Chapter 23

Last Night

Hearing all those words came out from his mouth gave me butterflies in my stomach. I felt like they are celebrating something inside of it and I may hate to say it but...I love how I feel. I love how those words put a smile on my face.

Ano ka ba, Ash? Kailangan mong panindigan ang desisyon mo! Hindi pwedeng agad-agaran ka na namang makikipag-relasyon nang hindi ka pa maayos. Dahil paano kung nasasabi niya lang 'yan dahil ikaw ang nadito? Paano kung bumalik si Kate? And the fact that Allison still has access on his house, and can go there in anytime she wants, is bothering me.

I just can't come back to him and act like he didn't hurt me, like we didn't hurt each other. I have always been so strong and I always face my battles without even shredding a small amount of tears. Pero iba ang sakit na aking naramdaman nang malaman ang mga iyon kay Jake. I don't know if it would be better if I didn't ask? But well, if I didn't ask him...I don't think he would ever tell me about it.