This is the best evening I have ever spent in my life. I entirely forgot how to feel being in center of someone's affection, someone's care. I don't know what holds in the future but this evening is the best evening I have ever spent. Gina looks like a big sister who can't help but worry. Jacob, although I don't trust him entirely about his feelings towards me but I love the affection he is showing. He doesn't say something like I like you or trust me once like he used to do. Instead of this, he is doing it. He knows what I want, he observes what I do or what I like. This is not what I ever imagined. Even if it's fake or some attraction but it's different weirdly. “ The water is warm!” Intertwining our hands, we walk side by side. It's romantic. This is what it feels like when someone holding your hand and walk by your side. It's something beautiful.The sunset is happening. The orange hue has created an entire canvas with its own color. The waves are calm now. The wind is still stro
The moment I wake up, the sunlight has been peeking through the window and lights up the room. I turn, with slightly soreness all over my body. As if I went through a rollercoaster. My head is still banging, half-sleep and half-awake brain is still processing everything. Until I turn and face reality. I flinch when I find that Jacob is next to me. No, I am almost on him, resting my head on his arm. He is sleeping so soundly. His body is full of bite marks and nails- Ah!The moment I look at him and then me, I think I am fully sober now. Last night it happened. It finally happened. What's worse is that I was enjoying it.I sit up abruptly, feeling a pain in my back. Damn! I don't believe that I gave my first kiss, my first time and even my first child with my mate. When we both clearly don't love each other.What was I thinking last night? Was it because of the Moon? No, I was fine. I was lusting over when he walked to me with that body!Oh shit! It was me who had been throwing herse
-Jacob- The crisp and fresh scent of the air, the steaming coffee and the peaceful afternoon, nothing I could imagine to be felt so divine before. Just few months ago, I kept questioning myself, constantly. What's the reason for my existence, the reason for my hard working or the reason being so patient with my parents who never valued me as a person. What's the reason for me to stay alive even after knowing I am different than others? What's the point of living even after everything? All those questions I have kept repeating in my head until I saw her. The first thing I felt inside was - It was worth of living. It's only been a week since we have started getting closer after that night. As she promised, she has been opening up to me. She is surprisingly adorable and sweet person. like an Angel. She is intelligent too. Within few days, she has become more closer to me. She blushes every time our gaze meets. She tries to initiate the talking and physical interaction. She tries to ta
Next day, “ Dr. Velvet and her family will arrive tomorrow.” Aurora, folding the laundry, looks at me, “ Shall we buy some welcome gifts for them?” She asks. “ As you wish! Do you have any idea what we should buy for them?” I ask, working on my laptop. “ Hmm?” She thinks profoundly, “ Something that they need for their house! I don't have any idea. Shall I talk to Gina? She will have some ideas!” “ That's the best thing to do!” I encourage her. Dr Velvet and her family came here soon after we moved in but she has been staying with her relatives before moving here. Aurora has no idea what the reasons are for them to move in the same city of ours. But she has been so excited to meet Dr Velvet and her daughter. Sometimes she mentions how much she is grateful for Dr. Velvet’s help. She helped her to think properly. “ I will go to Gina’s and ask. Also if you leave now. Don't forget our doctor appointment at 4pm!” She says reminding me about the doctor appointment. Today,
“ You should throw a gender reveal party. What do you say? Aurora!” The moment both of them walk out of the hospital, Gina suggests with her big, cheeky smile. She has been more excited than Aurora is. Even questioning everything about the probable date of labor, baby's weight and Aurora's health. The moment the doctor confirmed she is fine. Gina starts glowing with happiness. Aurora loves seeing her being so excited but patient and caring. “ Gina!” She stops her and smiles softly before caressing her belly. “ Let's keep it hidden to everyone like it was planned. I wanted to know about the gender to name it.” Gina pauses, the smile on her face disappears but she walks towards her, “ Are you upset because Jacob didn't come as he promised?” She has noticed Aurora. She has been absent minded for the whole time except for her ultrasound. “ No. Life is full of unpredictable things. We can't keep people from facing them! It's just my request!” Gina purses her lips and then n
" Ughh! This is the best! This is the greenest moment of my life!" Gina throws herself in the couch after finishing the movie and exclaims. She rolls and turns to Aurora who is staring at the movie. " Happy ending is always the best dose after a tragic storyline, Isn't it?" She asks, hugging a cushion. Aurora looks at her and nods but she doesn't reply. Her eyes are already lost in her own musings. Gina yawns, looking exhausted after a long day. She isn't planning to leave Aurora alone since Jacob is not here tonight. But soon, she drifted off, closing her eyes. Meanwhile, Aurora is staring at the TV screen. A line has been bothering her. When an old man asked the Female Lead - Life is like a field, it has different colors with different seasons. She hugs her knees, thinking about it fondly. When did she feel so green about her life? Sometimes it feels like she is being blessed with rains, sometimes it's storm or sometime it's scorching summer. It's like standing on the top
" I don't actually trust you, Jacob! From the very beginning! I never trusted you!" She said, facing the truth of her own feelings. She has honestly let herself go through the time and the desire to be loved by her own mate, almost unwillingly. She knew she didn't trust him, yet she did. She did betray her own sanity, her heart and her emotions. She should have never acknowledged him. She should have never become an emotional stupid on the first place. She has forgotten that she lives in the world of selfishness and cruelty. " I am sorry I made you feel this way. I know that everything around me is messed up. I never had any intention of creating this but - I am sorry!" She watches him saying sorry repeatedly. But it doesn't reach her heart. Not even a single ounce of trust exists in her heart. All she has is a heart of doubt, disbelief and impatience. She wants to run away from this person at any cost. The feelings are bitter and suffocating. She hates to think of living here
" I don't know where everything went wrong and where I failed to make it sure you trust me from the very beginning. But I hope you take your time and make yourself happy. Because I will make sure you will experience the most beautiful love. Trust me! I will make you mine and I will make sure you will know me better!" This is the last message he sent to Aurora after he left. Aurora read it multiple times now and then. Fighting over her own sanity and heartbreak. It's not something she has assigned herself to go through. She wanted a simple life and that's why she left the house. Now fate brought her in the same situation where she doesn't want to belong. " Hey! Aurora! Did you call Jacob? I am trying to reach out. Did he call you? He never misses my call. Then why?" Eliza acts worried about it and sits on the couch. Aurora who has been sitting on the couch, doesn't even care about her presence next to her. But when Eliza notices Aurora is ignoring her, she looks furious, " I am t