48...Stick to the rules...

CLAIRE.

I shouldn't feel anything when I saw Ryan and Stella kissing in the gym, but I can't help it. I feel angry and so hurt. All those sexual tensions, those words he'd said to me in a seductive manner, they were all just a game to him the way it is with other girls. He doesn't find anything special with me, I stupidly allowed his playboy ways with me.

When I woke up from my deep sleep earlier this morning to find Ryan absent in the room, I'd thought he went out for work, until Anita had come to the room to invite me to the gym, adding the information about Ryan's presence in the gym.

Hearing Ryan's name made me eager to visit the gym. I got directions to the gym room from Anita. Now, I wish I didn't even accept the gym invitation in the first place

I keep reminding myself that I'm his fake girlfriend, and I shouldn't feel this way, but defining the type of relationship I have with Ryan isn't helping me to feel better.

Ryan rushed into the bedroom and sat on the bed with me. I t