I will be the one paying for it. “Miss me?” I hear a voice from behind me, his voice. Stay strong Millie, stay strong. I look over my left shoulder and there he is, in his usual black hoodie with the hood up, black jeans and hands in his pocket looking as good as ever. He walks
37 Days Guarded
POV X Why do I have to be such a dick? Why couldn’t I just tell her that I thought of her nonstop while I was away, why couldn’t I say I hated leaving her Friday morning, while she lay there naked in my bed looking like a goddess? That I thought about our night together over and over in my head, wanting more, wanting her beautiful lips wrapped around my cock again while I come in her mouth, wanting to get lost in her all over again, to be buried deep inside of her like the air I need to live? But I didn’t, because I’m a fucking idiot. It’s been an hour since I left Millie on the beach and she still hasn’t come up. Why did I have to be so harsh to that sweet, beautiful girl? I’m feeling like shit now. I decide to text her Babe come up now It was a long few days in Colombia, I barely even had time to sleep and now that I’m back home, I’m even more stressed out because Adria loves to stir the pot. I didn’t hook up with her or Aspen while I was there, but I did have to go out to
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