Lucy Mum stares at me as she waits for me to answer. I contemplate telling her the truth or straight-up lying to her. Who am I kidding the truth will come out sooner or later. I sigh as I ran my fingers through my thick black hair. This is hard than I anticipated. “Well,” she urges, “ we ain't in a staring contest Lucy. I don't have all day.” “ But the doctor said that I need to some rest don't you think you are stressing me out.” I try to persuade her. She rolls her brown eyes at me, what can I say like mother like daughter. I know I got most behavioral symptoms from her. Though she is more vocal than I am but not as rude. A part of me I am slowly working on. “Don't bullshit me, Lucy.” Her tone is fierce. This is something she won't back off on. She continues, “ You are a wolf you have already healed the only thing you are staying away from for a few days in practice.” I wanna run away from her but it's no use. “ But mum!!” I begin to whine. “Ain't buyin
Lucy Kayden and Lexi are seated across from mum and I in the kitchen. It’s quiet for some reason as no one says a word yet. Lexi manages to glare at me every passing second while her hand is clasping onto Kaydens that’s on the island table. I wanna get upset and glare back but mum's words ring in my head. LET HIM GO. I begin to chant the words like a mantra hoping it summons some kind of spirit to help me let him go and watch him be happy with another woman. The words don't sit right with me even as I chant them every passing second. My mood is only turning sour so I change the words to... YOU DONT DESERVE, HIM HE DESERVES BETTER. That mantra only makes me want to grab something and break it. ‘Break Lexi’s face’ Mara urges, her tone is so lethal I almost shiver. ‘No!’ I shout back, ‘remember mum's words, we have to let him go, we dont deserve a man like him.’ I say them more to myself than my wolf. The words sound absurd and taste sour on my lips. I can'
Lucy My eyes were wide open I couldn't believe who was standing right in front of me. I never once believed I would see her again. Not after what Kayden told me. Stacy's are solemnly focused on me, she watches me stand up from my bed and walk closer to her. The scent of a rouge coats the room, it hangs in the air. It's hard to miss it. If it was anyone else I would have shifted and attacked but the person standing right in front of me is my best friend. I move closer to her while she remains standing. The closer I get the more I observe how different she looks. She doesn't look like the soft Stacy that would practically break anymore. She looks strong like she has always been a fighter. “Stacy..” I speak breathlessly. She regards me with a wild look dashed with hate. I refrain from getting closer, she is a rouge after all and rouges are unpredictable. “ Lucy.” My name sounds like an insult coming from her lips. I flinch not expecting it. I am at a loss for words
Lucy A whole week has passed since everything. I have tried to lay as low as possible, not much has happened except the fact I have gotten quite close to the guy I met at the dinner the night that Kayden announced his new mate. The full moon is in three weeks and I don't wanna think about what Kayden said too much. Not after the promise I made to mum. Lexi is good for him not me. “ Lost in thought once more?” Ace asks. I am startled for a second as I snap out of whatever trance I was in. “Huh?” He smiles, his smile lighting up his honey-brown eyes. I can help but be in awe. “ I wonder what goes on through that mind of yours.” Ace comments. I shrug, I ain't sure what answer to give him. I don't even think he wants to know what answer is on my mind. We are the only two in the living room of the pack house. Which is surprising cause the pack house is always busy, and I steer clear of busy places. “Trust me you don't wanna know,” I reply after being silent f
Lucy Kayden is angry as he drags me out of the pack house. The scene slowly begins to grab the attention of pack members. The attention I don't want. I don't even know what he will do to me as he drags me along. His grip on my arm is tight and it sends delicious shocks throughout my body. I gasp, he notices but chooses to ignore my reaction completely. Being this close to him is messing with my mind. How can I think straight when the strong manly musk scent engulfs my whole body like a cacoon? I try to be defiant and fight his hold on me but he exerts his powerful aura and his grip tightens. “ W..what will you do to me?” The panic in my voice is thick. My eyes are wide as they dart to the pack members who have seized whatever they were doing to watch the scene in front of me. He stops suddenly and I go crushing into him before he pushes me away like I am some kind of plague. A powerful growl escapes his lips. He acts as though me close to him burnt him. How lo
Kayden My wolf Jax is angry with me. He has a softer heart than mine. I don't blame him not when he still feels the sparks every time we touch her. I find myself wanting reasons to touch her just to feel the sparks that I will never feel with Lexi. Why do I do it? Even I don't know sometimes it's easier to blame it on Jax like at the hospital it was partially my fault too but in the office, it was all mine. I couldn't even blame Jax even if I wanted to. It's been a day since she has been at the poll on the leash. Each hour Jax begs me to let her out but I shut him out each time. He refuses to acknowledge her as our ex-mate to him she is still our mate. The concept of rejection just doesn't sit right with him. ‘Please Kayden remove her from there our mate is suffering.’ Jax begs in my head once more. ‘She ain't our mate!’ I snap back at him. At least not anymore. ‘ You have to accept that she rejected us she didn't want us.’ ‘ How sure are you she doesn't want us now?’
Lucy Everything is going okey until I hear the sound of thunder and the clouds suddenly shift, it’s suddenly darker than it was before. The weather here is somewhat unpredictable sometimes. This day couldn't get any worse. As if chained to a pole ain't enough it had to rain and I doubt that bitch Lexi will let anyone let me out of here. I can’t even count on Kayden either not when he is wrapped around Lexi’s finger. Which reminds me of the words she last said to me. She thought she could just threaten me like that and get away with it. It ain't happening. But when did she find out or maybe she just said that to see my reaction? Mara begins to whimper, she has never been a fan of water let alone cold rainwater. The water slowly begins to wet our fur and it's slowly making me feel how cold it really is. The weather slowly picks up and the more it rains the hard it is for me to see. I really want to get out of here. I want to be somewhere warm or else if it continues like t
Lucy Xavier and I spent some time chatting it felt nicer, and more carefree than it was when we were in a position, back then we only ever talked about things that concerned the pack but now it's just random stuff. I feel like this is the quality time I missed out on. My heart hurts a little when I realize that I haven't spent much quality time with dad in such a long time. Spending time with my former alpha has made me see things from a different perspective. I am happy that Kayden brought me here. Rain continues to pour and I begin to wonder if I will spend the night here too cause it's slowly getting dark. I face-palm myself when I remember that I am supposed to assure mum, at least she deserves to know that I am okey for tonight. I open my mind and instantly reach out to her. “ Mum!” “Lucy! Lucy! ...why do you always have to shut us out. I have been worried sick when your dad tried to come set free you away with Ace, but you were not there. Where are you?!”