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Knowing ronther (2)
I felt terrible after Sibyl left, I know I was not her to bring up things about my past but I was never thought I would react that way, it was obvious I sprained her arm.
I have sprained and even hurt women in the past but I have never felt bad about it afterwards. I knew the polite thing to do was to apologize to her, but I could not bring myself to do that, maybe I should just let her be, I knew if I did that, that she most likely would never come to see me any longer and though that was something I wanted, I did not want it this way.
I really wanted going after her but that could send the wrong message to her.
I casually went and open the door and I could not see her anywhere, she has gone.
I came back in and walked towards the large mirror at the other side of my room, I looked at myself as I lifted my top off, I had fully healed but I still had some scars at my torso area Where Gudmundur has struck
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